Tuesday, May 16, 2006

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My apologies for this late post, but I didn't have a choice. First I went to the counselor. That was interesting. For once I didn't come in there in a pissy mood, and she was really weirded out. I pretty much said nothing the whole session except for "yes," "no," "I don't know," and my personal favorite, "mmnmhmnngh." Then we went to JC Penney. To buy a dress. -_- because the night of the spelling bee of national doom. And stuff. Yeah (for that is my official title for it now), there's this formal banquet and I have to wear a dress. I went in there all like "not a snowball's chance in Hades that woman's getting me in a dress," and I left all angry because I couldn't decide which one I liked better! Honestly, I was actually enjoying it. Except for the indecisive part. I was totally torn between this brown one with a short bouncy skirt attached, and a longer red one that's all bunched up. I went with the red one cause I hate my legs. I really wish you guys could see it... I'll have to take pictures. Oh! At JC Penney they had this shirt that looks EXACTLY like the one Ryuichi Sakuma wears onstage in Gravitation, the white frilly one! I wanted it so bad! I was basically begging my mom, which is something coming from me, lady passiveness. My mom wouldn't let me get it though... I was so sad. Heh, today in Spanish class was pretty funny. Next to me in class sits Ben, or as I like to call him, He Who Continually Gets Second Place To Me. And everyone in class always go, "ooh, Bonnie, you should go out with Ben!" Normally, I respond with "...ew. You're joking right? Just... ew. Gross." But today, I just smiled and said, "Sorry. I'm already taken." Dead... silence. Then the laughter began. I laughed along. I mean, you gotta be STUPID to have a thing for me. Yes, Tohma. You're stupid. Verrry stupid. As for the whole "cute" thing... well, if I were you, I wouldn't watch the spelling bee of national doom. And stuff. Yeah. Because your impression of "cute" would probably cease to exist. "Cute" just doesn't apply to me.... And why do I love you? Because you care. Because you helped me sort out a lot of stuff. Because you could always make me laugh. And, of course, the dreams didn't work against you either. ^^; Guys, do yourselves a favor and never fall in love. In the past 4 days I've lost 5 pounds. I can't sleep. My grades are crashing. I'm totally not paying attention to anything anymore. I probably walked into 7 different people today. I wouldn't have it any other way, of course, but do as I say, not as I do (anyone else thinking Green Day?). You'll only slowly drive yourself insane. Something to ponder on: Ever noticed that the word "original" has two opposite meanings? It can mean the first, and it can also mean something new and unique. I don't get it....

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