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Birthday
• 1991-10-23
Gender
• Female
Location
• Gardnerville AND Reno, Nevada (yeah, both)
Member Since
• 2005-11-01
Occupation
• I'm currently a slave to like 3 different people. ^^ Me, a masochist? Never,
Real Name
• They tell me it's Bonnie, but I beg to differ. Everyone calls me by my last name anyway.

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Achievements
• I got Alicia to admit Gackt was tasty. Yaaay.
Anime Fan Since
• I think Cardcaptors was the first series I saw, but the one that got me hooked was Digimon.
Favorite Anime
• Gravitation, Loveless, Chobits, Cardcaptor Sakura, Last Exile, .hack//sign and dusk, X, Azumanga Daioh, Angelic Layer, Weiss Kreuz, Legal Drug, DNAngel, Excel Saga, Fake, Pita-Ten... lately I like some stuff on the Saturday lineup thanks to Tonya.
Goals
• Crap, my deadline's tomorrow... *glares at Tonya*
Hobbies
• Sleeping, writing, sleeping, pretending to write while in truth playing minesweeper, staring at the ceiling with my iPod battery hazardously low, travelling, avoiding motivation.
Talents
• Corrupting the hell out of friends.




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Monday, November 27, 2006

I think my Ryu's gone craaaazy
Fuck.

...I've gone about a week now without angsting out now. Well, that shiny streak didn't last...

As I told a couple of my friends already, I totally wigged out over lunch today. I really think I'm going crazy. I just snapped.

About 16 dizzy spells and exactly 4 Tylenols later, I came to the conclusion that my subconscious rejects being happy. Crap, I have nothing to be miserable about. But for some reason being happy just feels wrong--like I shouldn't be. Jesus, am I a masochist, or am I just going insane?

Plus, I've been having severely-messed-up dream syndrome yet again. That's never a good sign. *sigh* I just don't know what to do with myself. I'm a wreck. I need a hug... or a drink... I really don't know which...

(On a lighter note: I just found out TOKYOPOP will be legally translating Gravitation II; they'll be released in February. That cheered me up a little, but now I have to save a bunch of manga monies na no da.)
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