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Saturday, February 19, 2005


My Reflective Quote
"I'm glad to no longer be the person they all fear. I think they see the best in me with the laughter that they hear. I still feel like they are wispering but for what i'll never know,"

This is a quote from one of my poems, but it really expresses how i'm feeling. I'm not a popular person and the fact that anyone would gossip about me is absurd but lately...people stare at me wherever i go or start to whisper. And i'm not just talking school, out at the mall, old people young people, 5 yr.old kids.It's like i'm some escaped convict or something. It happened to me once when i was little too, when i had to go w/my mom to pick up my sister, and as i sat in the car all her classmates were coming out and as they walked by the car they would stare in at me. I am not at all a believer in God but i believe in something.... in things that no one ever explains... and i don't believe they have to be bad things either. Our family, or my sister and i at least, are cursed. When ever we go somewhere that is seemingly deserted, suddenly a crowd of people will show up behind us, sometimes it's creepy, but then i think that with all the extra business we bring to some of these places, we should get stuff for free.

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