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Birthday
• 1991-07-06
Gender
• Female
Location
• Minnesota
Member Since
• 2004-10-23
Occupation
• Sales Executive Associate
Real Name
• Pajhlis

Personal

Achievements
• Being an Aunt to 8 children
Anime Fan Since
• Since I was born!
Favorite Anime
• Inyuasha
Goals
• To be a wonderful mother someday to precious children
Hobbies
• Drawing, Netflix, Traveling
Talents
• Loving, Advising, Listening

myOtaku.com: paulee

Friday, February 22, 2008

I'm the good kid.

Once upon a time there was a girl named Pahlee. She was a very sad girl becasue she never knew herself. She never knew what life meant, and till this day she still doesn't. There are times when she looked herself in the mirror and wondered who that was. She never recognized that person. She would look in the mirror and say "Who is this girl?", "Where is she from?", "Can she change the world?". These questions flew over and over in her mind. She was a pretty sad girl, leading alife so unpredictable she never knew what it was about. No one ever helped her out. No one ever told her what life was about, and how it was so unfair and hard. Life as she knew it was just a struggle that everyone goes through. Pahlee is a sad little girl, because she never knew herself. She always thought about what others saw of her. Who she'd be in the future, or if she'll ever make it to the future. Pahlee's life was devistating, and she lived it with nothing to live for. Nothing to die for, just a plain simple Pahlee. A Pahlee, no one ever knew about. There was no life for her to lead, and there was nothing for her to be with. No reason for her to exist. Everyday she'd wonder to herself, "Why am I here, and what have I done to be here". These questions linger inside her and never got answered. Through the past 15 years of her life, she lived it with no regret, no feeling whwat so ever. She had no one to love her or teach her the things that her parents haven't already. A year later...life was really at struggle. She had gained experiences, and things that every one has. Tears, anger, guilt, pleasure, sorrow, and fun. She wondered what these were. Were they signs? Signs to understand life, or to end them. Pahlee isn't the 4.0 GPA student in the school, but nor was she a .5 GPA slacker. She was a reagular kid, that just wanted to belong. Wanted to belong to the world, to accept her. Pahlee found out that, even though life isn't fair, it's only to teach you that you have to make justice for yourself. She found out that you regret and make mistakes, only so that you won't make them again. You can't stop learning, because if you knew everything what questions could be asked? If you don't make experiments, then what could you call your past? If you don't live everyday like it's your last, then what will happen if you die tomorrow? These questions are answers to her problems. Pahlee has grown into the young teen that she is today. Pahlee found out that no matter through thick and thin, there's always consequences to your actions. Life is hard, that why you party harder. =]

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