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• 1991-10-23
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• Gardnerville AND Reno, Nevada (yeah, both)
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• 2005-11-01
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• I'm currently a slave to like 3 different people. ^^ Me, a masochist? Never,
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• They tell me it's Bonnie, but I beg to differ. Everyone calls me by my last name anyway.

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• I got Alicia to admit Gackt was tasty. Yaaay.
Anime Fan Since
• I think Cardcaptors was the first series I saw, but the one that got me hooked was Digimon.
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• Gravitation, Loveless, Chobits, Cardcaptor Sakura, Last Exile, .hack//sign and dusk, X, Azumanga Daioh, Angelic Layer, Weiss Kreuz, Legal Drug, DNAngel, Excel Saga, Fake, Pita-Ten... lately I like some stuff on the Saturday lineup thanks to Tonya.
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• Crap, my deadline's tomorrow... *glares at Tonya*
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• Sleeping, writing, sleeping, pretending to write while in truth playing minesweeper, staring at the ceiling with my iPod battery hazardously low, travelling, avoiding motivation.
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• Corrupting the hell out of friends.




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Saturday, May 13, 2006

It's been quite a week, eh? Amazing just how much of your life can be turned around all thanks to a dream....

Today I got my hair cut... really symbolic to me, especially given what the date is today. The day before I broke up with Locke, I promised him I'd grow my hair out for him. So since that day I'd never cut my hair... but today I just let go. That's in my past now. He's in my past. I loved him but... that stage of my life is over now. I have him to thank for a lot. He really opened my eyes... taught me a lot of things about life. It's thanks to all the things he taught me that I had the strength to move on. So... I'm never going to forget a single minute I spent with him... but I'm not going to regret or dwell on the what-ifs either. "If the chains are rusted, throw them off." After all, I've found someone else now. I'm sure he'd be really happy to know.

I also got highlights in my hair. I love it! I can't ever remember my hair looking this great... I have very sucky hair. But it looks great today! Note to self: Tip the stylist. Then I got my ears pierced. It didn't hurt at all... actually it kinda tickled. XD Then I went shopping... bought a buncha clothes and stuff... whee.

I just feel so peaceful right now... for the first time in my life I feel as if nothing's wrong. As though everything's as it should be. It's just an overwhelming feeling of utter completeness... for the first time I can remember, I'm crying just from the sheer perfection of it all. It's like I don't have to worry about a thing anymore... it's amazing, and I don't ever want this feeling to go away.
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