Tuesday, May 8, 2007

   Momo's Mediocre Life....
Current Mood: Tired
Current Song: THE PLEDGE by Dir en grey
Currently Watching: Ferris Bueller's Day Off

Hello. Nothing last night was particalary special. All I did was sleep until dinner came and I ate some yummy sauteed brocolli with rice. :D *wiggles* After eating I started playing my bass and practiced for over half an hour before I took a shower and went to bed. X_X Exciiiiiiting.

Today wasn't as cold as yeterday, thank God, but it was still chilly. -_- In Orchestra we played for 115 minutes, and only had 5 minutes to pack up and talk to our friends. >_< God, I can't wait until I'm out of that class! In Art every one was finishing up their masks, but I had already done that so I didn't have anything to do. I read a little bit more of Jekyll & Hyde before I went to my locker to get some English homework and finished that. Once I was done, I took a nap for the rest of the period, and my God, it was wonderful. :3 During lunch Stacy made me put one of her shirts on and I was really uncomfortable in it since it was so revieling (it cut down so it was JUST aligned with my bra and it showed my back), but she wouldn't give me back my shirt until I whined enough. Everyone "awww"ed whenever I came out and said that I looked cute, though. @//@ She says she's gonna bring me a shirt tommorow. -_- In Science we discussed eclipses and the rotation of the earth. Matt was fucking with my pen and I yelled "STOP!" and my teacher stopped what he was doing and stared at me, and I felt like the entire class was too. I hid behind my hands and avoided eye contact since I was so embarassed.... I almost started crying. Eventually he stopped. -_- I'm such a fucking loser. I studied some Japanese, although I tried to pay attention after the pen incident. In English we reviewed a short story we read, studied semicolons and colons, and took a test on it. Bleh. I did get to read a little bit more of Jekyll & Hyde and write some lyrics, though. ^_^ Today I had to ride home on Nicole's lap in the car. XD She said that I had a bony ass, which is suprising, considering that I'm not the smallest chick in the world. o_O Whenever I got home, I ate some popcorn and listened to the unplugged versions of "Namamekashiki Ansoku, Tamerai ni Hohoemi" (long name @_@), "THE PLEDGE", and "Conceived Sorrow." "THE PLEDGE" and "Nama" (what I call it for short) made me cry while I was singing to it. I personally like the unplugged version of "Nama" better than the original because it and Kyo's voice contradict each other so much, that it just makes a beautiful pair. I also feel like that the piano is the beauty I see in him, and his screaming is the pain. The song, overall, is just a great metaphor. :3 I surfed around on the net until my mom came home and told me that I needed to get off the computer. -_- Nice seeing you too, Mom.



I guess I better go before my mom pisses me off more. Mata ne.
+Momo+

EDIT: I forgot to put something in my post earlier. In Orchestra, one of my friends asked me if I had one wish, what it would be? I thought really hard about it. At first I wanted it to be with Kyo... but then it seemed just childish and I actually thought about the consequences. Then I thought "world peace", but in the end, I know that will never exist and that's way too childish too. After I while I thought for Kyo to be happy would be a nice wish... but what if there are somethings that hurt him when he's happy (ie: possibly death if he becomes depressed.... just an extreme example @_@). Then I found what I really wanted-to sit down and have a talk with Kyo. Not Kyo to fan. Just person to person and actually get to know him. I can read all the facts in the world about his life and him, but I can never really know Kyo until I have a heart to heart conversation with him. And I think that's what I want the most. Call it what you want.

Now-I have a question for YOU. If you had only one wish, what would yours be?
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