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• 1991-10-23
Gender
• Female
Location
• Gardnerville AND Reno, Nevada (yeah, both)
Member Since
• 2005-11-01
Occupation
• I'm currently a slave to like 3 different people. ^^ Me, a masochist? Never,
Real Name
• They tell me it's Bonnie, but I beg to differ. Everyone calls me by my last name anyway.

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• I got Alicia to admit Gackt was tasty. Yaaay.
Anime Fan Since
• I think Cardcaptors was the first series I saw, but the one that got me hooked was Digimon.
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• Gravitation, Loveless, Chobits, Cardcaptor Sakura, Last Exile, .hack//sign and dusk, X, Azumanga Daioh, Angelic Layer, Weiss Kreuz, Legal Drug, DNAngel, Excel Saga, Fake, Pita-Ten... lately I like some stuff on the Saturday lineup thanks to Tonya.
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• Crap, my deadline's tomorrow... *glares at Tonya*
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• Sleeping, writing, sleeping, pretending to write while in truth playing minesweeper, staring at the ceiling with my iPod battery hazardously low, travelling, avoiding motivation.
Talents
• Corrupting the hell out of friends.




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Wednesday, December 7, 2005

   Today's ramblings
Today was an altogether crappy day, but not as bad as last night. I did not sleep at all. And I just started crying for no reason at all, it didn't make sense, hell, nothing makes sense anymore. Everything's just so confusing and the more I ask myself why, the more confusing things get. I just feel so helpless all the time. Speaking of time, I HATE THE HOLIDAYS. They just serve as a reminder of the way time is constantly mocking me... how can it already have been a year? Everyone around me is changing like the seasons, but I'm the same. I'm still dwelling on things that happened over a year ago. And why, you may ask? Because I have nothing better to do. I have nowhere to escape. With no present and no future, the only world I can live in is the past, no matter how painful it may have been. I just want a way out... is that too much to ask?
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