Thursday, October 21, 2004

   Still Depressed
I'm still pretty Depressed...

I don't know exactlly why but I feel so empty even with my freind around... *_* My mom is facing trial in two weeks and my dad won't talk to me still... *sigh* whatever I guess..

I will just have to see what happens from here on out... and hopefully i can cheer myself up...

Yeah well whatever I guess for now just kinda telling you all I'm still her and stff so bye for now I will be around!
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Sunday, October 17, 2004

   I'm not sure what to say....
First off I got my girlfreind and her mom arrested because I ran away to her house... But they were let off... but now my mom is on trial for child abuse....

It never ends I tell ya... It never ends.....
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Friday, October 15, 2004

   Depression
I have recently fallen into a deep black hole of depression... and all the advice I can get from people doesn't really make anything any better just kind of worse...

Ah Pain goes awy with time and you heal...

Well I don't know how to heal... I really don't all I feel is used and dirty and that makes me feel pretty crappy...

I know I'm probably making no sense but this is the only place I feel I can tell people about my problems and I don't really know them...

I guess you could call me a sympathy seeker but you could also call me a tourtured soul who only has this place to turn to at the moment...
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Thursday, October 14, 2004

   Not sure what to say...
I dunno really what to say right here I am just writing here to update so no one thinks I've died or anything although I posted just two days ago... who the heck would worry over two measly days.. Well you might want to worry if I don't update in like a few weeks or maybe a month... won't happen most likely though... A big question to anyone who is reading... Have you ever had to deal with an abusive parent(s)???
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Tuesday, October 12, 2004

   Horrible life cool girlfreind...
I really hate my life right now.. actually I have always hated my life for a while but I guess it has gotten better because I have a girlfreind now... She is my longtime freind Angela aka Personwhois here... and she has supported me so much yet there is still so much that neither of us can help or erase... like horrible memories and unsupportive parents and abusive mothers... I guess I'm just venting here so bye for now...
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Saturday, October 9, 2004

   Happy!
I'm soo happy! I finally have a girlfreind now! And if anyone wants to know the lucky gril her name is Angela and she also has a myO site... ^_^ I'm just really happy!!!
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Thursday, October 7, 2004

   HAPPY!
I'm out of the evil hospital!!!! Yay!
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Friday, October 1, 2004

   Some people
Personwhois if you read this i'm mad at you don't go telling the whole damn world about it you baka head I hope you read this I'm PMing you to about this I swear the next time I see you I'm gonna kill you... Or not... it depends wheter i'm in the mood or not... Ok I just had to get that off my chest and if you were wondering what the hack I'm talking about stop wondering cause I'm not telling! #*%^&$*@!*$&% Augh It doesn't matter! *crawls under covers of bed and wishes was dead*
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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

   Getting used to web designing
I guess I'm just getting used to all the coding and stuff and if anyone could possibly give me a site to go to so I could find out mor estuff or possibly tell me themselves... I would really appreciate it... Thanks to anyone who is reading this and considering!
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