painful_love_13

AKA ALEXX+~

Yukipon's Blood + Sugar + Sex + Magik

I've changed a lot...and hey, I'm turing 16 on 09.08.07!
XOXO
painful_love_13

Thursday, August 30, 2007

   I

I <3 Hello Kitty!
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   i realized that i had one of these!
i forgot i had one of these! lol
ill try to update, my lovlies. ive canged a LOT since then
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Monday, May 22, 2006

   ..++..thought I'd drop by...+..
I wish I could update as much as I want.
I'm depressed right now...it sucks.
Just wanted to let all my friends here know...
My Chemical Romance helps a lot.
Seriously.

~*~

~Darkness. Love. Soul.
~Love is...
~painful_love_13
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Thursday, April 27, 2006

   ..++..Poem..++..
I just thought I'd drop this off...
For an update, is all...
I made this poem yesterday. I didn't really make it at once, I kinda just wrote one line at a time during the day (I had to keep stopping when I was called...weird...)
Oh, and FYI, I still feel depressed.

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~+Why...+~

When you have finally thought that you reached the goal you
desperately want to achieve...
Have you noticed that it's never gonna end?
Bright days and dark nights change...
Into colorless waves of pain
Why does it have to be this way?
Why does it hurt so much?
Two questions that will never be answered over time...
But they are frequent in your mind and soul...

~+painful_love_13

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Tell me what you guys think...soon, though...
I'm writing one right now, but I'm trying to finish it first...maybe I'll let you guys see it tomorrow...
See ya.

~*~

~Darkness. Love. Soul.
~Love is...
~painful_Love_13
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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

   ..++..poems, poems, poems....++.
I haven't posted in a while!

O.O

So?

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Anyways, I made a poem out loud, saying it to myself, and I had no idea that I was saying it...lol. It was when I was sorta depressed, so I just started saying it...I thought about it, and it was good, so I wrote it down. So here is is...

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~+Waiting+~

My tears turn to blood
These endless days seem like a distant memory
Seeming to fade away
I collapse on the floor, knife in my hand
I look back at how I f---ed up my life
And how I had so many chances to turn it around
But it's too late now...
Too late now...
I have just ended my life, played God with my emotions screaming out at me
I see death outside my bedroom window...
Waiting for me...
I'm dying slowly, so I think one last time about
My lover's kiss...

~+painful_love_13

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What do you guys think?
Feel free to comment.

~*~

~Darkness. Love. Soul.
~Love is...
~painful_love_13
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