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Friday, May 18, 2007


   You Can't Break My Soul
Current Mood: Content, but hungry
Current Song: Clever Sleazoid by Dir en grey
Currently Watching: That's So Raven


I was gonna post the other day, but MyO crapped out on me. I'm sorry. -_- Thank you guys so much for all the kind comments, they really helped me. You guys mean so much to me and even though I don't know you all personally, I feel closer to you guys than all my friends here combined. I really appreciate how I can pour my soul out to you guys and you won't judge me. Thank you.

I've felt a hell of a lot better lately. All I really needed to do was listen to some upbeat songs ("umbrella" and "HADES", although the lyrics aren't all that upbeat XD) and watch a few DIRU lives to feel better. I've decided to drop trying to stray away from Kyo and Dir en grey, because I love them, and they always make me feel great whenever everything else comes crashing down. I know that I may never see them live, or ever meet them, but that's okay-I'll live with it. Today in orchestra we got off early and I read "Black Coffee Blues" by Henry Rollins (my absolutely favorite book of all time). I love BCB, it's so raw and truthful. Henry's prose is gorgeous and I was left breathless the first time I read it. I really recommend it. ^_^ In Art I finished my rendition of "The Scream." It turned out okay, but I pray to Kyo that I will never have to work with oil pastels again. -_- I didn't really do anything during lunch... I've been unusually quiet around my friends since my breakdown. In Science we worked in our workbook and I read some more of BCB. I feel like Matt and I are drifting farther and farther apart. Maybe it's because he's not paying as much attention to me as he did for a while, or that he's treating me more like a guy than a girl. I guess having a crush on him doesn't really help. In English we worked on our essays, which is how a song relates to the human condition. I chose "DRAIN AWAY." ^w^ *wiggles* Whenever I got home, I tried to get on the computer, but Mom kicked me off. -_- I read some of BCB, but I got a little tired and took a nap. Whenever I woke up, I read some more (what?! It's addictive!!! XD), and watched "Scrubs" before I got on here.


I'm sorry for trying to neglet you, Kyo, dear. *hugs*

I guess I better go eat dinner since my tummy is growling. Once again, thank you guys. I love you all~!!!
+Momo+

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