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Thursday, May 18, 2006


Drastic game again...
Dear sweet lord. I have that Carrie Underwood song stuck in my head. Jesus Take the Wheel. Dear mother of Buddha. I feel unclean for even thinking the song. I have GOT to stop watching American Idol. Especially since Chris got voted out. *sob* Well, since there's no chance of me giving up that vice... GO TAYLOR!

Sorry for not posting yesterday. My mother. Yeah. Need I say more? She wouldn't let me get on and I just about cried. Then I'm all, "You'll be sorry, mom! One day I won't be here and you'll be sorry!" Her response? Not letting me get on for the rest of the night. Damn. XD... that woman knows me all too well.

Ew... we had to run the mile today in P.E. For the record, running and me don't go well together. I pretty much collapsed at the finish line. I felt like--forgive me god and Tohma-- Risa Harada. Surprisingly, I got a C-. That's more than I can say about a lot of my classes lately... I'm a really sucky smart kid. In fact, today in Spanish our group took a vote and declared me the stupidest smart kid in the school. Heck yeah.

Guess what I'm eating right now? Chocolate chip cookies, Mountain Dew, leftover sweet & sour pork, and an avocado. That's one heck of a combo, eh?

I've been feeling really odd lately... I don't get why. I've got absolutely nothing to be unhappy about, but there's this sort of nagging in the back of my brain that I can't seem to shake... a sort of empty feeling. I don't know why I feel this way... it's like my mind's searching for something to make me unhappy, to hurt me. Can you say masochism...?

Tohma, the dreams... ask me no questions and I'll tell you no lies. Some things are better left unspoken. XD

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