Friday, June 16, 2006

   Destroy the Evil Power!
Current Mood: Happy
Current Song: DRAIN AWAY by Dir en Grey

Aaaahahahaha!!! XD Yesterday I got to see my favorite episode of South Park-CHINPOKO MON!!! ^o^ I friggin love that show, but the fact that they make fun of Pokemon and have Japanese in it makes me even happier. *huggles TV* The last time I watched that episode (about 5 months ago, at least) I had no idea what they were saying... but last night when I watched I recognized almost everything! ^^ It was either because they said it badly (Cartman's Japanese accent makes my head hurt >_<) or I wasn't sure of the word. So I'm proud of myself... also, I teach myself the Japanese, so that makes it an even bigger accomplishment. ^-^ Go me! Hehe... there was a shirt at Target one time that said "Destory the Evil Power!" and had all the characters in the anime-form and I wanted it so bad... but the next time I went there to buy it, it was gone. ;_; Never again will I see that beloved shirt. *sobs* "Minna-san, kite kite chuu re!" <3



Yesterday I almost cried... I was watching a clip of DIRU in concert, they were playing "Clever Sleazoid." And to tell the truth, Kyo sounded... *winces* horrible. I know that he has difficulty speaking in English, but that's not really an excuse. Afterwards, I looked down at the comments and read that the person who uploaded the clip said that Kyo had scratched the insides of his cheeks until blood was running down his chin and onto his chest... I wish he would stop hurting himself so badly, it's killing me. And so far I haven't been able to find an address for DIRU... >_< I think the only way to get their address is to be in [a knot]... and you have to live in Japan for that. XP Arg!!! One way or another, I will get those cranes to Kyo-sama!!! T^T On the bright side, I was able to see a fanvideo playing to "The Hamster Dance." :D Totemo kawaii da!!!


AAAAHHH!!!! KAWAII!!! *squee*

HEY!!! IF YOU'RE A FAN OF YU-GI-OH! AND RPs, GO VISIT LEMONY SLASH'S "EGYPTIAN RAIN" RP!!! THERE'S A LINK ON HER SITE!!! GO NOW OR KYO-SAMA WILL EAT YOU!!!



Ew, I stink. >_< I need to take a shower and get dressed, it's already 2:30. XD Atode!
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Thursday, June 15, 2006

   MANCHILDREN OWN YOUR ASS.
Current Mood: Bored out of my effing mind
Current Song: DRAIN AWAY by Dir en Grey

Hello, my darklings. Same old same old here... laying around the house... think of DIRU... soiling myself... you know, the normal kinda crap. Last night I decided that if I make 10 paper cranes a day, I can finish 1,000 paper cranes for Kyo in 100 days. I already have 23, so just about 97 more days to go. ^^; Whenever Mom asked me why I was making so many paper cranes I told her I was make 1,000 paper cranes for DIRU and then she made me feel guilty for it. -_- She said "Why don't you make it for someone who really needs it... like someone with cancer?" Grrr.... >_< Now I feel terrible for makng them for Kyo-san. ;_; Speaking of DIRU, I watched this great clip of DIRU (except for Kyo, he wasn't there ;_;) at an arcade in Sendai. XD Toshiya kept on cracking me, I swear to God, that man is on something. He was trying to get a stuffed penguin from one of those claw machines and he kept on drawing attention to himself because he would scream whenever it fell. Eventually he got it and started screaming "YES!!! YES!!!" and jumping up and down, it was so cute. He showed it to Shinya and whenever he made it sing, poor Shin-chan was like "NANDA???!" LOL Then you got to see Die and Kaoru playing air hockey and then they all competed each other in those little racing games... Kaoru got the highest score and Toshiya obviously lost because he started beating the machine like it was his bitch. o_O After that Kaoru played a candy machine (awww... ^^) and got an assload of candy and made Die take it out. XD They eventually walked out of the arcade all eating a piece of candy... kawaii! ^o^ I swear, DIRU is just a bunch of manchildren put together. XD They also had their bodyguards following them around, but they don't look too fearsome. They're middle-aged Japanese men in suits that are kinda chubby... it looks like all they could do is kick Justin Timberlake's ass, but then again, anyone could kill that fucking pansy. X_X I'm so mean.


Kyo messing around with his cat... XD


A Die/Kaoru drinking contest... Die fails terribly. >_<

GAAAAAAHHHH!!! MyO is getting on my last nerve!!! >_< First, it screws around with my profile thing so I'm not able to change it, they made a link run into my posts, and now whenever I post comments on people's sites, it cuts part of it off!!! I was posting on LemonySlash's site and it cut off about 1/2 of my comment! *bitch slaps computer* Ugh! Damn outdated software. >(

I'm hungry... we have NOTHING to eat here, and it's even harder not to eat whenever you've recently turned vegetarian. >_< I had a peanut butter jelly sandwich with rice. XD It was suprisingly good. :D

Have you guys seen G4's "Midnight Spank" commercials with the animals threatening to eat your kidneys, make everyone you ever loved dissapear, and to open the horrible bag? I fuggin love those commercials. ^^;

Gah, I better stop rambling because Linkin Park's on TV and I gotta go clean my room. Dammit. >_<
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006

   Foocha.
Current Mood: Psychological
Current Song: Children by Dir en Grey

Yesterday and today I've thought so much about Kyo... I thought about his scars and his pain. I was watching a video from the "It Withers And Withers Tour" and backstage saw him cleaning a cut that streached across his chest reading "NO FUTURE." Tears welled up in my eyes. I just want Kyo to stop hurting himself... I'm so afraid that he might commit suicide. I know he just doesn't do it on stage, he probably does the majority of it off stage. It just kills me to know that he's hurting himself and I can do absolutely nothing about it... if I were to know every single word in the Japanese vocabulary for just one day, I would spend it with Kyo trying to tell him how he's changed my life and why he should stop hurting himself... I would never be able to tell him how much he means to me, but I could at least try. I don't fucking know him, but I would trade almost anything to get him to be a happy person. Whenever I say that I don't love him, my heart doesn't believe it. I DO LOVE HIM. I don't know him, but he means the world to me. I just want him to stop hurting himself before it's too late to save him. Maybe I can make 1,000 paper cranes and send them to him with a note saying "You mean the world to me." Although he probably wouldn't see it, it would be worth something, at least.



Gah... I love summer break, but it's so effing boring... -_- All I do is lay around the house, get on the computer, watch TV, study some Japanese, play DDR, eat, bathe, and sleep... >_< I need some fucking variety!!! Gah... I'm like a crackhead going sober. XD

I'm bored, so... how about a survey! This one will be on my three favorite DIRU PVs, "OBSCURE", "[KR] Cube", and "Childprey." :D

OBSCURE
1. Who has to work the most complicated musical part?
2. Who has the coolest outfit?
3. Who has the coolest mutation/transformation?
4. Who has the weirdest mutation/transformation?
5. What do you love about it?

[KR] Cube
1. Who has the coolest outfit?
2. Who was the hottest?
3. Who looked the best with a weapon?
4. Who was the sluttiest?
5. What was your favorite part of the PV?

Childprey
1. Who has the coolest outfit?
2. What the hell do you think DIRU was on when they created this PV?
3. Who's spaceship would you want to take a peak in? (^.~)
4. What was your favorite part of the PV?
5. If you could change any part of this PV, what would it be?



MY ANSWERS
1. Shinya... he has to keep on drumming throughout that whole thing, poor guy!
2. Kyo! The gauze on his face is da shiznit. :3
3. Either Toshiya or Die... I can't decide between vampires and heart eating!!! >_<
4. Kaoru-bald Kao-chans are baaad... o_O
5. All of it! ^-^

1. Die! Nothing can beat Agent Andou! :D
2. Kyo or Die... they're both so drool-worthy.
3. Once again, DIE!!! He kicks ASS in this PV!!! ^o^
4. Toshiya... we love him for it. <3
5. Whenever Die put the gun to Kyo's head and he just looked at him like "What, foocha??? Shoot me!!!"

1. Kyo-what can I say? The boy can rock some outfits, now!!!
2. I don't know, but I want some. XD
3. Kyo's... XDDD
4. Whenever their heads exploded. Yay!!!
5. DIRU WITH NO CLOTHES ON!!! YEAH!!! X3

I'm watching "Unleashed" again... it's os effing cute. XD Later, foochas!
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006

   Gomen Nasai...
Current Mood: Hungry
Current Song: Head Like A Hole by Nine Inch Nails

First of all, I'd like to apologize to anyone I might have offended yesterday with my post on animals and vegitarianism. I was just answering a question someone asked the day before yesterday and I admit to adding some of my personal opinions. I'd like to say that I was not asking anyone how they could eat animals, I was just saying that I was not willing to. If I offended you, I really am sorry and honestly did not mean to. Also, I realize that not all animals are exposed to the cruelty of the "factory-farms" (the topic I was shedding light on) and are loving taken care of and given some of what they are deprived of if they were anywhere else. I realize that PETA can sometimes be hypocritical and quite forcing, but you also have to remember that they have helped thousands of people and animals alike. I'm not saying that they're the best thing out there, but the fact that they've saved lives is wonderful. I was trying my best not to be stereotypical and did not want anyone to feel like they were being labeled "cruel" or "heartless" in anyway possible. Please forgive me.

Speaking of vegetarianism, I basically gained permission from my parents to become a vegetarian. At dinner, I got a salad and potato but Mom chased me down saying "hey, you forgot your chicken!" I looked at the chicken with a frown and Dad began to stare at me questioningly but I just ate my salad. Eventually he asked "what's wrong?" I told him that I had read some things and watched a couple of videos and was not able to eat meat anymore. My parents were mad at first and Mom said that she wasn't going to cook two different meals, as if she expected me to. They said they just got angry because they care about me, but I think it's because they don't want to have to deal with the difficulty of two different meals. Either way, I will make my own meals and feel good about myself and my decision. I already do feel better about myself. ^-^

Yesterday I was looking at some pictures of Kyo and almost cried... I noticed that on one concert picture there was some blood on his chest. I looked at another picture of him with his shirt open and saw that he has various scars on his chest from scratch wounds. I knew that he scratched himself on stage and in videos, but I didn't know he did it so much and so severely. I know he's cut himself before, but that really saddened me... to know that he was in so much pain that he had to hurt himself so drastically hurts my heart. I've hurt myself before, almost to the brink of suicide, about a year ago, but I'm better now. I know what it feels like to hate the person you are so much that you feel like you could burst open from all the pain. I want to take his hand and show him the light... to press his head to my heart and be able to tell him that everything is alright. Even though we're half a world apart and speak different languages, I still feel like our hearts are one, beating with every laugh, scream, and cry. I want to take away all his pain... and even now I can't describe how much I care about this man I don't even know.


This is the concert pic, you can see little pools of blood.


Look REALLY closely, you can see the slight discoloration of scars.

Well, I think all my psycological stuff is over... I'm gonna play with my doggy, she's so kawaii!!! :D
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Monday, June 12, 2006

   Nemui da.... ;_;
Current Mood: Tired
Current Song: Sin by Nine Inch Nails

Hello, everyone... nothing really went on yesterday or today. -_- After shopping at Old Navy, we picked up some stuff at Target and I got to drool over the $300 electric drum set that I worship. X3 So far I'm 1/6 of the way there money wise. Curse my financial rut!!! >_< We went home and I got on the computer for a little while, studied some Japanese, and then ate dinner. I was able to skip eating meat again!! ^o^ We had corndogs and tater tots but I couldn't bring myself to eat the corndog... I kept thinking of innocent little baby pigs... I couldn't do it and was able to throw it away without my parents seeing it. I want to tell them but I don't know if I can. They just never seem to take me seriously. Some of you asked what was in the Peta2 pamplets that horrified me so that made me stop eating meat. It saddened me before I even read them because I knew I was eating animals who deserved nothing and were deprived of everything natural to them. But whenever I read the articles I almost started crying. With cows, they transport them in cattle carts with no food, water, or room to move in. Sometimes the temperature is so extreme that the freeze to the side of the cart and the people just thaw them out and drag them to the slaughterhouse. When they finally get to the farm, they separate them from any family they have and are placed in a pen that would fit only about 4 humans and shove 20 cows in there. They brand them, castrate them, and tag them without any painkillers. When they finally bring them to the slaughterhouse, they hang them upside down and slit open their throats WHEN THEY ARE STILL CONSIOUS. I saw a picture of it and it made tears come to my eyes... it was terrible. For chickens, they throw them in crates and transport them to the farms. There they take the chickens and debeak them, or cut off their beaks with a hot blade. Debeaking is a seriously painful process that requires slicing through tissue sensitive enough as the skin under your fingernails. They're often placed in cages so small that they have to lay sideways or on their belly to fit... and their legs become deformed from staying in the position for so long. Whenever chickens are brought to the slaughterhouse, they are placed on a table and their heads are cut off with an axe... once again, without any painkillers. Pigs are pretty similar to chickens. They are transported the same way as chickens and the pens are barely bigger than their own bodies. The have hunks of flesh ripped from their ears, castrated, their teeth ripped out with wire cutters, and their tails chopped off without painkillers. Sometimes whenever the pigs' stalls are stacked, any type of excrement falls onto the animal below them. By the time they reach the slaughterhouse, the pigs are so loaded down with drugs and genetic breeding that they can barely walk. Once the pigs get there, workers jab metal hooks into their eyes, mouths, or rectums to force them to move faster. They too are killed while still fully consious. There you have it... information on how innocent animals are killed every day so someone can enjoy eating their skin for $1 a pop. Nice, huh? It kinda reminds me of the Holocaust... all my information was taken from www.peta.org and if you want to know more about it, please visit Peta.org or Peta2.com I really hope you guys will.


Some baby chicks from the KFC farm.


This is what's in that Big Mac.


Heartless men standing on a pig.

Have any of you guys seen "Unleashed" with Jet Li in it? I thought it was just gonna be some fight movie, but I love it... it's so adorable and sweet. It's about this man who has been raised as a fighter all his life and wears a leash when he's not in the ring. Whenever he has his leash on, he's a kind soul and speaks very little... but when he has his leash off, he's a killing machine full of hate and anger. But eventually a family takes him in and he becomes a fully compasionate person and learns that fighting should only be used when protecting someone you love. Everytime I watch it I just wanna hug Jet Li because he's so incredibly sweet. ^-^ If you haven't seen it, you really need to, even if you don't enjoy fighting movies.

Well, I'm gonna watch some J-rock and see if I can talk to my Areina-chan. ^^ Love you, bye~!
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Sunday, June 11, 2006

   OMFG...
Current Mood: Happy/Tired
Current Song: Closer by Nine Inch Nails

OMFG, yesterday was the best effing day of my life. We left the house for the NIN concert at about 4 so we were able to get there early. Basically the entire drive there I just sat beside my brother and stared out the window. I was bored out of my friggin mind and wanted to see my Trent. >_< When we finally got there, we had to wait in line for about half an hour before we were able to get through the gates. Whenever I got there we had to empty our pockets and have someone pat us down... the girls had to get their asses touched. XP We got through the gates and looked at all the people that were there, most of them dressed rather ridicilously, especially in 95 degree weather. There was one guy who would put most J-rockers to shame. XD Anyhow, we wandered around and looked at the merchandise, which wasn't all that good. Nine Inch Nails has better shirts at their website, and, I'm sorry to say, Hot Topic. When my brother was signing up for a free guitar, I went to the Peta2 tent and got a few pamplets on animal cruelty and vegetarianism, since I plan on becoming one soon. Dad, my brother, and I eventually went to our seats and waited for the first band to come on. I was shocked at reading the pamplets... I knew that animals were treated terrible at farms, but never like I expected. I was horrified and so far I've got away with not eating meat for a whole day... I want to tell my parents that I want to be a vegetarian, but they never take me seriously when I do say it! I guess I'll just have to show them if they don't believe me this time by refusing to eat any meat that they give me. Anyways, the first band, TV On The Radio, came up, and played about four songs. I didn't really like them, they were pretty pop-ish, but you can at least say that they have a lot of balls going up in front of thousands of Nine Inch Nails fans and playing. Dad said the lead singer wanted to be the lead singer of the Rolling Stones so bad that he couldn't stand it. XD Anyway, I clapped and cheered for them and I believe that if they believe in themselves they can really take themselves far. We took a break after TV On The Radio and then went back to see Bauhaus, an awesome "emo"-ish Indies band. For some reason they reminded me of a shy boy next door who secretly played with himself, cut himself to see the blood, and eventually commited suicide. o_O And the lead singer looked like a "goth-ed up" Adam Sessler from "X-Play." XDDD They had some good music, it was pretty mellow, but I still liked them. And the gutarist (or bassist, I couldn't tell, I was too far away) had an AWESOME outfit... his hair was slicked back into a ponytail, he had a faux fur white vest, a huge pair of white sunglasses, tight silver pants, and knee-high silver boots. ^-^ Whenever Bauhaus went off stage, I ran to the bathroom and ran back to my seat in fear of missing Nine Inch Nails although I had about 45 minutes to spare. XD I'm such a spaz. Whenever I was waiting for Nine Inch Nails to come on, I felt an adrenaline rush... I had a hard time breathing and I could feel my heart pumping in my chest because I was so excited. >_< And when I finally heard Trent's voice ring out in the stadium, my breath was taken away and I stood up, screaming. Their set was awesome, they had 3 videos screens behind the band that formed different types of pictures and things... ocassionally they also had a lighted gate that would form different pictures as well, not including the smoke machines and flashing lights. Trent was wearing a red wife-beater and a pair of shorts. He still had his hair cut short, but I still love him and think he's one of the hottest men alive. XD Aaron North was freaking AWESOME. He had a total J-rock vibe coming off of him, he would swing the guitar around his head and kick up his legs and stuff while playing, I loved it. ^-^ I also screamed "I LOVE YOU, TRENT!!!" at the top of my lungs when everything was quiet but I don't think he heard me. ;_; But whenever they were playing, a storm began and it started raining and thundering real hard. They had to stop the concert for half an hour because the people on the lawn had to move so they wouldn't get hurt and the band wouldn't get electricuted. Some people got really pissed that it got stopped and started a riot and got thrown out by the police. XD Whenever the concert came back on, Trent was wearing a black shirt because his first one was so soaked with sweat and apologized to everyone for the storm and said that he would play a few more songs for us. Except, he worded it this way- "It was like I was having sex with all of you guys but the police busted in and interrupted us." At hearing that the entire stadium cheered and I think my dad saw me screaming bloody murder at hearing me say that. XD But that wasn't the best part... during the last two songs, the wind started to kick up and whisked the rain into the stadium... I will never forget singing "The Hand That Feeds" and "Head Like a Hole" with a stadium full of 10,000 people and Trent Reznor in the rain. It was so awesome, I will probably never, ever forget it. I'll put up the play list of the concert, but it won't be in the order. (P.S. Unknown are new songs that they didn't tell the name of.)

NIN Concert Playlist
1. Somewhat Damaged
2. Terrible Lie
3. Sin
4. Wish
5. Gave Up
6. March of the Pigs
7. Closer
8. The Frail
9. The Wretched
10. Into the Void
11. The Big Come Down
12. The Way Out is Through
13. You Know What You Are?
14. Only
15. Unknown
16. Unknown
17. Burn
18. Get Down, Make Love
19. Down In It
20. Reptile
21. The Hand That Feeds
22. Head Like a Hole


Trent with his semi-new haircut.

Today my neck hurts from all the headbanging I did... XD It's okay, though. I went to Old Navy to spend a giftcard I've had ever since Christmas and I got three tank tops... they're all really pretty. There's a plain black one with an empire waist, a green shirt with a victorian design, and a blue shirt with a victorian family crest on it. All for $20!!! Hellz yeah for clearance sales. :D

Well, I don't really have anything else to write about. XD I hope you guys semi-enjoyed my concert report!!! Laterz and Loves.
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Saturday, June 10, 2006

   Gazetto Poll!!!
Current Mood: Excited
Current Song: Haru Urara by Kagrra;

Hello, everyone! <3 ^-^ I haven't gone to the Nine Inch Nails concert yet, but I can't wait until I do... I wanna see my Trent!!! XD In preparation of the concert I've watched some music videos on YouTube and listened to "The Fragile" and "The Downward Spiral" and watched "Celebrity Deathmatch" with Trent Reznor against P. Diddy. XD I can't wait, I'm soooooo excited~! :D

Since I'm so bored and jumpy, I decided to make a little Gazetto poll for you guys since I know that you guys like them and I've got "No 666, Mad Marble Hell Vision, and Reila" stuck in my head. XD So here it is!!!

Gazetto Poll
1. Who is your favorite member?
2. What member would you like to hang out with the most?
3. What's your favorite song?
4. What's your favorite PV?
5. What's your favorite photo shoot?
6. What song or PV suprised you?
7. Why do you think Yune quit the band?
8. Do you consider them Indies even though they're signed to the PS Company?
9. Who's hair do you want?
10. Who's outfits do you worship?
11. Who do you relate to the most?
12. What do you think is the cutest about the band?
13. Do they remind you of anyone?
14. Who is the scariest member?
15. Who is the hottest member?
16. Who is cutest member?
17. What do you admire the most about them?
18. Who has the best makeup?
19. Who has the best style?
20. What do you think they should improve on/What do you expect from them?



My Answers
1. Either Ruki or Kai-they're both so kawaii! ^-^
2. Ruki or Aoi because they seems like fun. :D
3. Mad Marble Hell Vision, you can't beat hardcore rock. ^^
4. No. 666... the needles and digging into their skin is so rancid!!! :3
5. Where the members either had guns and/or money... I don't know why, but I thought it was cute. ^^;
6. Sumire suprised me because I thought it was going to sound really sad, but it was pretty upbeat despite the lyrics.
7. I honestly don't know...
8. I don't really consider them Indies... some people consider Miyavi Indies, so... o_O
9. I want Uruha's hair!!! >_< It looks so pretty and silky! ;_;
10. Ruki's because they're always so obscure or outspoken.
11. I relate to Reita the best because a majority of the time we're quiet but sometimes we break out of our shell and shock everyone. (I would say Kai but I'm not as shy as him. ^^;)
12. Kai!!! He's so freakin adorable, he's one of the reasons I love Gazetto so much. :D
13. Their personalities remind me of Dir en Grey. (They got a crazy lead singer, a shy drummer, a sexy bassist, a guitarist everyone loves, and a guitarist who loves to goof around.)
14. Reita is the scariest member... he's so quiet most of the time but when he finally explodes, it's scaaaaaaaaaaary. O_O
15. Ruki!!! <3
16. Kai... he drinks apple juice!!! ^-^
17. Like most J-rock bands, I admire Gazetto's ability to feel things on a higher level than most people and be able to work that into something beautiful.
18. Ruki... I love the makeup he puts on his neck, it really makes a statement.
19. Reita. I mean, who can resist the nose bandana? XD
20. I wish they would have more hard songs and less soft songs. I really like the soft songs, don't get me wrong, but I like hardcore songs the best. >_<

Okay, that's the end of my rambling. I gotta go watch "Wayne's World 2" now and wait until we get to go to Nine Inch Nails!!!! <3
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Friday, June 9, 2006

   NINE INCH NAILS, NINE INCH NAILS, NINE INCH NAILS!!!
Current Mood: Excited
Current Song: March of the Pigs by Nine Inch Nails

Waaai!!! I'm so effing excited and happy, I can't wait until tommorow! ^-^ Why so happy, you ask? I GET TO GO SEE MY FAVORITE AMERICAN BAND, NINE INCH NAILS!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOOO!!! *takes off pants and dances around* I'm so so so so happy, I can't wait until I'm able to see my dearest Trent and jump up and down to head-exploding music. *swoons* I'm going on a J-rock fast today so I'll be able to focus on Nine Inch Nails and get all pumped up. :D I've already watched my NIN DVD, "And All That Could Have Been"... at the beginning Trent is wearing a lot of makeup and it almost made me want to scrub his face off... o_O American men DO NOT look good in drag... leave that to the feminine looking males of Japan. ^^ Anyhow, I can't wait and am kinda afraid that I'm gonna crap myself when I see the American my heart belongs to... XD I'm gonna wear my "SQUEE" shirt, a pair of jeans, my Vans, and some type of jewelry... I don't want to overdo it and get in the way of my spazzing. ^-^




These two pics are of Trent and his stage band for "With Teeth."


Trent! <3

Today I woke up at 2 in the afternoon whenever I went to bed at 11:30 last night... I usually go to be at 2 or 3 but I was tired and my body's still used to the school schedule... but I got in about a good 14 hours of sleep... now THAT'S what I call a summer vacation. XD So far all I've done is wake up, eat lunch, watch Nine Inch Nails, take a shower, and... now I'm here. X_X Exciting, ne? While I was eating lunch my brother turned on "Fear Factor" (-_-) and the first task was to run through a trench of cow parts and get to the end of the trench which contained cow jaws which you had to tear the meat off with your teeth, spit it into a meat grinder, grind the meat off and then drink the juices. "Fear Factor" pisses me off so fucking much because they take innocent animal's dead bodies and turn them into something for some sick game with no morals. People need to leave animals' bodies alone and allow them to take nature's toll unless they contain some type of disease. I got pissed and turned it... I hate that show and wish it were canceled.

I feel sick and all pukey... I better get better tommorow because I don't want to have to take a puke bucket to the concert. >_<

I gotta go lay down and listen to some more Nine Inch Nails... hopefully I won't barf. @_@ Later.
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Thursday, June 8, 2006

   NO MORE SCHOOL!!!
Current Mood: Happy/Relieved
Current Song: Reila by Gazetto

Hey, everyone! <3 Today was a half day and also the last day of school... all we really did was have an awards ceremony. XD It was fun anyways and I'm happy that the torture of middle school is finally over... now I can go onto the torture of high school!!! ^-^ Ah, well, it's life, I'll learn how to deal. My friends made me wear pink today... >< I'm not as anti-pink as I used to be, though... I didn't really bother me except for the part that it was too short and I wore stilettos with it. XD It looked all right except that my shirt was too baggy and made me look like a fatass. XP Anyhow, when I first got to school, I immediately had to go to orchestra so that we could tune our instruments and practice a little before we performed during the ceremony. After a little ranting from our teacher, we finally went down there and listened to the chorus practice. There was a girl who had a simply beautiful voice... I couldn't help but smile as I watched. And the chorus teacher both sings and plays the piano AMAZINGLY. I could sit and listen to her for hours... she's also a nice woman, she's always smiling and happy and so kind to me even though I don't have her for a teacher. Anyway, we practiced afterwards and the rest of the school started to come in. When I was practicing, I saw my mom, dad, grandma, grandpa, and aunt all come in and sit down... it made me really happy. I told Mom and Dad that they didn't have to come, but they did anyway and so did the rest of my family! That made me really happy. ^-^ We performed and then the band did and tons of people got awards and stuff. I was sitting in the crowd singing "Reila" in my head (I know, I'm such a dork XD) whenever my social studies teacher came up to the podium and started talking about the award he was going to present. He starting saying stuff like "the next award I'm presenting goes to a young lady who often profoundly contributed to our discussions. Many students were amazed by her vast amount of knowledge and never ceased to amaze me. One of my favorite things she did often was whenever she wrote notes to me on her work but forgot to translate them... for they were in Japanese." Then I looked up and he smiled and sad "I present this award to Miss (My Name Here)." Everyone started clapping and I walked up to the podium, slightly shaking. I shook his hand while smiling and said "thank you, sir..." He just smiled back, handed me the trophy, and said "good job, you deserve it." That made me really happy... and it's weird because Social Studies isn't quite my forte... I mean, I'm not bad at it, but it's my 3rd best subject. The rest of the time I sung "Reila" in my head while smiling and holding my trophy, my family waving and giving me thumbs up. And, I also clapped for Zakuro both times she got an award... I dunno. I still haven't forgiven her, but I guess I would want her clapping for me... whatever, I clapped. X( Whenever it was finally over I went to thank my family for coming and my grandma and aunt both gave me graduation cards, my grandma's containing $20. I tried to give it back to her but she wouldn't take it... I feel so horrible whenever I take something. >_< I had to go back upstairs and say bye to everyone... they were all crying but I didn't shed a single tear. I was actually smiling. I hugged my friends and told them that I'd miss them and told them not to cry, I felt like a heartless bitch. They just laughed and I finally walked away. I don't see why everyone is so upset about it... we're all gonna see each other next year and all that's happening is the ending of a grade. I'm not gonna cry about it.

OMFG, my Areina-chan did the nicest thing for me last night!!! ^-^! She made me a Kyo-picture-thingy!!! It was so hawt I kept on staring at it for about 6 minutes straight, all the Kyo-hotness caused to start to worry if I was gonna drown on my drool. XD Areina-chan, thank you so much, I WUV JUU!!! <3!!!


THERE IT IS, THERE IT IS!!! <3 ^-^ *bounces*

Ah, I'm so happy that school is over!!! Finally, summer! ^o^ I plan on learning how to play piano, learn how to sew, study more Japanese, find some more J-rock bands, experiment with fashion and makeup designs, raise money to buy a pair of electric drums (I WANNA BE LIKE SHINYA-CHAN AND KAI-KUN!!! >O<), get more into Wicca, practice my viola more, get in shape with DDR, and spend more time with my kawaii little puppy. ^-^ It sounds like a lot, but that's basically what I do all the time, so I guess it won't be that much of a change. Either way, it'll be nice to get away from all the school work and rest until the horror of high school. XP


Kai-kun and...


Shinya-chan!!!

Criss Angel is so AWESOME!!! ^o^ On A&E, the play something called "Criss Angel's MINDFREAK." I watched the first season of it too, but they've started the second season and it's even better. Criss Angel is a modern-day magician who takes magic to the streets and scares the SHIT out of people. Plus, he's hot and has a kick-ass sense of style. ^_~ He's done a lot of magic tricks that have gained him the popularity of the modern day Houdini in the eyes of many magicians and viewers of the show. Some of my favorite tricks of his are swallowing needles and then pulling him out of his belly-button (XD), impaling himself on a fence but still alive, sawing HIMSELF in half, pulling a person apart, and trapping himself in a glass case of water. Plus, he's one of the very few American boys who looks adorable in a ponytale. ^^ He's freakin amazing and if you want to be scared shitless or begin to question the laws of physics, either go see Criss live at the Aladdin Hotel in Las Vegas (he's always there, 90% of the show is there) or do the easier thing, watch "Criss Angel's MINDFREAK" on A&E.


Aww...

Well, I'm done... I gotta do some of that summer loafing around I was talking about earlier. ^^
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Wednesday, June 7, 2006

   Aimai ne, Aimai ne...
Current Mood: Um... Don't Really Now
Current Song: Shadow Vl lll l by Gazetto

Yo-ness, everyone. ^-^ Today was, um... meteocre, if you wish to say it nicely. Two words: Field Day. Yes, today, was the dreaded and notorious Field Day... I'm sure all you Otakuites know about it. XD For an hour or so we had homebase and most of my friends either aren't in my homebase or were absent. ;_; So I was stuck with my pervy friend Kyle and some people I just occassionally hang out with when no one's around. XD Mostly we just made sexual puns and crap. >_<;

After a while we had to go to a graduation breakfast. It was so boring... >_< Except whenever some people, three out of six of them my friends, made some speeches, it got better then. My friend Rachel did an awesome speech and when she finished I resisted screaming "YEAH!!! THAT MY GIRL!!!" and cheering. XD I'm such a freak. We then got our food, which consisted of a doughnut, a sausage biscuit from Chick-Fil-A, and a glass of Sunny-D. I was kinda angry... we had to pay $5 a person for this and they gave us junk food. I wanted to eat some fruit or something. ;_; I sat down and was pretty quiet while I ate... I also noticed Zakuro sitting next to Rachel's crush. She always flirts with him and lately it's been really pissing Rachel off. I want to say something to her so bad... hurting me is one thing, but when you hurt my friends, you've crossed the fucking line. I resisted the urge to spit on her, call her a whore, and kick her out of her chair. I'm just gonna stay out of it because eventually she'll have no friends left. Plus, I'd rather be better off treating people how I want to be treated, no matter how bitchy.


Aww... they're so cuddly whenever they eat. ^-^

We had to go back to homebase after that... there I made a person out of toothpicks, marshmellows, and fruit loops. XD She was cute! LOL Then the made me make a guy and they, um... well, you get the picture. ><;

We went to Field day... it sucked and loud people kept on shouting in my ear and partially deafening me.

We then went outside and a bumble bee or junebug raped my head. XD I'm serious. I was talking to Kala when all of the sudden I looked up and I saw something flying towards me full force which then bounced off my head. XP I mainly just talked to Kala, hung out with "my baby's daddy", and took pictures with Savannah. For some reason whenever I take pictures they always turn out best whenever I'm not posing or they're spontanious. I also look the best with a slight smile or a sad smile... whenever I really do smile my face crunches up and my lips flatten out so it looks like my upper lip curls under... can you say ew? XD


At least I don't smile like Kyo-san here... still kawaii, though. XD

The rest of the day was basically routine, so I'm not gonna mention it.... ugh, I feel bored, so I'm gonna listen to some Gazetto! Loves!
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