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Hi...How yall doin? heh, Im new to this and if it werent for paintwriter I would be completely lost...Ok not completely but Id be more messed up then I am now and trust me you do not want that!


Friday, July 13, 2007

   Hello
Hi so yea.......My week has been so...weird. I saw my mom and I hate to say that every time I see her I always ask myself how long will it take for her to relapse again and I know its wrong but after years of broken promises how else am I supposed to feel? Im so confused right now and if it werent for my friends I dont know where I would be right now. My dad doesnt want me, my mom cant have me and every time I get close to a relative they leave some way or another....My dad has come in and out of my life to many times for my taste and my heart wasnt full in the beginning so what break it more? I dont think he realizes how much it affects me but heh it really does I mean come on being one of the only kids without a dad who was there and came to school on their first day and embarreses his daughter thats what I want. It may sound like I am completely out of my mind and Im missing a few screws upstairs but after having to live with lies and deciet, thats sounds like a really good life. My step grandfather is a preacher and he is so strict it isnt even funny. I cant go out with friends unless he knows every thing about them, I cant hang out with a guy I like because he doesnt trust that I would make good judgements because of the past mistakes of my mom and ya know, thats in insult in a way I mean after years of getting verbally abused by a mom because she was either drunk or stoned yoy think I would at least be able to make a few good decisions and Im going to stop talking so much because Im probably boring you if youve even made it this far and if you have you deserve an award............................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................to bad cause dont got one...sorry
Luv Always,
Sissie
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