Monday, January 23, 2006

Irony...

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How ironic. Today my number of visits is my lucky number (217) and lo and behold, today's probably my worst day of 2006... I don't know... remember how I was the day before winter break? Yeah, it's happening again. Complete and total breakdown. I'm just so confused right now. All I want is for someone to be concerned about me, to ask what's wrong, to try to cheer me up, but when they do I insist it's nothing and try to get away from them. When I'm with them I want to be alone, and when I'm alone I want someone beside me. Maybe the problem is there's only one person I want to be with right now... unfortunately enough for me, that same person is the one person I CAN'T be with. All the teachers are concerned about me. I haven't talked all day. I don't need their sympathy, though. They all contribute it to teenage hormones or some superficial crap like that. It's been years since the kind of stuff everyone gets upset about has affected me. It's always been something deeper for me. I hardly understand what makes me this way myself. Jesus Christ, I hate time... how is it only second period? I just want to go home. I just want to be alone...

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

YES!

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Oh my god. *hyperventilates*

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My weekend

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Today's obsession: Wacky wailing waving inflatable arm flailing tube men! xD Oh my god! I'm back!? Yeah, I was in Reno this weekend. It was pretty sweet. We went to the mall and I was all at Suncoast (haunting the used anime section as usual) and then these two Japanese chicks about my age come along, and I'm happy, because they seem to know what they're talking about. But THEN, they start bashing Gravitation. Right in front of me. Jesus Christ I wanted to murder them. Why didn't I...? Well, eventually I left (with strawberry pocky!) and went over to Borders. They had a buy 3 get 1 free sale on manga. Only problem is they haven't restocked their manga section since before Christmas so they had absolutely nothing there. I begged my dad to take me to the Borders across the street... and I swear, the heavens were shining down upon me. That Borders has started carrying the publisher DMP, which has a whole line of yaoi manga. I was like, THANK YOU GOD! I got this series called La Esperanca. It's pretty cute. ^^ But then... I discovered Legal Drug. After years of being both a CLAMP junkie and a shonen-ai fanatic, I'm surprised that I haven't read this series before. IT KICKS MAJOR ASS. It's so fricking cute. You MUST read it. NOW. CLAMP + sexy boy lovin' = GODLY. Yeah, but then I got back, and Tohma's in a bad mood... ;-; I'm reeeeeally sorry about Link, Tohma! Please feel better! Or to quote Ryuichi, "don't cry! You'll get hungry if you cry!" Speaking of which, I had strawberry pocky yesterday. It was delicious.

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Thursday, January 19, 2006

Woooooh...

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Today we got to map out our 4 year plan for high school. Meh... so much I wanted to take. I decided on going up to Spanish V, Calculus, Computer Graphics I and II, Honors English IV, Advanced Word Processing, AP Chemistry, Honors History all the way through, an internship, and weight training (just because we have to have 2 credits for physical education and gym class can bite me... I almost picked Jazzercise xD). Plus I'm going to take dual credit courses at the community college in the new semester. It seems like overkill to me, after all, the only thing I've really considerered doing with my life is being a novelist. (Like Yuki!) Or maybe me and Tohma and some random hobo we pick up of the street and name Noriko could reform Nittle Grasper. HEY! That's an idea! I have a keyboard after all! xD Battle of the Bands is coming up at my school... think we'd get a few wtf's if we played Shining Collection? Good god I hate being a procrastinator. That ABC book is due tomorrow... oooh yeah remember how Benedict Arnold looked like Yuki? Well I made Cornwallis look like Tohma, I made John Paul Jones look like Ryuichi, and I even tinted Nathan Hale's hair with a pink crayon. xD! History is FUN!

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Wednesday, January 18, 2006

Mehhhh...

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Today was just as sucky as usual. I hate my life, I hate my friends, etc., etc. You know the drill. History was OK though. We are doing an ABC book for the Revolution and I spent the entire block period (an hour and a half) drawing Benedict Arnold... yeah, I made him all anime-ish and hawt... in fact he kind of looks like Yuki... except with a powdered wig. xD. So that was pretty cool. Maybe Benedict Arnold SECRETLY hooked up with Nathan Hale...? YES! I'm gonna make Nathan Hale have pink hair now! XD!

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Tuesday, January 17, 2006

YAAAAAAAY!

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I got sick of my old background so I put this one up... IT'S SOOO CUTE! OHMYGOD! ^-^ *heart attack*

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Monday, January 16, 2006

Tohma's hat

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Today's obsession: Tohma's hat. o_o Last night Sierra stayed the night at my house. It was pretty boring BUT I introduced her to Gravitation! Woo-hoo! I have spoiled yet another's childhood! Oh, and together we came to the conclusion that Tohma Seguchi's pimp hat is really God in disguise. Seriously! Why else would he wear it all the time like that? So let's celebrate Tohma's hat... in a montage! [insert dramatic background music] xD that was SO necessary. So then... yeah. Bye. XD

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

So close...

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I have 199 visits right now. GOOD GOD this is frustrating. >< xD Anywho, Tohma's birthday gets a part 2- the final chapter of my fic is out! I nearly cried writing this chapter. The ending's just so bittersweet... I'm glad I ended it the way I did. Plus, I decided to shine Tohma in a more positive light in this chapter. All for the birthday girl! ^^

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Friday, January 13, 2006

You might be a Gravi fan if...

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Today's obsession: Coffee (I had three fricking cups this morning!) You might be a Gravi fan if you rewrite your entire writing proficiency test to incorporate the words "strawberry", "shiny", and "grasp". xD That's precisely what I did today. And everytime we have to do a writing prompt in English I always make the title a lyric from a Gravi song! OBSESSION IS FUN! XD Yeah, the stupid writing test is over. I took an extra hour to do it A. to get out of math and B. see above. I had no room whatsoever so I wrote MICROSCOPIC (they limit it to one page! ONE PAGE! ><) and in the middle my wrist locked up so the second half of the paper looked like crap. Twas bizarre. And I had the fattest caffeine rush in the history of forever. Coffee is fun... Good news! This weekend my brother's going to my dad's house and I'm not! Well it does kinda suck because I have a $50 reward certificate thing from Suncoast that I won't be able to use till next week buuuut, since my brother's gone I'll be able to write without my paranoia devouring me (The computer just so happens to be in his room, lucky. ><). I'll have meh fic done this weekend. OH NO! IT'LL BE OVER! NOOOOOO! Meh precious fic ;-; Whatever shall I do? Well, tomorrow's Tohma-kun's birthday and I need to make it reeeeeeeeeally special. But how, you might ask? Well, to be honest I have no frickin' clue. XD But it will be special, fun, and- dare I say it- shiny. Ryu out, na no da!

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Thursday, January 12, 2006

Minions!

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See that poll at the bottom of my page? Vote. After an as yet undetermined amount of time the song that gets the most votes will be the song I put up here. Got it? good. Now vote.

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