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Monday, April 24, 2006


School sucks.

But you knew that.

I feel up to a change, so from now on I'm going to leave comments in green verdana. Why? Cause I can.

Oh my god... I hate me... you'll hate me too... I watched this documentary called "Spellbound" which follows 8 kids in the national spelling bee, the same one I'm going to, and it made me realize... that I can do this. So... I'm gonna go for it. For 1st place. I know, I know, I know I know I KNOW! I know what you're all thinking! "You hypocrite! Why are you willingly going to put yourself up to all that stress and anger at your mom again? I thought you were glad to be done with this! I thought you didn't care about it!" But it's different this time around. It was my own decision to do this, rather than someone else's. And I really don't want it for the glory or to prove anything to anyone. I want it for the money. $20,000, pure cash. Who wouldn't want that much money for doing something that comes naturally to them? For something they can do? I could use the money, that's for sure. Up until yesterday, it was just "I'll do my best," but now it's "I'll do THE best." I HAVE to do it. I'm gonna.

In other news, I finally have more manga than I can fit in my bookcase. Oh yeah. Party. This is a joyous occasion for me. (I could get 2,000 mangas at full price with $20,000... hmm. None too shabby.)

Tohma asked if my mom's a bad cook... psssh. That's an understatement. When Mom was single it was Hamburger Helper and TV Dinners every night, usually cooked by me... I was in fourth grade then. o_O But then she married Jack, and Jack's like uber-gourmet 3000. Last night: Tuscan broiled baby back ribs. Tonight: Plank-seared salmon with asparagus. Compare that to mac and cheese with ham cubes. exactly.

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