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Birthday
• 1991-10-23
Gender
• Female
Location
• Gardnerville AND Reno, Nevada (yeah, both)
Member Since
• 2005-11-01
Occupation
• I'm currently a slave to like 3 different people. ^^ Me, a masochist? Never,
Real Name
• They tell me it's Bonnie, but I beg to differ. Everyone calls me by my last name anyway.

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Achievements
• I got Alicia to admit Gackt was tasty. Yaaay.
Anime Fan Since
• I think Cardcaptors was the first series I saw, but the one that got me hooked was Digimon.
Favorite Anime
• Gravitation, Loveless, Chobits, Cardcaptor Sakura, Last Exile, .hack//sign and dusk, X, Azumanga Daioh, Angelic Layer, Weiss Kreuz, Legal Drug, DNAngel, Excel Saga, Fake, Pita-Ten... lately I like some stuff on the Saturday lineup thanks to Tonya.
Goals
• Crap, my deadline's tomorrow... *glares at Tonya*
Hobbies
• Sleeping, writing, sleeping, pretending to write while in truth playing minesweeper, staring at the ceiling with my iPod battery hazardously low, travelling, avoiding motivation.
Talents
• Corrupting the hell out of friends.




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Saturday, June 24, 2006

Well, I suppose I've been acting like a royal bitch lately, no? Well, just one more item to add to my "list of things I painfully regret." These days, the list is expanding exponentially...

*sigh* I'm just so pissed off right now that I don't even know who the first person I want to scream at is. Maybe the person in question... or maybe myself for taking it as seriously as I am. God, I am beyond ticked. I stayed home while my parents went to the beach so I could fume. I've been totally binging these last few days and I constantly feel sick.

The most painful part of it, I think... is when I wonder how things got this way.

Nothing ever works in my favor. Never. It can seem like total happiness at the time, but like a drug, in the aftermath it's just empty and painful. It's just not physically possible for things to work out for me, is it? I don't know why I ever try to convince myself otherwise. There really is no point in trying... it never amounts to anything. There's nothing I can do to change and it drives me insane.

Well, great, now I think I'm gonna throw up. So... see ya.
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