Monday, January 29, 2007

   Get Down With the Sickness XD
Current Mood: Sick, crappy
Current Song: Rasetsukoku by Dir en grey (MP3 not available... son of a bitch -_-)

Yesterday was pure crap. To make a long story short, Dad got pissed off and it made me so upset that I cried for about 30 minutes straight then went to sleep for about 4 hours. Yeah. At least I got to go to an Asian markert and get some chopsticks and a bag of Hana no Kuchizuke (candy that tastes like flowers-pure love ^-^). I really like Hana no Kuchizuke, so at least that kept me happy. *hugs bag*


Hana no kuchizuke.... daisuki. ^-^ *hugs tiredly*

Today is not much better because I am sick. -__- I stayed around until early 3rd period, until I couldn't take it anymore and I went home. I even held my picture of Kyo rubbing himself to my chest (yes... I carry one around... it makes me happy >_>) and it didn't help all that much. ;~; Whenever I got home I drank some soda to help calm my tummy and layed down and started to watch the X-Files. After a while I got some ramen and ate that then watched some more X-Files. After a while my neck started to hurt from laying on the couch so I went to my room to sleep. I slept for about 3 hours until I woke up and was suddenly horny. o_O; I ate something then got onto the computer and watched "Ryoujoku no Ame" (which is basically porn without the nudity, but is 10x better because it has DIRU in it >D), watched a live of "Ryoujoku no Ame" in America (they were REALLY good in it, but I got kinda pissed off because some ignorant bastards were walking around during their performance -_-'''), and watched Kyo rub himself. Yup. I'm a chijo, but I don't really care.


Ngh... Momo need Kyo crotch. *crawls*

I've been working on a Japanese guide for people going to a DIRU concert in America and what to give the members as gifts, so hopefully I'll have that up by the 31st (the day before the first concert -_-). I've just been sick and in a really shitty mood, so I haven't done anything lately. I'm also supposed to call Kyoko-chan (hon, I'm sooooooooo sorry I haven't done it earlier) and finish a picture for art. Can't I just lie down and watch DIRU?

Oh, yeah... in reference to last post, Kyo did indeed have abs so toned that they made you want to explode in your pants everytime you saw them. That was during "The Code of VULGAR[ism]" era, but he still has a stomach so fine that I would lick them if I had the chance too... >.>


Then...


... and now.

Okay. Horny sick person going away now.
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Saturday, January 27, 2007

   Tired and happy
Current Mood: Tired, but happy
Current Song:

Last night Mom bought me this really cute scarf/hat set from Marshalls-they're so adorable!!! ^o^ It's made of soft cloth and kinda looks like a messenger boy cap and has a skull on the side. The scarf has skulls all on it and has tassels on the end of it. It's dark blue and it's sooooo adorable. I wore it all last night until I fell asleep. XDDD I love it with al of my little black heart. ^3^

Today all we really did was go to Target. XDDD I got black eyeshadow (suprisingly, I only have black eyeliner @_@), blue eyeliner, and a necklace that looks like one of Kyo's. I flipped out whenever I saw it. X3


The necklace he's wearing looks like mine-mine is smaller and the cross it kinda flared. I like it. :3

In the car I heard Nickleback's "Rockstar" (fucking love it :D) and Buck Cherry's "Crazy Bitch." I wish I could sing that song, but my parents are always around whenever it comes on. XDDD And I think of Kyo everytime I hear it (all though I probably shouldn't). >3

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Crazy Bitch by Buck Cherry
Alright!
Break me down, you got a lovely face, we're going to your place, now you got to freak me out
Scream so loud, getting fucking laid you want me to stay but I got to make my way

Hey! You're a crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it
When I dream I'm doing you all night scratches all down my back to keep me right on

Take it off, the paper is your game jump in bed with fame another one night paid in full
You're so fine, It won't be a loss cashing in the rocks just to get you face to face

Hey! You're a crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it
When I dream I'm doing you all night scratches all down my back to keep me right on

Get the video, fuck you so good

Hey! You're a crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it
When I dream I'm doing you all night scratches all down my back to keep me right on

Baby girl you want it all, to be a star you'll have to go down
Take it off no need to talk you're crazy but I like the way you fuck me

Hey! You're a crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it
When I dream I'm doing you all night scratches all down my back to keep me right on

***


Oh, yeah. Kyo knows I would do him. XDDD

Um, nothing else has gone on today. I need to call Kyoko sometime, but I'm going to see "The Prestige", so I don't know if I'll be able to. T~T I'm sorry!!! My feet hurt from wearing high heels, so I'm gonna go. Love juuuuu~!!!
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Friday, January 26, 2007

   Atama ga itai ne.... -3-
Current Mood: Tired/Lifetime-y
Current Song: Twisted Transistor by Korn

Heyyyy... I'm finally listening to my Korn CD. XD I bought "See You On the Other Side" with my Best Buy gift certificate because I like Korn and I heard AMAZING things about the album... and I decided that if I didn't like it, it'd be okay because they let DIRU into The Family Values Tour and that'd be my way of thanking them. Luckily, I like the album, but not as much as some of the others I bought that day (Poor Korn... they didn't stand a chance against "Smells Like Children" XD). But I'll be happy to listen to it whenever I tire of DIRU, Marilyn Manson, Nine Inch Nails, Orgy, and various J-rock bands every once a blue moon. >3 "Twisted Transistor" and "Coming Undone" still own my ass. XDDD


Kyo says "Thank You!!!" ^o^

Today was the same as yesterday... boring, but nice. In Orchestra we played the entire time again. *slaps head* I don't have anytime to listen to my DIRU anymore at school. ;~; In Art we had to once again draw a picture upside down. *twitches* It wasn't as bad as yesterday, so I'm happy for that. I also was able to whip out my iPod and listen to "FILTH." :DDD I was so happy that I wanted to get up and dance. X3 During lunch Stacie was extra-huggy and I got tickled. @_@ She said that we were the group who rolled the most on the floor. XDDD In Science all we did was take a few noets, so I spent the extra time practicing writing Kaoru's name in kanji. ^-^ In English we discussed segregation so once again I went off on one of my long ass rants filled with anger about how much segregation pissed me off. @_@ I get so touchy about that subject, you would think I wasn't a white girl all of the sudden. -_-' But can anyone blame me?

Godddd... today I watched "Hotaru no Haka" ("Grave of the Fireflies") and sobbed my little eyes out. I watched it because it was a Japanese classic, I had heard FANTASTIC things about it from my friends, and I was interested in it. Lemme tell you guys-if you ever watch it, bring a box of Kleenex. You'll sob like a baby. :( And I think when I grow up, and I give birth to a Japanese half-Japanese girl, I'm going to name her "Setsuko." *nods*


Seita and Setsuko. :) *hearts*

Neeee, nothing else is going on today so I don't have anything else to write about. :( Hopefully I can have a tasty dinner and then watch part of the "MUSIC & PEOPLE" interview. ^-^ Love you all! Baibai~!!!
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Thursday, January 25, 2007

   drinking bleach
Current Mood: Pensive
Current Song:

So, last night I had plenty of deep thoughts. I was reading Kyo's "Fools Mate 2005" interview and realized how disconnected he's becoming. It was at the very ending of 2005, so there's a whole year's difference that may have changed Kyo, but still... it hurts me so much to know that he has uncertainty in his mind and that he feels so troubled. I just wish I could take away all his pain and the questions that keep him up at night. He means the world to me even though I've never met him before. Also, Alayna sent me this fanfiction the other day-I never read a DIRU yaoi, I just can't imagine them doing it. But I took Alayna's advice and read it. Oh my God. I cried so hard whenever I read it... I don't think I had cried that hard in a LONG time. It was a yaoi, but it focused far more on emotion-sex was just an outlet that happened to be there. It seemed to fit in the story so perfectly, like it would be incompletely without the sex scences. Anyhow, the emotion the author conveyed through Kyo's point of view was so strong I felt like someone was wrapping barbed wire around my heart and pulling as hard as they could. I'm getting teary just talking about it. If you want the fanfiction, leave a comment and I'll PM you the link (if a lot of people request it, I'll put it in a post tommorow). But I was so moved by that story and the interview, that I was struck by inspiration (whenever I think alot or am in extreme pain I can write lyrics better), and I scribble down some lyrics and pieced together some that I had previously written. This was the product, called "Blanched" in dedication to the title of the fanfiction, "Bleached Bones."

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Blanched
Swollen, and growing over the skin
Ripping myself open...
Can you see the liar?
Vermillion slowly eats away the innocence:
Stained with all my sins, the world is unplugged

Suddenly incomplete
Shunned by the emptiness of myself
Tearing apart flesh and killing another part of me
Hair shoved down my throat,
Another pastel life is musted

Carved hollow into a useless shell
Epinephrine coursing through my shriveled heart
To sustain me one more time
Let me now there's still something left in me
Something left to feel
Surely, my veins start to rust

Suddenly incomplete
Shunned by the emptiness of myself
Tearing apart flesh and killing another part of me
Hair shoved down my throat,
Another pastel life is musted

Never supposed to become this
Never supposed to be
Stitching the cancer into my eyes
Sticky pomegrant clinging to my insides

Peeling away the charred skin and
Leaving this ugly, withered body behind

***



My inspirations were Kyo (of course), "Bleached Bones", the "Fools Mate 2005" interview, "Crank", and Hannya. Please tell me if you guys think if it's any good or not... I'm debating on wheather I should put it in my poem book or not.

Oh, yeah... I also found this.


XDDD We all know it's true!!!

I wanna watch the interview it came from (Music & People), but it would be 40 minutes total. @_@ I'm gonna have to watch it in tiny portions so my parents won't scream at me for it. -_-

In Orchestra, we played the entire time. I'm happy because I'm getting better!!! ^o^ I think it's because I'm beside better players so I can hear them more clearly... and that lets me know what to play. Yay!!! In Art we had to draw a picture upside down. @_@ I HATED IT. I wanted to turn it right side up so badly, I twitched a few times. XDDD; We also have to draw our dream room by Thursday next week... I can't REALLY draw my dream room because mine would include Kyo naked and chained to bed begging for me to take him. XDDD; Oh, well. At lunch mainly Anthony threw a ball at me and kept on saying he teabagged me. -_-' I'm "molested" about 7+ times a day. X_X In Science all we really did was get textbooks and workbooks, and take 5 notes on the scientific method. So, the entire time I started writing a short story about what would happen if I went to a DIRU concert, found their tour bus, and asked Kyo for fanservice. X3 Oh, yes. English wasn't as interesting as yesterday, but I still enjoyed it. We had to get into groups, but my group was okay so I'm not going to complain. I got to talk a little with this Asian girl named Nhi. She told me that she mainly listens to Chinese music, and I said that I listen to Japanese music. She threw her fist in the air and said "yeah! I don't listen to all that much Japanese music, though..." ^^; I told her that I like Silver Ash, but she didn't know who they were. XD She was nice, though.

Nehhh... I'm kinda tired and I need to fold a few paper cranes... I only have 201 for Kyo so far. ;~; Sadness. Well, loves you all. Mata ne~!
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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

   DIRU FANS IN TEXAS!!! THAT MEANS YOU, LEMURTURTLE!!!
Current Mood: Excited
Current Song: Agitated Screams of Maggots by Dir en grey

HEEEEY!!! If any of you guys live in Texas, listen up! You can win free tickets to go see DIRU at The Palladium Ballroom in Dallas!!! Okay, here are the instructions:

1. Go to The Palladium Ballroom’s Official Myspace, add them and put them in your top friends list.

2. Reply to the contest blog on why you deserve to win.

3. Then post a bulletin about the show.

To those who enter, I wish you luck!!! I'm not going to enter since I don't live in Texas and I don't want to have to pay for plane tickets and I know my parents won't drive me there. T~T So, anyone who does live in Texas, ENTER THIS DAMN CONTEST!!!

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Also, in other DIRU news that I forgot to post, "Agitated Screams of Maggots" came out in America (exclusively at FYE stores) on the 9th (but I'm sure you all knew that). So keep an eye out for it!!! :D
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   Shiawase nara Te o Tataku!!! :D
Current Mood: Happy~!!!
Current Song: Agitated Screams of Maggots by Dir en grey/Shiawase nara Te o Tataku (XDDD)

Whooo! Last night I learned how to sing "If You're Happy and You Know it" in Japanese!!! Me so happy!!! *claps hands* XD I sang it whenever I was trying to go to sleep and have continued all day. ^^; I also created a plan for "The Marrow of a Bone" CD dillema. I decided that I shall order the Japanese limited edition version on eBay, then buy the original American version here so I won't have to wait for forever to hear the CD. Yay. :D Oh, yeah... I also watched Gazette's new PV, for "Hyena." OH-MY-GOD. Kai was so adorably cute, that I thought I was going to explode. I love Kai, he's my little apple juice-drinking Asian teddy bear. :3


KYAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! KAI-KUNNNNN~!!! *glomps*

Today I started a new semester, so my schedule is as followed:

1st-Orchestra
2nd-Visual Arts 1
3rd-Environmental Science
4th-English 1 Honors/A.G.

Orchestra wasn't anything different, except that we're playing more than usual so I wasn't able to let Storm listen to WTD... I know she's gunna like it. T~T Art was pretty nice, as I expected. The teacher is super sweet, and she and Nicole has a secret love affair, I swear. XD But we drew our hand (in two different positions), our shoe, and a giraffe. XDDD I can't wait until I get to draw my Kyo-sama... *sighs* *dokidoki* After art, I went to lunch and saw that Stacie, Katie, and Nicole were all there!!! ^o^ I was so happy... but Nicole and Stacie almost killed me by squeezing the life out of me. XDDD; After lunch I went to Science and met up with Matt and Korki, who have Science with me. We all sat together (me in between ^-^) and talked a little until we had to do this worksheet where we had to put information about ourselves (including our interests -_-). Grrness. I wanted to put "yaoi" down on my paper but I was afraid that if my teacher asked what it is and I'd blurt out "BOY SECKS!!!" XD Korki did, though, and I told her that if he asked what it was, to say that it's a type of lemon (or lime, your choice ^o~). XDDD; After we finished the worksheets, the teacher rambled for half an hour while Korki and I giggled and talked and I listened to Matt complain about how crappy the class was. @_@ At least I got to sit with them today, though. :D I thought reading was super interesting. The teacher seemed really nice and the class actually asked you to think. I was able to dig in the back of my mind and come up with anssers. I don't know why, but that made me incredibly happy. Also, I found out that we're going to read some of Edgar Allen Poe's poems later on in the year, and we're going to watch "Edward Scissorhands" and "Secret Window." Squee~!!! After school I went out to the tree and Daniel like ran up to me and hugged me. X_X; He went to a Red Hot Chili Peppers concert last night and was rubbing it in Nicole's face, especially with his concert tee. I thought she was going to cry. @_@ Since he was being mean to her, she decided to kick a hubcap laying on the ground at him and it ended up flinging itself onto my shin. OMFG.... it hurt so bad. -_- It immediately started to bruise and I thought Daniel was going to kill her. @_@; Eventually Nicole and I decided to walk home (I mainly went with her because Daniel told me he was turned on and I don't want him trying to put his hand down my pants). Yay for avoided conflict!!!

Neeee... my leg still hurts. >_O Stupid hubcap. Ano, I better go off and visit sites. Love you all~!
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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

   DIRU NEWS!!!
Current Mood: Excited/Sleepy
Current Song:

Okay, I have DIRU album news that I typed up in MercilessXCult... but I don't feel like typing it all up again, so here's the copy. XD

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I HAVE DIR EN GREY NEWS, MY FRIENDS!!! As I'm sure you all know, DIRU is coming out with a new album on February 7 titled "The Marrow of a Bone." But now I, Momo, bring you the track listing, American release date, and more news. Prepare yourselves!!! For the track list of "The Marrow of a Bone":

1. Conceived Sorrow
2. Lie Buried With a Vengeance
3. The Fatal Believer
4. Agitated Screams of Maggots
5. Grief
6. Ryoujoku no Ame
7. Disabled Complexes
8. Rotting Root
9. Namamekashiki Ansoku, Tamerai ni Hohoemi
10. The Pledge
11. Repetition of Hatred
12. The Deeper Vileness
13. Clever Sleazoid

As you can see, all of their releases since "Withering to Death" are on the CD. You can now listen to samples of "The Fatal Believer", "Disabled Complexes", and "The Deep Vileness" on their official website (direngrey.co.jp). The album will be released in America on February 20, so save up your money!!! There's a re-recording of "Clever Sleazoid", so don't expect the same version. There will also be an alternate version of the album, but I'm not sure if it will be available in America (limited edition has different versions of "Namamekashiki Ansoku, Tamerai ni Hohoemi", "Conceived Sorrow", and "The Pledge" on a seperate disk). So far there have been no songwriting credits or track lengths. :(


This is the cover of the main version of "The Marrow of a Bone"...


And this is the alternative/limited edition cover.

Just from the singles they've released and the samples of the new songs, you can tell that they're playing with a different sound (ESPECIALLY with "Disabled Complexes"). If I had to judge how "different" it sounds from their earlier days (in my mind, "earlier" means the "VULGAR" era), I'd say it's a cross between "Ryoujoku no Ame" and "Clever Sleazoid." It still retains some of it's authentic DIRU sound, but it still differs. Either way, I can't wait to hear what they have in store for all of us. :3

BTW, I got this information from Wikipedia, so don't go suing me or anything. XD

***

Damn.... it's hard being a fangirl. *lays head down on keyboard* da;dlj;reofnjjjje;orghn;ari covnmiery *lifts up head* Nyeh. -3-

I've had no school today and yesterday so I'm just lounging around, raping JBox, and studying Japanese. The only problem with JBox is that I keep on seeing Doraemon and I go into a fit of giggles. XD You see, I've read the comics Toshiya drew during the Missa-Gauze era and he mentioned that his drawing of Die looked like Doraemon. XDDDD Poor Die.


This is Doraemon...


And this is Die. XDDD Poor thing. *huggles him*

Oh, yeah! Dani-chan drew this for me:



Isn't it beautiful??? Daddy printed it out for me so I can put it on my wall and know that someone in Slovakia loves meeeeeeh~!

I'm so bored... so tired from being excited... I think I'm gonna go to sleep. Loves.
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Friday, January 19, 2007

   Nemui.... XD
Current Mood: Happy!!!
Current Song: undecided by Dir en grey (MP3 not available-those stupid meanies. T~T)

Today hasn't really been all that special, but it has brought along some good news. ^-^ I went to school and traveled to gym to take it's retarted exam. -_- It took me about 20 minutes to finish when we had about 2 hours and 30 minutes total. O_O Our teacher said that we could listen to our iPods, so I busted mine out and played the hell out of it. XD I listened to all of "Kisou" (except for the 2nd and 3rd "shinsou" and "-mushi-"... I love that song, but I don't want to start uncontrollably sobbing in public XD) and started listening to "VULGAR" until the stupid thing died on me. -_- I was so sad, I started doing my little fake cry thing and attacted some odd stares. ^^; Since I had nothing to do, I practiced my Japanese, wrote a shopping list for eBay (heyyyy... I get sidetracked >_>;), and scribbled down some lyrics I had stuck in my head. Whenever Chasity's iPod died, we talked for a little while like the girls we are. @_@ After the 3 hour mark was finally over, we departed to lunch where I had to try my best not to spill my pineapples on Daniel (he kept on putting his arm across my shoulders when I was eating -3-;) and talked it up with Stacie, Storm, Korki, Nicole, and Katie. Whoo!!! :D Whenever lunch was over, I went to my Civics exam and got ready for the impending doom (damn... I really need to stop watching "Invader Zim" so much @_@). The exam wasn't all that bad. Don't get me wrong, it was hard, but it wasn't anything like the mind-numbing algebra exam. X_X I'm suprised I lived to tell the tale. Anyway, I finished before the first break so I scribbled all over my paper in Japanese (mainly words I'm trying to learn and rants about DIRU XD) and drew a short manga where I attacked Kyo whenever he was sleeping. ^^; Our class finished pretty early so we were let out about an hour before our normal time, so I was happy. I also found Katie, Stacie, and Nicole there so I could talk to them. ^-^ The only bad thing that happened was whenever Stacie sat on me (I was laying down and pretending to be sad XD) and the zipper of my pants kinda hurt... somewhere. *coughs* After a while Nicole and I walked home talking about what people may think whenever they see us walking on the road. XD Whenever I got home I called Mom to tell her that I had walked home, and eventually got on the computer. Yesterday I discovered the greatness of jbox.com. That store is so fucking awesome... I think I'll have to buy some stuff from it. It has all this stuff from Japan and has numerous Japanese oddities... the only problem I have with the site is that it uses the word "wacky." *shudders* I hate that word. >_O And... I don't think my parents would approve of some of the stuff if they accidentally stumbled upon the site. ^^; They have tons of AV stuff and *ahem* toys... I haven't looked at them, but I'm tempted to see the oddities of the Japanese fetish world. XD The things I want the most from the site are the "Looking for a Japanese Boyfriend" sweatshirt (written in Japanese-reads "Nihonjin kareshi boshuchu"), Lotte's ume gum (I fucking love that gum... ;o;), and tons of cell phone charms. XD; If you have the time, definately check out that site. Before Mom came home, she called me and told me that she got the job she applied for!!! I'm so happy, I started getting all sqeaky and telling her "congratulations" over and over again. XD Now if Dad gets one, we'll be back up on our feet. :D


Here's the hoodie I want... it looks so comfy. o_o

Ano... I don't have anything else to say, so I think I'm going to go back on JBox. XD Mata ne~!
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Thursday, January 18, 2007

   Muh Head is Gonna Explode.... @_@
Current Mood: Happier than I was XD
Current Song: Bottom of death valley by Dir en grey (they have an MP3, but the title isn't correct. -_-)

Today was sooooooo exausting... except for the first part. The first part was good. XD Anyhow, today we had to take exams at school. I didn't have to take the 1st period exam (since it's orchestra), so I didn't have to be at school until around 10:30. Whenever I got there I was attacked by Korki (she slammed herself against my back and choked me by hugging me so hard XD) and I got to talk to her and Lisa-yay!!! :D I hung around for a while until I went to my locker and grabbed Stacie. We found Sydney (he had to eventually go back to finish his exam) and Katie and Nicole, so we all hung around in our little "death circle" as Marissa called it. XD Daniel eventually came and Stacie and him had another fight over me. @_@ They love to pull me so much. ;~; Unfortunately, I had to go to take the 2nd period exam-Algebra. o_o It was so fucking hard and it took me 3 straight hours to finish it. Afterwards I just layed in my chair becasue I thought I was going to die... I finished just about 3 minutes before the official stopping time. After we were finished, we were able to go home. I didn't feel like walking home in extremely cold weather and 2 inch high heels and after being mentally butt-raped, so I called Mom and waited for her to pick me up. I called Nicole and talked to her for a little while, and then Kala came over and we complained about the Algebra exam. XD After a while Mom came and picked me up with Lily (our crackhead little dog XD) and drove me home. As soon as I got in, I flung myself on my bed and didn't want to get up AT ALL. I decided I would grow to the bed if I didn't get up soon, so I made myself some hot chocolate to stop from being so damn cold. Once it was done, I ventured to my room to watch some of "5 Ugly Kingdom" to cheer up and feel a hell of a lot better. And, of course, I felt wonderful afterwards. It's amazing what music can do for someone. ^-^


DIRU, arigatou!!! ^o^

Tommorow I have gym (yeah, that's right... GYM) and civics exams, so I'm happy that they're going to be so much easier than today's exams. I still have to study, but thanks to DIRU, I feel so much better. I just wanted to tell you guys about my horrific exams. -_- Also, Alayna's having surgery so please pray for her!!! I better go study... mata ne~!
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

   Tsumannai yo~!!!
Current Mood: Sleepy
Current Song:

Today was so boring... I hardly did anything all day. -_- In Orchestra we played a new piece (that I really like-and it's relatively easy so I don't feel like a complete failure whenever I play it-Yay!!! :D) and practiced and older one. After all that I listened to some DIRU with Storm. I'm so effing happy that she likes them-it makes my tiny little black heart explode with happiness. ^-^ In Algebra we supposedly "reviewed", but it was more my idiot teacher talking to herself the entire time. Since I wasn't gonna learn anything, I talked to Korki and listened to almost all of "MACABRE" (the only ones I didn't listen to were "Deity" and "MACABRE-sanagi no yume wa ageha no hane"... I wanted to, but I didn't have any time -_-). And I was so bored that I drew all over my face with eyeliner. XD I drew two hearts on my cheek, heavily lined my eyes, and filled in my top lip (leaving the bottom one alone)... Carley said I looked like death and I cheered. XD At least I got to listen to DIRU. *sighs* Gym, once again, was a free day, so we were able to do whatever we wanted. So I talked a little to Chasity, studied court cases, and listened to almost all of "Kisou" (I didn't listen to the 2nd and 3rd "shinsou"). I slept for a little while but woke up whenever I basketball hit me in the face. I was too sleepy to even feel angry at the guy. @_@ In Civics we studied for a while, took a quiz on court cases, and played a review game. Exciting.... *sarcasm* Outside the tree I thought I was gonna freeze my ass off even though I had on my hoodie, a scarf, and a hat (I did have gloves, but Stacie wanted them so I lent them to her @_@). Daniel didn't try anything again today (thank God), so I've made a decision to not say anything unless he does it again. Storm came to give me my pen back (she had borrowed it in first period), but she looked really sad. She wouldn't answer Stacie when she asked what was wrong, so I went to her and asked "Storm, honey, are you okay?" She didn't look at me or anything, she just kept on walked and kinda snapped "I'm fine!" I knew I shouldn't have bothered her, but she looked so sad. I should've just let her be. -_- Eventually Mom came to pick me and Nicole up. After she dropped Nicole off and sent my brother to our house, Mom took me to the dermatologist to get my stitches taken out. It didn't really hurt, it just freaked me out whenever she was pulling on the stitches on my cheek (I have a phobia of stitches ripping out skin @_@), because the skin had grown over the stitches. No wonder they had itched so much. o_o Anyhow, it didn't hurt and my dermatologist was very impressed with how well they were taken care of. My moles that they took off were not positive for cancer, and were 100% fine. At least Mom doesn't have to worry about them anymore. I was supposed to study for the Algebra final I have tommorow, but I didn't really feel like it... and I felt more like singing to all of "Withering To Death." @_@ Damn your seductiveness, DIRU!!! Damn you!!!


Yesss... so very, very seductive... o_o *wipes up drool*

Tommorow I'm exempt from my orchestra exam so I don't have to come to school until 10:30. ^-^ More sleep for Momo~!!! So happy. :3 BTW, thank you everyone for your kind words yesterday-they really helped. Any good luck to my Areina-chan whose getting surgery tommorow!!! ;o; Maaa, I guess I'll talk to you guys later. Ja ne~!
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EDIT: Okay... I took this long-ass quiz thing that you guys may find interesting. Enjoy.

~Deep Questions That Make You Think~Mostly Original~81 Questions
Random/Basic
Name:	Rebecca
Nickname:	Becky, Becca, Momo
Best memory:	Probably going to the Nine Inch Nails concert of May 2006
Worst memory:	Remebering whenever I was suicidal
Best dream:	There've been so many
Worst nightmare:	Probably my mother drowning my brother in the toilet while I was forced to watch
Weaknesses:	Music, DIRU, and Kyo
Strengths:	Memorizing things in Japanese, appreciating music
Anyone have the same birthday as you?:	Um... Jon Heder. XD
Would you...
die for a friend?:	Yes.
die for your crush/bf/gf?:	I don't know.
die for your family?:	What kind of fucking question is that?! Of course!!!
ever kill yourself?:	I don't think so...
Kill someone else?:	No-never.
If you had to choose- save your cat or save your enemy?:	*eye twitches* Can't I save both? If not, then the cat
rather freeze or burn to death?:	Burn-it's quicker.
admit you love someone?:	Yes. -_-'
break the law or lie to save a friend?:	Of course!!!
Have you ever...
cut yourself?:	Yes
been in love?:	I think so...
thought about suicide?:	Yes
hated someone so much you thought you would really kill them?:	I don't think I seriously meant it-and that was 2 years ago.
starved yourself?:	I tried to, but I didn't really succeed.
forced yourself to cry?:	Um... probably
forced yourself to throw up?:	Whenever I was little and I didn't want to eat corn. XD
betrayed a friend?:	I don't think I have... but then again, you'd have to ask my friends
hurt someone else so you would feel better about yourself?:	No.
Which is worse?
your friend dying or your parent dying:	God... I guess your parent.
losing all your old memories or never being able to make new ones:	Losing all your old memories.
being rejected by someone you love or having your feelings returned only...:	Being rejected by someone you love
to be dumped a month later:	Look at the above answer
being raped or willingly having sex and later regretting it:	Being raped
having no emotions or only being happy once every couple of months:	Being happy only once every couple of months
losing all your friends on earth or never having found God:	Losing all your friends on earth
being dumped or dumping someone:	Dumping someone
falling in love with an anime character or falling in love with a celebrity:	Falling in love with an anime character
a friend moving away or losing touch with a friend who lives right near you:	Losing touch with a friendwho lives right near you
Dreams
What is your dream in life?:	To meet Kyo... no! To be fluent in Japanese! Wait! To go to Japan!!! Shit... I can't choose. -_-
Do you have insomnia?:	Not really
Do you often wake up in the middle of the night after a bad dream?:	I don't I've done that in a really long time.
Do you get deja vu?:	Hardly ever.
Did you ever have a dream that came true?:	Yes.
What about a nightmare?:	Probably.
Did you ever have a realistic dream that truly scared you?:	Yes.
Do you daydream?:	About Kyo, yes... o//o
Have you ever dreamed you were falling?:	Yeah... and it always feels like I am
Fears
Greatest fears:	Losing the ones I love, jellyfish, people
What are you not afraid of at all?:	I think everyone's a little afraid of everything
Name a weird phobia you have.:	Um.. having stitches ripped out of skin o_O
Has your fear ever come true?:	One time I lost my dog (one I love)
Is your fear a common fear?:	I think the losing the ones I love is
Any particular reason for the fear?:	I was stung by a jellyfish 3 years ago
Does it ever control your life?:	No, not really
Have you had nightmares about the fear?:	A few times, yes
Are you more afraid of rejection or failure?:	Failure
The Past
Most missed memory:	Not having to worry about war, people dying, sadness
How have your feelings changed throughout your life?:	Yeah, quite a few
First memory:	I don't really remember
Happiest childhood memory:	Playing with my brother and my dog
Saddest childhood memory:	Having someone die but I didn't really know what was going on...
What was your first word?:	"Dada"... I'm a daddy's girl. ^^;
First friend?:	Either Tori, Nicole, or Kala
First crush?:	Johnny o_o
First love?:	Stewart XDDD
What would you do if...
your best friend died because of you?:	Never forgive myself
your true love moved out of the country?:	Try to move to the same country
your friend gave you the choice of cheating on the really tough math final?:	I would decline
a friend offered you drugs or alcohol?:	Maybe accept the alcohol, but decline on the drugs
a friend of the same gender told you they were gay and asked you out?:	It would depend if I liked the or not
your bf/gf asked you to have sex with them?:	I probably wouldn't be ready yet
you were sexually abused?:	Would never have sex again
you were betrayed by someone you trusted and cared about?:	I've had that happen before-I'm still alive, aren't I?
you found out your friend wanted to die?:	Do everything humanly possible to stop them from wanting that
Final Thoughts
Are you saved?:	I don't think so
Do you believe in God?:	I believe in some universal force, so, I guess in some odd way, yes.
Why or why not?:	Until science comes up with a logical answer, Im sticking to what I believe is logical
Are you depressed or sad all the time?:	No. Actually, it's quite the opposite.
What are you hoping for in the future?:	Being in a band, going to Japan, becoming proficient in Japanese, and hopefully meeting DIRU
What makes you happy?:	Music, DIRU, Kyo, other people being happy, my friends, peace, animals
What makes you sad?:	Other people being sad, war, meat, death, etc.
Do you believe in the Bible?:	No.
Why or why not?:	To put it plainly, I'm not a Christian.
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