Tuesday, April 11, 2017

   Love yourself

Hello All Otaku!
It's been over 5 years since I last logged on. Wow, I am amazed at how long I've had this profile for and being that it's actually STILL Active! LOL. I am amazed! I've journeyed down many paths since I've been off and on this site. I will admit I am still naive and don't fully understand this world yet. I've been through many hardships and still don't know where I am yet. Where will this journey take me on? I will never know - all I can do is follow the road that is in front of me. But one thing is for sure, that I will always have myOtaku to come back to. Always! In all my years I've only lasted 5 years with anything that has crossed my path. Let me explain to you what those are and what it means...
I made a flag football team back in high school which I completely dedicated 5 years of effortless practices and hardships. I gained knowledge and leadership skills and chemistry with the best people in my life - that are still part of my life now. Within 5 years, I ended that team and I've never gone back as much as I said I would. I never did - because I knew in my heart that I put enough effort and time into something that was not going to go anywhere in my career or life. It was a phase in my lifetime that I would never forget or regret. It was the greatest 5 years of my life.
When I was 16, legal age to officially work in US, I started my first high school job as a Dairy Queen customer service and maker. (During this time, I also was playing football) It honestly was the best job I've ever had, not because of the career path, but because I made friends with some of the best people ever there whom I am still friends with today. I managed to stay at the lowly paying place until up when I turned 21. Yes, 5 years had gone by and I realized I was no longer a child or a high school student who needed a REAL job. Support and stability is what I needed. I left Dairy Queen and proceeded to move onto a temp agency where I found my first official office job. Which gave my benefits and all - something I could actually rely on and a full time opportunity to make real money.
At this time I absolutely was astounded to be an adult! I was so happy there. It was a REAL job with benefits! I couldn't have been happier - during the first three years of working there I was a regular agent and I made great co-worker friends who I still keep in touch with. However, being in this industry had changed my life forever.
I was promoted to being a lead from agent. Yes, I had the responsibilities to help train, coach and teach new coming employees to do what I used to do. It wasn't that bad at first - but the cold reality fact is that you are not looked at the same anymore from your used to be peers. Everything changed. It was for the better I guess. That's what growing up did - that's what taking that leap of faith did. All in honesty, I knew taking the lead role position would put me in a position where I had to be "different" from everyone else. I don't regret it on bit. However, being a lead had opened my eyes to the world of business, managing, and micro management. All of a sudden a year had passed and I realized it was not in my best interest anymore. I realized that I was no longer in my comfort zone and I wasn't strong enough to continue. I did not want to be a lead and I did not want to be in a position to micro manage adults. So, as you guessed - I left that job within 5 years. I left my position and continued to my new career as a Sales Executive. Same things are happening - and this is my present. I don't know what the future holds for me, but like I said I will follow the road that is in front of me. I cannot alter my fate, however I can rise to meet it if I choose.
It's only been a year - I want to see how much further it will be.

I thank you for your time, and I hope the future is bright for all of us!

Updates in the future. Thank you,

Pajhlis

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Saturday, November 9, 2013

   Become the Change

Become the change in the world you seek. Everyone goes through it, and everyoe will. No escaping. No wondering. You will eventually come. It might takes months, years, for some, even life times. For me, I am going. I'm on that road, and I've done lots of things Ihave only seen and thought of. Falling in love is something that only YOU can feel and only YOU will knwo when you do LOVE someone. Other than my family I have never loved anyone. I love him a lot. I love him so much, that I'm deciding to let him go. Love is selfless and that if you truly truly dearly love someone, you will be able to let them go and be happy even if they are not with you. Yep. I am learning. At the age of 22 I'm still learning. I will wait, becuase GREAT Tthings do truly come to those who wait.

Pajhlis

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Wednesday, June 20, 2012

   Updates

Hello,
My name is Pahlee. I am 20 years old. I started this page a very long time ago. I've never stuck to a online site where I can vent out my feelings as long as I did this one. I'm very thankful that over the past 8 years I've came back on here, it's still the same. I am very very glad and I really appreciate all the original layouts of this online page. Don't ever change.
So I'm going through another patch of life now. I've had a great life. And I'm so thankful of all the people who have been a part of it. I'm happy to be alive and I'm very glad to have everyone that's here with me in it. The ones that didn't make it, I will miss dearly and I shall never forget. Lots of things are going through my head. I've been slacking off for the past 4 years of my life doing nothing but selfish things. But I do not blame myself because I did what I wanted. And it has made me happy. I'm officially ready to step up my game in life. I will play it by all it's rules. And I shall conquer over it. I am very confident which I haven't been for a while. I'm rest assured of myself and I can do it yes I can. I've worked on a project but it has failed and I realize it's not for me. I shall continue living my average life because I will not do what the lord has not intended for me to do. I will live how he has planned for me. And I will live it the best I can. I'm am ecstatic about it too. So beware world, you have yet another great person here in this world to conquer over you and she shall do it right. I am very happy and optimistic about it. YES!! Love you, have a wonderful life and see you again for another update.

-PajHlis

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Sunday, March 8, 2009

   Women's Flag Football

Hello, Phat here.

I'm making a new football team.
We're called Majors.

Consistent young women, we'll join tournaments soon enough. This is our first year starting. So we're pretty damn new. All of the girls are still unexperienced and new at everything. A lot of the girls range from 13-19 years of age. So be completley welcomed to join our new team. We want committed girls, who live in the USA in Minnesota to join us. Just for the purpose of, "it's closer" but feel free to join if you live farther. Any questions or concerns please give me a note at www.asiantown.net/majors and remember we're all new at this, so please be patient with the team.

It's www.asiantown.net/majors

Thanks for reading.

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Friday, February 22, 2008

   I'm the good kid.

Once upon a time there was a girl named Pahlee. She was a very sad girl becasue she never knew herself. She never knew what life meant, and till this day she still doesn't. There are times when she looked herself in the mirror and wondered who that was. She never recognized that person. She would look in the mirror and say "Who is this girl?", "Where is she from?", "Can she change the world?". These questions flew over and over in her mind. She was a pretty sad girl, leading alife so unpredictable she never knew what it was about. No one ever helped her out. No one ever told her what life was about, and how it was so unfair and hard. Life as she knew it was just a struggle that everyone goes through. Pahlee is a sad little girl, because she never knew herself. She always thought about what others saw of her. Who she'd be in the future, or if she'll ever make it to the future. Pahlee's life was devistating, and she lived it with nothing to live for. Nothing to die for, just a plain simple Pahlee. A Pahlee, no one ever knew about. There was no life for her to lead, and there was nothing for her to be with. No reason for her to exist. Everyday she'd wonder to herself, "Why am I here, and what have I done to be here". These questions linger inside her and never got answered. Through the past 15 years of her life, she lived it with no regret, no feeling whwat so ever. She had no one to love her or teach her the things that her parents haven't already. A year later...life was really at struggle. She had gained experiences, and things that every one has. Tears, anger, guilt, pleasure, sorrow, and fun. She wondered what these were. Were they signs? Signs to understand life, or to end them. Pahlee isn't the 4.0 GPA student in the school, but nor was she a .5 GPA slacker. She was a reagular kid, that just wanted to belong. Wanted to belong to the world, to accept her. Pahlee found out that, even though life isn't fair, it's only to teach you that you have to make justice for yourself. She found out that you regret and make mistakes, only so that you won't make them again. You can't stop learning, because if you knew everything what questions could be asked? If you don't make experiments, then what could you call your past? If you don't live everyday like it's your last, then what will happen if you die tomorrow? These questions are answers to her problems. Pahlee has grown into the young teen that she is today. Pahlee found out that no matter through thick and thin, there's always consequences to your actions. Life is hard, that why you party harder. =]

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