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Sunday, May 14, 2006


Welcome to my romance....
My Tohma hasn't updated today... I feel so lonely. *sigh* And obsessed. Yes, very obsessed. I'm a posessive person... my preciousssss... XD

Meh. I'm all hated today. So we think Sierra's house exploded because her phone's been not in service for the past forever. So Victoria comes over and stays the night and goes to the lake with us today... fine, right? Well, not really. It was kinda awkward. Because... to tell the truth, I used to have a nice ol' crush on her. We would always flirt around and stuff. Therefore, being around her today was trés uncomfortable. I was totally blowing her off... and like ninety times she was trying to talk to me and I was totally spacing out... I was in my own little world... I'm such a horrible friend. I didn't feel like telling her what was going on... I mean, you'd get a lot of puzzled looks after saying "yeah, I totally fell in love with this chick who's a year younger than me and who I've never met face-to-face and with whom I've only ever talked to over the phone once." That's just not something you really say. XD

But when I was paying attention to her (which was seldom... I'm a total dreamer) we decided we're gonna get a pirate ship and call it the S.S. Kumagoro. The mast it gonna have a cuddly picture of Kumagoro on it... I'm gonna be Cap'n Ryuichi... she's gonna be Skipper Noriko... and Tohma's gonna be my first mate (emphasis on mate). XD o_O You totally didn't read that last part, ok? God, I'm a loser....

Well, I guess one good thing that came out of today was I got to borrow her Full Metal Panic and Weiss Kreuz and such... but still, I realized today that being with my friends isn't going to be the same anymore. That's okay... if they get pissed off cause I'm happy for once in my life, screw 'em. Eh... right now I'm so happy I just wanna squeal really loud....

AAAH! In a completely unrelated squeal, my computer did it again! IT'S HAUNTED! But this time the cursor moved up. This is freaky... one time my computer started clucking at me. o_O Like a chicken. XD

Well, back to my ranting of happiness... I'm so happy. XD You can live your life believing love's all sick, all lies, totally phony, and then one day it pimp-slaps you across the face and you're never quite the same anymore. Ehh... I don't know how I'm gonna pay attention in class, honestly... with much difficulty, I assure you. Note to self: bring PLENTY of doodling paper. XD That's all I plan on doing all day.

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