Monday, April 10, 2006

   ..++..why do I write?..++..
See that mood icon up there...you're gonna have to guess what mood I'm in...

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Why do I write?
Good question.
It stared when I was bored...
I had no idea I could do that, and then, one boring day I got on my computer, wrote something in WordPad, and re-read it.
I was shocked.

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So, I had this feeling that I should print it out and well...I did. I showed it to my friends and they thought it was good and that I should write more stories like that.
The ones I write are like, first person female.
You get to know the girl and you can relate to her.
It's really great and all, but over the summer, I just stopped...like that.

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But then what drove me back is the fact I wrote Immortal Angel when I got mad and wanted to be alone. I just started up my CD player and wrote on paper. It came out really good. ^.^
So that's why I write. Keeps me sane in the house I'm in. Oh, and My Chemical Romance helped me too, but that's not the subject. ^.~

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I gave it to my friends in High school, and they tought it was awesome and couldn't wait until I wrote more chapters. You see the thing about IA is that it's third person, so you don't really know what anyone's feeling, you just get an idea of it.
I made Eyes Like Garnet later...but that one is kinda on hiatus because I stopped writing again...that one's in first person female, and I've evolved my writing because that one has more details and stuff.

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I'm a little crazy without writing and My Chemical Romance...lol) so I guess this just proves my point. Anyways, I'll start writing again...I'm thinking about another story called The Darkness Vol.1, Part 1 in a series...it's gonna be all dark and whatever...Great.

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I'm writing now...a lot. lol.
Well, I'll guess I'll see you guys later...
Bye, online friends...

~*~

~Darkness. Love. Soul.
~Love is...
~painful_love_13





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Wednesday, April 5, 2006

   ..++..MCR quiz results...YES!!!..++..
I took this quiz...I LOVE IT! ^.^

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My Chemical Romance Sleepover V.2!
Name
DOB
Favourite Color
Gerard will....	make love to you
Mikey will....	confess his love to you
Frank will....	design a teddy bear in your honour.
Ray Will....	sing in japanese
Bob will....	bang you
You will....	kiss all of them
This QuickKwiz by nikki_way - Taken 5073 Times.

New - COOL Dating Tips and Romance Advice!

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XOXO
My Chemical Romance, baby!

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Tuesday, April 4, 2006

   ..++..a new PL13...++..
Hey. A while since I updated, but hey.
Anyways, I was bored all weekend, so I thought about who I am.
And guess what? I love her. ^^
I'm gonna be more open on my blog. It really helps, ya know? Telling strangers your thoughts.
^^;
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We have to do like, this poetry in class thing, and I really didn't care because I know I suck at that, even though I know how to write fiction/fanfiction. Crazy, right?
Anyways, The subjects were pretty easy, so I just used my too creative mind and made stuff up, but with some hidden dark theme.
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Well, that's when I had to do this "I am..." poem and I just had no idea I could make stuff up...
And then I realized...I didn't.
I'm gonna share it with you all, see what you think.
I think it's speaks to you and it's really deep.
I like it. ^^
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+Myself+

I am the silent writer
I wonder how many times I will fall
I hear ghosts in the sound that is darkness
I want to reach and touch the light
I am the silent writer

I pretend to live the life I have now
I feel my true self crying out begging to be free
I touch her as she passes by
I worry that she won't be free until it's too late
I cry her silent tears
I am the silent writer

I understand what I must do now
I say that my dreams come true, innocent or horrible
I try to let her out of the prison I made
I hope to set her free
I am the silent writer...

~painful_love_13 (Amber)

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There you go. See you in a few...
~Darkness. Love. Soul.
~Love is...
painful_love_13
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Friday, March 24, 2006

   ..++..My Chemical Romance ROCKS!!!
My Chemical Romance is AWESOME!
I luv you guys! ^.^
They just saved me from going insane...
I was on the verge, people...

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MCR themselves!
<333

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I will buy their DVD Life On The Murder Scene.
(Of course)
Who else loves em'?
Drop me a line.

~*~

<333 MCR
XOXO
painful_love_13


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Monday, March 20, 2006

   ..++..I'm back!..++..
My spring break was...boring.
-.-
...
I see none of my friends updated...spring break does that.

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Anyways, I realize I have a lot to update. Great.
I just wanted to post something.
Ya know...no updates?

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See ya!
XOXO
painful_love_13

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Friday, March 10, 2006

   ..++..sleepwalking, part 2...ugh..++.
I overslept today! UGH!!!
*cough*

Anyways,I'm not mad anymore (I guess I should have posted this in the morning) but the idea.
Good God... >.<

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>.<
Man, this sucks. Oh well. At least I made it to my 1st class.
I'm glad it's the weekend now and spring break next week so I can get some peace. >.<

~*~

painful_love_13
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Wednesday, March 8, 2006

   ..++..look! more dolls! ...and about my site.....++..
I made Harry aka Daniel Radcliffe and Ron aka Rupert Grint.
Ahh, me being bored...I'll do the craziest things. But luckly, I didn't this time.


Daniel

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Rupert

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They're still hotter in real life ^.~

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I'm bored, as usual, so I made a whole new layout for my site
(including making EVERY simgle page) , signed up with a new host, AND made a new link button.
God...
Well, No use in not useing it, right? I'll change it in a few days.
Oh, and for all those people who are totally lost, here's my website:
--devotion--fiction from the heart--

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Well, I guess I can say "sayonara"...though not literally. ^.^

And up next, Japanese Symbols! YAY!
*cough*

~*~

XOXO
painful_love_13

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Monday, March 6, 2006

   ..++..dolls!..++..
I made some more dolls! Got bored again...
Here's another one:



I made Hermoine aka Emma Watson, too. ^.^



It was hard to find hair like hers, so i settled
on this. She looks pretty though. ^.^

Cya later!
XOXO
painful_love_13

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Friday, March 3, 2006

   ..++.. gomen ne! and in other news, sleepwalking..++..
*note my icon*

anyways, I updated kinda late.
OMG! this week has been fast for me! I thought it was Wednsday YESTERDAY. but it's Friday!

LOL.

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anyways, because I'm so bored to death, I will change my blog's layout. ^.^
don't ask me about it, because it will be a surprize... ;-D

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i haven't been sleeping well either. I've always been a girl to go to sleep late, staying up all night, but this is over the top!
i have school, damn it!

*cough*

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now that that's over, (lol) i can finally end this entry.

~*~

XOXO
painful_love_13
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Friday, February 24, 2006

   .++.downloads...and whatever... .++.
I'm totally neglecting my blog! because there's nothin goin on, really.

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Anyways, I got some legal music downloads. cool.
*rolls eyes*

Also, I'm just about done with Immortal Angel.
I might put it here for you all to read, I don't really know.

If you think I should, do the poll.

Do you want me to put my stories in my blog?
	Yes! I'm dying to read it!
	Sure. Why not?
	No. I think you should keep it at your website.
	What Story? ???
Free polls from Pollhost.com

There you go.

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Now that that's out of the way, I guess I can say
Cya later!

~*~

XOXO
painful_love_13
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