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Tuesday, December 21, 2004

Something else I've written...

I’ve been doing pretty bad lately my family has been driving me crazy and on top of that the people at school just won’t stop making fun of me. I just don’t know what to do anymore well I do I just don’t know if I should. I sit down on my bed and roll up my sleeves and look at all the scars I have. I have so many scars on my arms I have even more on my legs and stomach. This will be the last time. I walk over to my desk and take out the dagger my friend gave me last year I then craved into my left wrist not all the way threw, but just to the bone. I slowly pull the dagger downward to the increase in my arm. Its funny I cant seem to feel a thing. I watch all the blood drip down to the floor. As I take the dagger out of my arm I do the same to my other arm. I sit down on the floor and watch my blood just pour out of my arms. Everything is starting to get a little blurry now I look down and see that there is blood all around me. I than slowly lay down and close my eyes. I hear faint voices they seem so far away. I try to open up my eyes to see who it is, but I cant I cant even move. The voices are gone now and I feel as though I’m floating and that’s when I realize that all of my dreams have come true I was finally dead.
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