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Birthday
• 1991-10-23
Gender
• Female
Location
• Gardnerville AND Reno, Nevada (yeah, both)
Member Since
• 2005-11-01
Occupation
• I'm currently a slave to like 3 different people. ^^ Me, a masochist? Never,
Real Name
• They tell me it's Bonnie, but I beg to differ. Everyone calls me by my last name anyway.

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Achievements
• I got Alicia to admit Gackt was tasty. Yaaay.
Anime Fan Since
• I think Cardcaptors was the first series I saw, but the one that got me hooked was Digimon.
Favorite Anime
• Gravitation, Loveless, Chobits, Cardcaptor Sakura, Last Exile, .hack//sign and dusk, X, Azumanga Daioh, Angelic Layer, Weiss Kreuz, Legal Drug, DNAngel, Excel Saga, Fake, Pita-Ten... lately I like some stuff on the Saturday lineup thanks to Tonya.
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• Crap, my deadline's tomorrow... *glares at Tonya*
Hobbies
• Sleeping, writing, sleeping, pretending to write while in truth playing minesweeper, staring at the ceiling with my iPod battery hazardously low, travelling, avoiding motivation.
Talents
• Corrupting the hell out of friends.




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Monday, January 23, 2006

Irony...
How ironic. Today my number of visits is my lucky number (217) and lo and behold, today's probably my worst day of 2006...

I don't know... remember how I was the day before winter break? Yeah, it's happening again. Complete and total breakdown. I'm just so confused right now. All I want is for someone to be concerned about me, to ask what's wrong, to try to cheer me up, but when they do I insist it's nothing and try to get away from them. When I'm with them I want to be alone, and when I'm alone I want someone beside me.

Maybe the problem is there's only one person I want to be with right now... unfortunately enough for me, that same person is the one person I CAN'T be with.

All the teachers are concerned about me. I haven't talked all day. I don't need their sympathy, though. They all contribute it to teenage hormones or some superficial crap like that. It's been years since the kind of stuff everyone gets upset about has affected me. It's always been something deeper for me. I hardly understand what makes me this way myself.

Jesus Christ, I hate time... how is it only second period? I just want to go home. I just want to be alone...
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