Birthday • 1991-10-23 Gender •
Female Location • Gardnerville AND Reno, Nevada (yeah, both) Member Since • 2005-11-01 Occupation • I'm currently a slave to like 3 different people. ^^ Me, a masochist? Never, Real Name • They tell me it's Bonnie, but I beg to differ. Everyone calls me by my last name anyway.
Personal
Achievements • I got Alicia to admit Gackt was tasty. Yaaay. Anime Fan Since • I think Cardcaptors was the first series I saw, but the one that got me hooked was Digimon. Favorite Anime • Gravitation, Loveless, Chobits, Cardcaptor Sakura, Last Exile, .hack//sign and dusk, X, Azumanga Daioh, Angelic Layer, Weiss Kreuz, Legal Drug, DNAngel, Excel Saga, Fake, Pita-Ten... lately I like some stuff on the Saturday lineup thanks to Tonya. Goals • Crap, my deadline's tomorrow... *glares at Tonya* Hobbies • Sleeping, writing, sleeping, pretending to write while in truth playing minesweeper, staring at the ceiling with my iPod battery hazardously low, travelling, avoiding motivation. Talents • Corrupting the hell out of friends.
myOtaku.com: PaganAngel
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Woo! Today is an entirely Gravi-themed post. First, Read my article.
It's very cuddly and Gravi-licious.
Second, I was over at Tohma's page and she asked for your favorite anime song and I'm like, obviously I love Gravi music, but WHICH SONG IS MY FAVORITE? So... here's a top ten list! ^^
10. Blind Game Again, only because I love the OVA.
9. The Rage Beat, because Tohma said so. o_O
8. Anti-Nostalgic... not a big fan of the slower songs but I like this one nonetheless.
7. Super Drive because it's totally different from the other songs in the series but it totally fits as the theme song.
6. Shining Collection- how can you not love a song where Ryuichi holds a note for 8 seconds?
5. Smashing Blue... like the arrangements on it
4. Welcome to My Romance. *drool*
3. Spicy Marmalade... catchy and a half.
2. Sleepless Beauty. First Gravi song I ever listened to.
1. Predilection... Ryuichi's sexy...
Finally, I'm gonna start giving you "Tatsuha Moments of the Day." Why? Because I friggin' love Tatsuha. This one's from the novel:
'"I came to see you."
"Me?"
"Yeah. I wanted to... to ask you a favor." Uncharacteristically reluctant, Tatsuha began twiddling his thumbs. "It's about Ryuichi..."
Shuichi's heartbeat sped up. Oh no! The horror of their previous encounters came rushing back to Shuichi. Based solely on their physical resemblance, Tatsuha was going to beg him to replace Ryuichi and do... stuff... No! NO!'
XD... you gotta love Tatsuha. He dreams without inhibition, that's for sure. Okay. I win. G'bye.
Yeah... apparently I had food poisoning because I totally barfed out my lungs last night. Whoopie for me, I can hardly eat and even when I do eat it all comes right back up. This just isn't my goddamn week. Then at school we had some random honor assembly and they screwed up a ton of people's GPA... I was supposed to have 4.0 and they gave me 3.8 and I was pissed... I know what you're thinking, I always complain about getting too much attention but the fact is if you're gonna recognize me, at least recognize me for what I actually DID. Ugh... the whole assembly was a complete waste of two hours of my non-existant life. The assembly was in itself almost enough to make me start throwing up again. Totally phony.
I got a Frappucino a couple of minutes ago, and I'm like "yes!" because I haven't eaten all day and, you know, I love coffee, but... ugh. Bad idea. I feel precisely like shit right now. Ugh... I never thought I'd die of starvation... yes, "pushed in front of a car," "shot," "stabbed," and "suicide" always came before that on the list, but now... I'm truly convinced I'm gonna starve to death. Whee.
Anyway, thanks, everyone for your advice yesterday. That is the reason I come to this site. The fact that there's people who care this much about how I'm feeling... it's something I don't get in real life. Thanks, you guys. ^^
Note to Tohma: Gardnerville is not pretty. Carson Valley sucks ass. I plan to bomb it all once I take over the world. I'd rather be in Chicago any day. Metal, concrete, and asphalt is more my style.
I got braces today. It hurts like a mofo, but I'm not really terribly concerned because I have a lot on my mind. In other words, to quote Ryuichi, "Oh boy. Long speech."
Yesterday, I found out that my best friend in this whole planet, Victoria, is moving. To Japan, of all places. While, of course, I'm thrilled and jealous of her, I just can't help feeling sad. It's like, after... him... I completely lost all interest in life. Nothing mattered to me anymore. I just wanted it to end. But then I met Victoria. She and I were astoundingly similar, and for the first time in a long time I could smile. I think I'd be dead right now if she hadn't been there, giving me a reason to keep going. She was never like everyone else. While others would ask me what was wrong out of courtesy, she would never ask out of respect. She knew, of course, that I'd been through a lot, but it never mattered to her whether or not I was hiding something from her and so she never asked me. I never thought I'd be able to be around people again until she was there, and I was happy, happier than I'd been for too long. When she tranferred to another school this year it hurt, but I was able to deal with it because she'd always be a call away. But being seperated by thousands of miles... I don't think I could take it. I have nothing in this god-forsaken excuse for a town but her, and when she goes, I'll have nothing. I already know what it's like to have to say goodbye to someone you really love, and I don't want to go through that again.
School today was... frustrating to the max. "Congratulations, Bonnie!" "Great job, Bonnie!" "What word did you win on, Bonnie?" Yeah, you'd think those people actually gave a crap about me. God, I did NOT want to come back. I swear to god, waiting in the airport, the plane next to us was leaving for Chicago and I was so tempted to jump on it and make a mad dash for Tohma's place... but noooo, I had to go back to STUPID middle of nowhere Gardnerville, Nevada. >< I hate this whole thing... someone trade me places? Please? You'd get pretty sick of it, I assure you.
Um... yeah... I'm back... you know, from Vegas... yeah... it was fun... oh right, you're probably wondering about that whole... spelling... type... thingy... well... I kind of... won...
ALRIGHT, I WON, ALREADY. HAPPY? Jesus.
Yeah. >< Don't care. I won. Big ol' hunk of whoop. But I do get to go to D.C. for the finals, and I'm gonna be on ESPN and all... oh, I shouldn't have said that. Now you're all gonna watch me. >< Please don't?
And there were signs I was going to win all along, but tell me how freaky this is: The very first word in the whole competition was "pagan". I heard that, and I'm seriously like, o_o ho...ly...shit. XD
Oh, I got like 125 bucks with which I shall buy random anime! Hooray! My mom's like, "You should really save it." I just looked at her like she was crazy.
I also got a gift certificate for amazon... do they carry manga, I wonder? Well, I intend to find out. So yeah. Congratulate me and you're dead. Bye.
One more day... wooo... how intensely unexciting... well actually the thing itself isn't until Saturday but we're leaving tomorrow, won't be back until Sunday so I'll see you ten... AGH, I hate my computer! >< It's totally not working at the moment so I'm on my parent's laptop. Grrr... I hate everything...
Oh yeah... I should tell you... today my dad called me (he and my brother and driving down to Vegas as well) and he said to me, "I don't care if you get out on the first round, I am just so proud of you for having even got this far." And before I knew what was happening I was crying, because never ever has my mom said that... it's win or die with her. My dad's always been different like that... I never had to be the best around him. I can just be me and he accepts- even encourages- it. But my mom just has such high expectations and it's just so hard to always have to measure up in her eyes, you know? There's always just so much pressure. She's just like everyone else. She thinks this stuff matters to me, thinks I want to be the best. I don't, honestly. I just want to be me. I want to be loved for me... not for what everyone thinks is me.
Oh yeah, I have a joke. Someone told me this at school, and being the sick freak I am, I laughed hysterically... CHILDREN, SHIELD YOUR EYES!
So a cop is interrogating these three guys that are suspects for some crime. He goes to the first guy and says, "So what were you doing last night?" and the guy says, "I was in the park, blowing bubbles." The cop goes on to the second guy and says, "And what were you doing last night?" The guy says, "I was in the park, blowing bubbles." The cop goes to the last guy and says, "Let me guess. You were in the park, blowing bubbles." The third guy responds, "No. I AM Bubbles."
XD... yeah. I have issues. I leave you with that joke, and may it remain funny until I return. So I'll see you all Sunday... if my mom doesn't stab me first.
Okay, I almost don't hate my mom today. Almost. XD God, I finally get on the computer and I have absolutely nothing to say. Na no na no na, na no na no da... hm... I think I'm gonna submit another article now... but it's gonna be a secret....
You know what? I'm TOTALLY not in the MyOtaku demograph. Practically everyone on here is either 13 and younger or 16 and older, putting me (14) right in the middle... it feels so weird. Everyone thinks I'm either old or young. It angers me.
OH YEAH! I finally freed my Gravi from its prison of plasticy doom! HA! I... kind of... forgot to press down the button... XD
Okay, my mom's stupid. My brother just made her list off the 9 planets and she was really struggling for a while. Finally she was up to 8 and stumped, and she's all, "I give up." Then my brother's like, "o_O... um, Earth?" XD! What a maroon. Jeezes Chryst.
By the way, I think I cuss too much, do you? I mean, it's not exactly ladylike... should I stop? o_O
Okay, so much for having nothing to say... XD Laters!
Omfg... crap, this already counts as my tomorrow post? Well, make sure you've read my last post, and check back later for my next one. But you HAVE to watch this, with your volume on. Don't worry, it won't jump out you or anything. But my GOD you will laugh hysterically.
I still hate you-know-who. Can't get in a very long post today, sorry! I'll make it up to you tommorrow, I hope, if my mom doesn't tie me to a chair and beat me with a stick of vocabulary.
But I do have a question. Has anyone seen Reno 911 on Comedy Central? That show's so funny to me because I'm actually from Reno, you know. It's not really like that in Reno. For one thing, no one here has an accent. Or at least, I think no one has an accent... Tohma, do I have an accent? o_O
Hope to see you guys tomorrow; if not, you'll know why. ><
Sorry I didn't post yesterday. It's my mom's fault. Did I happen to mention I hate my mom? She says I've been having this attitude lately and haven't been treating her very nice... I think she's finally catching on to the fact that I genuinely don't like her. God, this spelling-fricking-bee thing is driving me insane. I'm sick and tired of living according to everyone else's expectations. I'm really considering dropping out of the thing on purpose. It'd be a nice wake-up call to everyone, that's for sure.
Now, on a less angsty note, we're gonna play a game! Everyone has to do this game in their next MyO post and tell everyone to do it in their MyO, and then everyone on the entire site will have done it! By the way, I started it, so I get all the credit. ^^ So what you do, you take all the anime (and games if you feel like it) you have listed under "Favorite anime" and for each name your favorite character, least favorite character, and the character you most resemble, and give a reason for each. Okay? Okay. I'll start:
Favorite:
Gravitation: Suguru. Cuddlesome. Uketacular. Yay.
Loveless: Ritsuka! <3 so cuddly and angsty!
Chobits: Either Minoru cause he's the lovable genius or Kotoko because she's painfully honest.
Cardcaptor Sakura: Yue. Yummy. <3
Last Exile: Changes every day. Sometimes it's Alister, sometimes it's Tatiana, sometimes it's Alex and sometime's it's Dio.
.hack//sign: Let's go with Tsukasa... yeah... why not.
.hack//dusk: Balmung. Feathers. Reki. Adorable. Add two and two together.
X: Kamui... <3
Final Fantasy VII: Cloud cause his hair ROCKS.
Final Fantasy X: Auron. He's cool and has an awesome theme song.
Final Fantasy X-2: Gippal... he's such a loser and I love him!
Least Favorite:
Gravitation: Ayaka. Anyone who tries to split up Shu-chan and Yuki who isn't a blonde-haired bishie named Tohma is the devil in my opinion.
Loveless: Yuiko... she reminds me of Tohma's stalker and Tohma's stalker is eeevil.
Chobits: The teacher chick, Shimizu. Overrated.
Cardcaptor Sakura: Sakura. Seriously, no one's that perfect.
Last Exile: Lavie. The show had a perfect dub before she came and screwed it up.
.hack//sign: Sora. Could you BE a little more irritating?
.hack//dusk: Shugo. Save the incestous thoughts for the x-rated fanfiction, please.
X: Kotori. Honestly, I was relieved when she died.
Final Fantasy VII: Barret. Holy cliched character, Batman.
Final Fantasy X: Tidus. Seventeen years old, still hasn't gone through puberty. Nuff said.
Final Fantasy X-2: Yuna. DITZ!
Most Resemble:
Gravitation: Ryu-chan, because I AM Ryu-chan. o_O
Loveless: I dunno... let's go with Ritsuka again...
Chobits: Yumi... those of you who have been following my life story could probably figure out this one.
Cardcaptor Sakura: I dunno, Tomoyo, I guess...
Last Exile: Sophia. A hard worker but I still like to have fun.
.hack//sign: Whatserface... you know, the blonde wavemaster chick....
.hack//dusk: Mireille. RARE ITEMS! <3
X: Tough one. Hmmm... Satsuki. People bore me, I'd rather be on the computer.
Final Fantasy VII: I don't know... Tifa, maybe...?
Final Fantasy X: Rikku. Incessant talking, overprotectiveness.
Final Fantasy X-2: Uh, Rikku again? o_O
