Sunday, May 7, 2006

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I had a dream last night... um, yeah. It was... interesting, to say the least... uh, yeah... um... can we change the subject?? XD Yay. My mom and stepdad are at a wedding and my brother's at work so I'm all alone here. ^^ Hey everyone, party at my place... "There's a party in my pants and you're invited..." I love that line. XD This morning I typed my brother's John Lennon report. XD Seriously, I walked in his room, looked at the computer, skimmed over his report, said, "this sucks," highlighted it all and pressed "delete." My brother's all, "what the heck?" and I just sat down and started retyping it. XD I'm such a good sister. I'm sick. T_T It sucks. But it gives me an excuse to overdose on cough drops... <3 My parents left me some sushi for dinner, but I'm eating it right now. Screw dinner. Lunch is the only time I'm hungry anyway. But seriously, dude, that dream... yeah. o_O Let's don't go there... you'd probably never look at me the same way again.

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Saturday, May 6, 2006

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Guess who's back, back again, Ryu's back, tell a friend... I'm so jealous. My brother gets to go see Silent Hill with his friends tonight. Reason #724 I wish I had friends... XD Just got back from Reno. We explored the new shopping center they just built there. It was basically all the preppy, upperclass stores- Abercrombie & Fitch, Pac Sun, Hot Topic, etc. There weren't any stores remotely interesting there (except for Starbucks, of course <3) so I just trailed along with my dad and brother... I always feel so uncomfortable in clothes stores. Don't know why, really. I also feel really awkward when anyone who works in a store talks to me, ask if I'm finding everything alright... I don't really know why. It's just like, I came shopping to be alone, so leave me alone, lady! If I'm not finding everything I'll be sure to ask. I don't know... I suppose I was born and raised a Wal-Mart kinda girl. What I'm also jealous about is my brother gets to go to an Angels & Airwaves concert this summer. He's so lucky... he's got up-front tickets, too. He's practically gonna be touching Tom Delonge... *sigh* I'm jealous... But thassokay, cause I have a Tohma na no da! <3 XD And that's better than everything. And may her stalkers (as well as my therapist) fall off a burning cliff into a bed of spikes and be run over by a Greyhound bus full of sumo-wrestling bowling champions. Tohma is mine... *gets all LOTR style* my preciousss... yess... it serves only the precioussss... XD!!

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Thursday, May 4, 2006

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I was indescribably tired today. I was freaking exhausted... I think I have energy problems. I only went to bed at 10, for god's sake. Other people go to bed at 3 and wake up fine and dandy. eh... probably just another lovely side effect of depression... So apparently I'm Tohma's uke now. Huzzah. XD I'll put that under "occupation" in my profile... XD Now I can call MYSELF uke-tastic! YAAAY! XD!! I love the word "uke..." it just rolls off the tongue, doesn't it? Today, my Earth Science teacher had us bring in movies with scenes in space so we could list all the physical impossibilities in them. I brought in Invader Zim. XD Why? Because I COULD. I played the episode with the face of Mars and the butt of Mercury and I showed the part where Zim's crashing Mars into Earth... really, really slowly. My teacher just kinda looked at me and went, "what does that have to do with ANYTHING?" and I'm all, "duh, in space, no one can hear you cackle maniacally." He gave me the most bizarre look then... then someone showed a Star Wars movie, and after about 10 minutes, he's like, "Okay, I think that's enough. This is science class, not Star Wars class... although the force is strong with you all." And I said, "I have a high midi-chlorian count." Everyone looked at me pretty funny after that. Oh! I submitted an entry for that TheO contest, the mock anime interview... but I'm not gonna tell you who it is. It's a surprise... I bet you I'm one of the ones they post, though. I thought it was pretty funny. You'll like it. ^^

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Wednesday, May 3, 2006

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To Tohma: No, no one has a file I could steal. Honest to god, this was the single best file you could find anywhere. I was already through the game on it, but I kept going back to it for the sidequests and whatnot. And I was so... damn... far. NO ONE had as good a file as me. And yes, you're more important to me, and yes, I am yours. <3 (seriously, don't ask. My friends and I do crap like that all the time... we'll be all like, "hey sexy, wanna come home with me?" I even refer to Natalie as "hey baby." XD) To Chikara Kokoro: The whole "worst thing that's ever happened" was an exaggeration to the nth power. Seriously, scroll through my archives and tell me just how lovely my life is. To Shadowme: Apocalypse. To Ala the Silvery Shadow: Why do I have so many friends with shadow in their names? For that matter, why do I have so many friends who start with X? And I think I have 2 friends who have "animeangel" in their names... o_O and yes, rancid cake is rather unpleasant. I would know. Sorry for not posting yesterday. I went to the evil woman known as a therapist. Grr. I just kinda... sat there. Doing nothing. And she made me take a 480 question true-false personality test, by which point I was already rather sick of tests, having taken the ALT standardized tests all day. So I just marked "false" for everything. XD! I'm still thoroughly angered about the whole Final Fantasy deal... *sigh* it sucks so bad... I don't wanna have to go through the whole game again. So I think I'm gonna shelf the game for good... which makes me feel like crap because there were still a lot of things I hadn't done yet. Oh well. One good thing about the ALTs was that I finished them in about 10 minutes, so I got to spend 2 hours reading my Prime Reading (lamest class EVER, be thankful you don't have it... you just read books and take tests on them) book, The Elf Queen of Shannara... has anyone else read this series? I love Terry Brooks, but I love the Shannara series most of all, and Elf Queen is one of the best books in the series I've read. It's elfish. And incestuous. XD! Yeeeah... Wren kinda makes out with her cousin... good times. Exactly 3 weeks until the... spelling bee... AGH! SOAP! WHERE'S THE SOAP!? MY MOUTH! IT BURNS! MY VIRGINIC MOUTH HAS BEEN BESMIRCHED WITH THE VILE FILTH OF THOSE WORDS! Or something. XD

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Monday, May 1, 2006

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Fuck. Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck. FUCK. As it was, I was barely maintaining a reason for existing. But now, I have nothing left in this world. This clinches it; I'm gonna kill myself. I overwrote my Final Fantasy X file. I think I'm gonna cry... a hundred hours of hard work, GONE. My amazing Blitzball team... he stupid chocobo race that took me centuries to beat... every single monster caught in the monster arena... all my characters' superhuman stats... gone. All because yesterday I went back to an earlier file of mine to find a stupid Al Bhed primer and I didn't even realize I was saving over my hundred-hour one until today. OH MY GOD, this sucks. This is like the worst thing that's ever happened to me... now please forgive me as I bang my head repeatedly against the keyboard in a fickle attempt at atonement. ghbnghbhhjbn bn hjbmn fdvcghbvn ghjbn 76m 5uytdmuytdmyidmudm yt7dimtrm ui Didn't work. Still hate myself. I can't BELIEVE this! I have to go all the fricking way back to 12 hours in and make it all up. Seriously, I had the most pwn-tastic file you could ever imagine and I wasted it all FOR AN AL BHED PRIMER. ARGH! I couldn't have taken the stupid memory card out of the slot first, could I? I'm gonna PUKE. Eh, I'm sure I had something else to say, but I really couldn't recall it if my life depended on it. This just puts the icing on the rancid cake that is my life... ><

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Sunday, April 30, 2006

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Guess what? Today I actually DID something! XD My mom and I went to go see a movie. Just GUESS which movie it was. Go on. Guess. Yeah. It was that movie about- surprise!- the spelling bee. God, every time I say "spelling bee" it feels like a swear word. I feel so unclean and... academic. Ew. Ew ew ew. *eats a bar of soap* But yeah, this movie, Akeelah and the... um... Bee... *eats another bar of soap* was pretty good. Seriously, you should all watch it just so you get the picture of just what the heck I'm dealing with. Oh. I forgot to tell you guys this yesterday, but the... bee... *eats yet another bar of soap* is now not only going to be on ESPN from 12 to 3, but it's also gonna be on ABC at 8 p.m. Dude, I'm gonna be on primetime. It's messed up. And you're all gonna watch me... right now I really don't care if you guys do. You'll be like my personal cheering squad cause no one in Douglas County really gives a crap about this whole thing. In other counties they had big ol' parties for the people who went to D.C. What did I get? A plastic trophy and a tiny newspaper article. Nobody really cares about me... so you guys gotta be the ones that care, kay? Kay. Well, now I gotta go study. >< why must I be so passionate? WHY?

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Saturday, April 29, 2006

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Holy amazing lack of posts, Kumagoro... yeah, I've gotten lazy. That and I don't have much to report on. Life's just blah... nothin's happening. It's maddeningly boring, actually. But I have the strangest urge to play Mario Party... o_O but my N64's at my dad's place and besides, I have no one to play with and a broken controller. Someone wanna come over and play Mario Party? I've got popcorn and pocky...

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Wednesday, April 26, 2006

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Today at school, there was a nice protest. It was fun. Odds are it was at your school too: It was "day of silence", where all those supporting gay people went the whole day without talking. Needless to say, I participated. I was like the only one who actually didn't say a word the whole day, though... everyone else cheated. People frustrate me. A guy in my history class called me a "stupid lesbian". It was kinda funny. Then in commemoration of day of silence, when we had to color our maps in history, me and Sierra did ours in pink and yellow. XD Gravitation colors! Sorry for not posting yesterday... there was a big storm. Ryu-chan no likin' thunder, na no da. Especially when it was as close and loud as it was. It was kinda scary... P.S. I have a new layout na no da. It's pure, wholesome Ryuichi goodness. Love it, now.

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Monday, April 24, 2006

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School sucks. But you knew that. I feel up to a change, so from now on I'm going to leave comments in green verdana. Why? Cause I can. Oh my god... I hate me... you'll hate me too... I watched this documentary called "Spellbound" which follows 8 kids in the national spelling bee, the same one I'm going to, and it made me realize... that I can do this. So... I'm gonna go for it. For 1st place. I know, I know, I know I know I KNOW! I know what you're all thinking! "You hypocrite! Why are you willingly going to put yourself up to all that stress and anger at your mom again? I thought you were glad to be done with this! I thought you didn't care about it!" But it's different this time around. It was my own decision to do this, rather than someone else's. And I really don't want it for the glory or to prove anything to anyone. I want it for the money. $20,000, pure cash. Who wouldn't want that much money for doing something that comes naturally to them? For something they can do? I could use the money, that's for sure. Up until yesterday, it was just "I'll do my best," but now it's "I'll do THE best." I HAVE to do it. I'm gonna. In other news, I finally have more manga than I can fit in my bookcase. Oh yeah. Party. This is a joyous occasion for me. (I could get 2,000 mangas at full price with $20,000... hmm. None too shabby.) Tohma asked if my mom's a bad cook... psssh. That's an understatement. When Mom was single it was Hamburger Helper and TV Dinners every night, usually cooked by me... I was in fourth grade then. o_O But then she married Jack, and Jack's like uber-gourmet 3000. Last night: Tuscan broiled baby back ribs. Tonight: Plank-seared salmon with asparagus. Compare that to mac and cheese with ham cubes. exactly.

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Sunday, April 23, 2006

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I baked cookies today... they kinda tasted like chocolate crap but everyone else seemed to like them. My stupid mom told me to keep them in for an extra 2 minutes so they got halfway burned... everything's her fault. Le-kun said that the way I describe Gravitation makes it sound like a soap opera... well, that's basically what it is. XD Love triangles, rape, murder, kidnapping, airplane hijacking, pushing Taki Aizawa in front of a moving car... *sigh* I love Gravi. XD Right now I think Tohma's my favorite character. o_O he's just... so... cuddly! I loves him! *sigh* so cute. XD I love him in the manga... I'm not so fond of him in the anime... but in the manga he's adorable! EHHH. I have to go back to school tomorrow... now that's a depressing thought. T_T

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