Sunday, November 19, 2006

'Elo.

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-I'm at my daddy dearest's right now. Yay, technology. But I remembered there was stuff I forgot to mention last time! -On Halloween I won our school's costume contest. Um....yeeeeah. I didn't even wanna enter but the skaters made me. XD I think I won sheerly out of shock factor--I was a slutty ninja, complete with short skirt, fishnets, heels, and--gasp--makeup. Heheee. I thought I looked pretty good... I should post pictures next time! -My brother, who's 17, is going out with a girl a year younger than me in my grade. Yep. I would find that soooooo awkward if there wasn't a risk of hypocrisy involved. The two major relationships in my life were older than me and then younger than me. Wow. I'm a strange one. o_o -ANYWAY!, I've found a kindred spirit and new best friend. Tonya's all obsessed like me... unfortunately her taste in anime is all mainstream-ish and icky, so I'm trying to break her out of that. That's my mission for 9th grade! -Oh, and I declared a ceasefire with Backpack Lady. No, not JUST because she gave me pocky; I came to my senses and realized that if she has a Nittle Grasper backpack (It has Ryu on it... with his pants unbutttoned O_O oh my yum) she must be infinitely cooler than me. I'm still jealous, though. XP -Holy FUCK I get my driver's license in a year. Oh em gee. Hm, where should I get a job? Borders would be nice but it's a 20 minute commute through the Valley... -My Spanish teacher gave me a Spanish III workbook because evidently Spanish II isn't hardcore enough for me. And today I bought Japanese For Dummies. Yatta! Trilinguality! Hey, wanna see something nummy?

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Sunday, November 12, 2006

*Lives*

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...Yeah. I'm not dead. OMFG. I know. I feel so bad... I just gave up on posting, I suppose... *shrug* maybe it's just easier this way. It's easier all around for everyone, and lately it just seems so much easier to conform, so... eh. Maybe I'm just to lazy to stand out anymore. Ah well! Oh no... looking through my friends list I realize that Le-chan no longer exists... ohnoohnoohno... I must get to Yahoo right away to find out where oh where has my Lethean gone... Anywho! Here's the latest in my world: 1. I'm 15! Thanks for wishing me a happy birthday, fartknockers. Though I don't look--or act--a day over 11. ^^ 2. I got an iPod video for my birthday. 3. ...I broke said iPod. Via Nittle Grasper. Don't ask or I may cry. 4. Used my warranty and got a new one! 5. ...broke it again at dinner today. Damn solitaire. 6. May hell month continue! I'm TOTALLY going Eiri Yuki and blowing off my deadlines! 7. Natalie's not going to my school anymore, and I'm strangely happy with her gone... oh, and we're allegedly not friends anymore because she lied to me about her smoking. So that's that and I couldn't be happier... although she has my favorite earrings... ah, this is war. 8. I somehow became hooked on Sex and the City. 9. WOO-HOO! IT'S EGGNOG SEASON! 10. I developed a fetish for Orange Range. 11. Oh yeah... this is the most depressing one of all: so me and Sierra were walking down the hall and this seventh grader, she... she... SHE HAD THE NITTLE GRASPER MESSENGER BAG. MY NITTLE GRASPER MESSENGER BAG. The one I claimed and had on my wishlist since earlier this year--I'll try to find the permalink. Anyway, we cried. 12. Oh yeah. Sierra's moving to Wyoming in like, a week... yeah, it seems like everyone I've ever cared about is going up in flames lately, but.. *shrug* 13. OH! I REWROTE THE NUMA NUMA SONG, Gravi style! "Nittle Grasper, Kuma Kuma yay..." 14. I'm a lil' bit Gravi obsessed... (wait, that's not new...) Okay! Whew! I really have been gone awhile, ne? Well, enough about me! What's up with you guys... if any of you are even still bothering to keep me on your friend lists?

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Sunday, October 1, 2006

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Hate to leave you guys with such a crummy post this weekend, but I'm currently in an intense argument with my CSS style sheets. It's buggin' the crap outta me and I can't get it to do what I want, so I can't really post. So sorry! T_T

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Saturday, September 23, 2006

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Mood: ...I would so like to do that right now... Whoa, I'm alive? I'm as surprised as you are. So. It turns out my mom was lying about the whole no-internet shaboom. She had it all along and wasn't telling me... she' get on in the wee hours of the morning when she thought I couldn't hear, but I can hear the click of a mouse from a mile away. Catching her in the act, she let me on--just this once--on the condition that I clean my room. Great. She finally realized that there was no possible way she could punish me (no friends to not see, no hobbies to take away... ah, I love being a human amoeba), so instead she's blackmailing me. Splendiferous. But I'm not gonna get all mad at her... she has it hard enough, so whatever. After Street Vibrations (the big ol' motorcycle event in Reno--the second coolest thing that happens there next to Hot August Nights), my dad's gonna get weekends off so I'll be at his place every weekend where, I now realize, he has an infinitely better computer than me. All the images on this one look all distorted and gross... So let me catch you up--this is what I've done since the last time I've been online. 1. I finally bought (and beat) Kingdom Hearts. 2. I'm on disc 3 of FFVII... now I gotta go get Advent Children... or somehow bum it off of Le-kun... 3. I'm number 2 in my English class. >< I'm gonna kick Ben Syang's Taiwanese ass someday. 4. I determined that The Odyssey is the single most painful book ever to be shoved down my throat. We don't CARE about the rosy-fingered dawn or how discreet Telemachus is. 5. On that note, we had to do a storybook on a chapter from The Odyssey, and ours was totally on crack. We spoofed Dr. Seuss (Dr. Zeus, as we called it), and my favorite line was, "How dare you change my men into ham! You will not eat them, Circe I Am!" And my Laestrygonian looked like a radioactive hippo. I named him Goober. XD We got a 100 on that project. 6. Unfortunately, Ben was in my group. 7. I'm too good for Spanish II. My Spanish teacher's letting me not have to participate in regular class and instead work in this Spanish III workbook. Essentially, I'm in Spanish 2.5. 8. Unfortunately, so is Ben. >< 9. My stepdad makes amazing filet mignon... o_o Well, that's my life. Am I boring you yet? Well, I'll be talking to you all soon. I'll sneak on the computers at school if I can, but with the new and unimproved firewall, no promises. All right, see you! Oh, just a little sidenote: Drugs are bad, mmkay?

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Monday, September 4, 2006

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Lookit my avatar... so cute... so very cute... may the power of J-rock corrupt us all... with a fancy yellow touch... So to further heighten my recent J-rock obsessions... I'm going to the mall tomorrow, and daddy dearest's giving me fifty bucks. I think I'll stop by Suncoast and pick up one of L'arc~en~Ciel's albums. Yummeh. Then I think I'll get FF: Advent Children, even though Le-kun is likely going to hurt me for it--we made a pact not to watch it until we've beaten the game. Oooooh, well. Odds are he's not reading this anyway. ^_~ (and if you were... IWASJUSTKIDDINGISWEAR.) Well, this is my last day at my dad's... I guess I'll be seeing you guys around soon. .__. Have a nice... er, whatever time increment it'll be until I return. Bye bye.

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Sunday, September 3, 2006

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Yesterday was tremendously boring, especially after MyO went all explodey-like. I was really hoping I'd get to catch up with you all. Thank god for Yahoo, though. Le-kun and Chyrea made it almost bearable. Here's to having friends. Today, I discovered something. I love Gackt. A lot. Oh, and Hyde too. Yay, yum-tastic J-rockers fooling around with one another for the benefit of the fans. <3 ...<3 ...<333 Yum. :3 Who needs musical talent when you're a Japanese pretty boy with no shirt on? Okay, that's about it... I'm gonna go play Sudoku...

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Saturday, September 2, 2006

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Hey look! I'm back! Well, I use the term "back" loosely... still no luck with my mom, I'm at my dad's place for the weekend. Nothing new to report here... just the same old. You know. Just me doing what I always do. Depression, stress, I HATE SCHOOL, etc., etc. Speaking of, school totally bites. You wonder why I'm an overachiever? Because I wanna get outta this damnation we know as the educational system a year early. There's no way they're making me stay in damned Gardnerville, Nevada an INSTANT after I'm 18. Well, looks like it's back to the daily grind, no? I hate everything... is it summer break yet? T_T Well, maybe things are a little different right now... shit, where do I start? Well, the other night, I prayed. Yeah. Me. I know. I don't know why I did it, it just happened... funny, really. I've tried wishing, I've tried dreaming, nothing works, so now I'm praying? Good lord, I'm confused... I've done a lot of thinking lately, and I think I've figured it all out. Why I am the way I am. What it is I want. Everything I do contradicts itself, and I've never been able to figure out what it is that makes it that way. I think I have. It's like... everything in my life is so uncertain. I just wish there was something I could rely on. That's all I really care about. Well, that's enough depression for now because... I heard this song on the radio last night and it's gotta be the funniest thing I've ever heard. It's from a band called Psychostick... I'll probably end up buying their CD just for this song. Beer. I like beer cause it is good I drink beer because I should If there was a song to sing I sing it and beer you bring I drink beer when I am sad Cuz the beer it makes me glad There is nothing left to say So let's go drink beer. BEER IS GOOD! BEER IS GOOD! BEER IS GOOD! ...AND STUFF! BEER IS GOOD! BEER IS GOOD! BEER IS GOOD! Let's go drink some... BEER! When it's warm it tastes real crappy But cold beer will make me happy When I throw up on the floor I can go and drink some more They say beer will make me dumb It are go good with pizza Now that we have drunk some beer Let's go drive a car. BEER IS GOOD! BEER IS GOOD! BEER IS GOOD! ...AND STUFF! BEER IS GOOD! BEER IS GOOD! BEER IS GOOD! Let's go drink some... BEER! I am drunk, drunk is me. I am drunk... WHEEEEEE!

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Friday, August 25, 2006

Who remembers me? XD

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Well, it's been a while, hasn't it...? Well, allow me to explain. We moved into my new place and ta-daaaaa... NO INTERNET. And no, this isn't a "temporary until we get settled in" no internet. This is a "permanent until I convince my mother that she's ruined my life enough for one week/month/decade" no internet. So consider this my "I'm-still-alive-but-consider-me-on-hiatus" post. Terrible timing, if I do say so myself. (We're at my stepdad's for dinner right now in case you're wondering. I sprinted to the computer like I just got off a deserted island... WILSON!!! XD) So how's everyone doing today? ^^ Tell me what's new, I've been gone too long.... Me, I'm dreading school on Monday... I was so starting to enjoy my summer with my job over! Well, I did get terribly sick (Wait, I'm still sick I guess, today makes it 7 days), and my brother, who has no sympathy for the ill, made me make him his three square meals. I had no choice but to kick his ass at chess the next day. Then he dared to turn off the TV while I was beating a boss on Final Fantasy 7. This is war... Speaking of which, this week I started and beat the first disc of Final Fantasy 7. That game's friggin' amazing! I think my favorite character's... Yuffie. Probably because it took me forever to figure out how to get her! And she kinda reminds me of Rikku from FFX. I also like Cid, because he's the only bastard in this world who cusses almost as much as I do. Y'know what I don't get? How come they didn't just use a Phoenix Down on Aeris...? Okay, update.... COMPLETE! Don't know when I'm going to get on again so... just be on the lookout for me, right? ^^

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Monday, August 14, 2006

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Fuck. Me. With a broken toothpick. That is all.

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Sunday, August 13, 2006

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Mood: Lethargic. Completely, utterly, and indescribably lethargic. As in, "redefinition of the word" lethargic. Today, I watched 5 movies. I didn't even know it was possible to watch 5 movies in a day. Oh, and I changed my mind. My new favorite movie (for the time being) is Garden State. Ah... smell that fresh Jersey apathy... the ending was sad, got me crying... no surprises there. I'm a sucker for a good romantic comedy...when I'm not too busy watching Exorcist knock-offs, that is. But when the main character said "You changed my life, and I've only known you four days," I lost it. Somehow, I could really relate to the main character. I dunno... feelin' kinda down today. WAIT! Before you guys start rolling your eyes hear me out! This time I don't even have a reason to be depressed. I don't even really feel sad. More like... empty. Maybe it's lethargy; maybe I'm just bored (me, I'm leaning towards 'I'm becoming a human amoeba'); I don't know. I also feel just really fatigued. If it was up to me I'd sleep through the next three days, but I've also been having trouble sleeping. I'll just wake up in the middle of the night, can't breathe, heart pounding, clammy and sweating. I'm not even having bad dreams or anything. And my head feels like shit... if I was a smoker I'd have smoked three packs today. I'm convinced this time it's not my life that's got me worked up. It's just a physical reaction. Right now I kind of want to call my therapist and have her prescribe me some meds. I was reluctant to do so earlier because my depression was related to the changes I was going through in the world around me. Now, I think it all comes down to chemical imbalance, because I don't have anything in the world to be upset about. I'm sure you've all been in my position before: You're on a long-ass roadtrip. Everyone in the car's either asleep or focusing on driving. You're in the passenger side, flipping the radio stations, and you sit there thinking every song you stop on is directed at you. Now multiply that by 24 hours a day, 365 days a year. Something like that. I'm really sucky at metaphors. But while we're on the topic, who's in the mood for song lyrics? *crickets chirp* ah, screw you guys, I'm going home. *end Cartman-isms* If I had to I would put myself right beside you So let me ask Would you like that? Would you like that? And I don't mind If you say this love is the last time So now I'll ask Do you like that? Do you like that? No Something's getting in the way Something's just about to break I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane So tell me how it should be Try to find out what makes you tick As I lie down Sore and sick Do you like that? Do you like that? There's a fine line between love and hate And I don't mind Just let me say that I like that I like that Something's getting in the way Something's just about to break I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane As I burn another page As I look the other way I still try to find my place in the diary of Jane So tell me how it should be Desperate, I will crawl Waiting for so long No love, there is no love Die for anyone What have I become Something's getting in the way Something's just about to break I will try to find my place in the diary of Jane As I burn another page As I look the other way I still try to find my place In the diary of Jane

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