Wednesday, April 11, 2007

   Motto Fukaku de Atama. (I don't know if that's right @_@)
Current Mood: Happy/Sleepy
Current Song: Fukai by Dir en grey

The rest of last night was alright. I sang my heart out to TMOAB and tried to scream, but failed miserably. -_- One time I tried to scream and I either sounded too much like a girl or just sounded tone-deaf. My dad and I went to eat at Taco Bell until we picked up my brother from his friends house. Whenever we got home I played my Gameboy while watching "Ninja Warrior" (my brother and dad watch it for the action, I watch it for the Japanese). I don't really remember what else I did, because I was so bored. But, I had such a weird dream last night. o_O I dreamt that I was surfing the web on a laptop at school while we were watching a film and I saw the title of a clip that said "Kyo crotch rubbing." X_X So, naturally, I clicked on the link, and it went to a clip of a guy who looks a lot like Kyo (he won a contest where he could get a makeover for Kyo in real life during the Gauze days) and Kyo sitting together in a diner. All of the sudden the guy who looked like Kyo started rubbing Kyo's crotch and Kyo was blushing while trying to get him to stop. It was really cute, but they kept on zooming in on Kyo's crotch and he was wearing tight gym pants. o//o Even in my dream, I was getting turned on and blushing. -//- I guess what the dream means is that one of the most important things to me is Kyo, and him being happy in general. Also, as long as he's made happy, even if it's not by me, I'll be okay with it because HE'S happy. That and I have a whole lot of sexual frustrations towards him. -_-'


His pants looked a whole lot like this... except, it showed... a... lot... *nosebleed* @//@

Today has been the same as all the other days. I woke up at around 9 to use the bathroom, then went back to sleep because there was no way I was going to stay up at 9 since it's my vacation, dammit! >( My brother woke me up at 1:30 and I ate a peanut butter and jelly sandwich for lunch. After that I took a shower and got on the computer. I tried posting, but my computer was being stupid and wouldn't let me on MyO. *facepalm* After that I played more of my Gameboy and cleaned up my room a little since Mom asked me to. Then agian, my room is a bomb shelter, so I didn't get much done. I layed around for a while until my neighbor, Tina, called me a said she would cut my hair. I went over to her house and gave her the picture of Kyo I wanted my hair modeled after and I thought she was going to have a heart attack because of how short it was compaired to my hair. XD For a while she kept on calling Kyo "she" and tried not to laugh. (the picture was after the "Kisou" era) Eventually I said something about "him" or "his" and she said "oh!!! I thought he was a girl!" XD Ahhhh, poor Kyo. He's too pretty for most Americans. T^T *huggles him* My mom came in and I told her how Tina thought Kyo was a girl and my mom started picking on him. -_- My family loves doing that to me. Whenever Tina was cutting my hair, she kept on gushing about how pretty and healthy my hair is. XD I guess it's because I don't blow dry it or anything. Eventually she finished my hair and took me to see it. I think it looks okay, but maybe whenever it gets less poofy and grows out a little longer, it'll look more like Kyo's. :3 Now I'm just trying to get used to it. XD Whenever my parents were home, I showed them a recent picture of Kyo and said "see, he looks more manly!!!" and they took a look at it and mumbled. Hah, they know I'm right!!! >D


He's just too much man for them to handle. T^T

Well, that was my day and my ackward last night. -//- Hopefully my dream tonight won't make me blush everytime I think about it. Mata ne~!
+Momo+
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