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Monday, November 22, 2004


I'm a little bummed.


Oh bother, I just feel complete worn out today. I am not sure if it is because I didn't sleep well last night, the cold dark weather, my RA and medications or the fast approaching Thanksgiving holiday. I also feel bad since I haven't been visiting everyones sites. I just feel like I am getting pulled in a million and one directions at the same time. I am not sure why all the positive energy that use to surround me has disappeared. ::dark cloud hangs over Panda::

On the Robotech.com message board that I am a moderator for the message boards. A banned member resurrected himself last night. I was out looking for anime when I get a phone call on my cell phone from an employee of Harmony Gold about the problem. Since I am not the only mod on the site I kinda figured it was bad since I was getting a phone call about it. So I get home and take a look, this guy had gone and posted the same crazy gibberish across all the forums and in one of the forums posted 21 different threads with one or two words as the subject line! Needless to say it just pushed all the other threads off the front page. This put a TON of drag on the site so dealing with all of that took a huge chunk of time, over 10 minutes on each one actually. Heck, it even froze up my computer twice! It really is sad how people think they can do this kind of crap on the internet. What a waste of time. Needless to say because I was dealing with that I didn't watch the anime I rented last night.

On a side note, to the HG employee who called me about his problem, I know you are reading this and you better take me out to dinner at AX for dealing with that! Hey and another thing, Steve promised me some DVDs this past summer and I never got them! You boys at HG better do something special for this little Panda!! ~_^

I need to get my life back on track, let's have a bishie break to start!


It's an entire bishie buffet!


Today requires a room full of bishonen guys to help cheer me up. Let's move on to the question of the day.

How do you deal with stress? Do you cry? Destroy something? Take it out on the people around you? Write in a journal or blog? Keep it all bottled up inside so it can fester until you finally explode in a screaming fit of rage?! So, how do you deal with the stress in your life?

Must...not...kill!!

I use to keep everything bottled up inside. That really wasn't healthy. It would make me angry towards those around me and it would make me feel even worse. Eventually I would just explode and cry my eyes out. I then found that writing about my stress would make me feel better. I get all those feeling out of my system and just being able to do that has helped me deal with stress. I sometimes draw when I am stressed, it gives me something else to concentrate on besides what's causing my stress.


You wanna go for a bike ride?


November 22 is "Go For a Ride Day"! Perhaps a roller coaster? Pony Rides? White Water River Raft ride?! So many different ways to celebrate the Bizarre and Unusual Holiday for today!

Well, I am feeling better now that I got to vent a bit. I wouldn't really call todays pity party a rant so I didn't bother firing up the Panda Rant Engine. I hope you are all feeling better than I am. I wish all the happiness and joy in the world. Just don't forget to share it with everyone around you. ^_^ We really need to get some more positive energy flowing around everyone again. I love you all!

Oh, I almost forgot, I am going to be posting my Saizo picture after this post so if you get some time please go by and vote on the little guy. Thanks all! ^_^

::huggles::


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