myOtaku.com: PaganAngel

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-10-23
Gender
• Female
Location
• Gardnerville AND Reno, Nevada (yeah, both)
Member Since
• 2005-11-01
Occupation
• I'm currently a slave to like 3 different people. ^^ Me, a masochist? Never,
Real Name
• They tell me it's Bonnie, but I beg to differ. Everyone calls me by my last name anyway.

Personal

Achievements
• I got Alicia to admit Gackt was tasty. Yaaay.
Anime Fan Since
• I think Cardcaptors was the first series I saw, but the one that got me hooked was Digimon.
Favorite Anime
• Gravitation, Loveless, Chobits, Cardcaptor Sakura, Last Exile, .hack//sign and dusk, X, Azumanga Daioh, Angelic Layer, Weiss Kreuz, Legal Drug, DNAngel, Excel Saga, Fake, Pita-Ten... lately I like some stuff on the Saturday lineup thanks to Tonya.
Goals
• Crap, my deadline's tomorrow... *glares at Tonya*
Hobbies
• Sleeping, writing, sleeping, pretending to write while in truth playing minesweeper, staring at the ceiling with my iPod battery hazardously low, travelling, avoiding motivation.
Talents
• Corrupting the hell out of friends.

myOtaku.com: PaganAngel

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Note to Tohma: Gardnerville is not pretty. Carson Valley sucks ass. I plan to bomb it all once I take over the world. I'd rather be in Chicago any day. Metal, concrete, and asphalt is more my style.

I got braces today. It hurts like a mofo, but I'm not really terribly concerned because I have a lot on my mind. In other words, to quote Ryuichi, "Oh boy. Long speech."

Yesterday, I found out that my best friend in this whole planet, Victoria, is moving. To Japan, of all places. While, of course, I'm thrilled and jealous of her, I just can't help feeling sad. It's like, after... him... I completely lost all interest in life. Nothing mattered to me anymore. I just wanted it to end. But then I met Victoria. She and I were astoundingly similar, and for the first time in a long time I could smile. I think I'd be dead right now if she hadn't been there, giving me a reason to keep going. She was never like everyone else. While others would ask me what was wrong out of courtesy, she would never ask out of respect. She knew, of course, that I'd been through a lot, but it never mattered to her whether or not I was hiding something from her and so she never asked me. I never thought I'd be able to be around people again until she was there, and I was happy, happier than I'd been for too long. When she tranferred to another school this year it hurt, but I was able to deal with it because she'd always be a call away. But being seperated by thousands of miles... I don't think I could take it. I have nothing in this god-forsaken excuse for a town but her, and when she goes, I'll have nothing. I already know what it's like to have to say goodbye to someone you really love, and I don't want to go through that again.

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