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Thursday, March 1, 2007


Attention world. I believe I may have single-handedly turned Lethean homosexual.

O_O

...TOLD YOU I have a knack for corrupting others!

Today was a strange day.

I woke up HAPPY. Inexplicably (well, there was an explanation but it really shouldn't have made me this happy) and irresistably HAPPY. I was just floaty, and so satisfied and everything... zoning out in the middle of class...

Needless to say, my friends were freaked out, being accustomed to my mood consisting of either a.) sarcastic hyperactivity or b.) depressed seclusion. Today I was just floaty. And they were just like... what the fuck?

In fact, Tonya and I had a rather amusing Gravi-ish conversation...

Me: *sparkles*
Tonya: *stares in confusion*
Me: Hey, Tonya, why don't you ask what happened to me last night?
Tonya: Bonnie, what happened to you last night?
Me: Some-thing-goooooood!
Tonya: So, what, did you get laid by a gorgeous romance novelist or something?
Me: Heh heh heh.... no.

And the day continued in this fashion, them trying to worm it out of me, but come P.E., Tonya kind of started to piss me off. She said, "I'm so used to you being depressed, or angry, or something. This is just weird." And 'weird in a bad way' was implied.

So I went off on her. So I'm happy for once. Yeah, it's rare, but did she really need to rain on my parade? So I said, "If being happy seems to bother you so much, then fine, I won't do it anymore." I haven't talked to her since.

And I'm worried. She hasn't called me or anything, and I'm going to have to face her in the morning and I have no idea whether I want to still be angry or even who was in the right and wrong. I just wish she'd call. I don't want to be the one to call her. I need at least some independence here.

But the last time I decided not to be the one to call, I lost my best friend of 3 years.

God, what to do, what to do?

And I think it goes without saying that my Grievance of the Day is simply Tonya.

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