Monday, May 21, 2007

   Sweet My Honey
Current Mood: Tired
Current Song: ZOMBOID by Dir en grey
Currently Watching: Spongebob Squarepants (XD)

Hello, everyone. :3 Today was pretty nice. In Orchestra we played about 10 minutes before we left, as usual, but I did get to talk with Storm. We started dancing around and singing to Marilyn Manson songs. It would have been perfect if Storm and I were dressed like the slasher girls (two girls who normally went to Manson concerts who carved the name "MARILYN" and the other "MANSON" into their chests) whenever we were dancing around and singing "Disposable Teens." X3

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Disposable Teens by Marilyn Manson
and I'm a black rainbow
and I'm an ape of god
I got a face that's made for doing violence upon
I'm a teen distortion
survived abortion
a rebel from the waist down

I wanna thank you mom
I wanna thank you dad
for bringing this fucking world
to a bitter end
I never really hated a one true god
but the god of the people I hated

you said you wanted evolution
the ape was a great big hit
you say you want a revolution, man
and I say that you're full of shit

we're disposable teens
we're disposable teens
we're disposable teens
we're disposable

we're disposable teens
we're disposable teens
we're disposable teens
we're disposable

you said you wanted evolution
the ape was a great big hit
you say you want a revolution, man
and I say that you're full of shit

The more that you fear us
the bigger we get
the more that you fear us
the bigger we get
and don't be surprised, don't be surprised
don't be surprised when we destroy all of it

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In Art everyone finished up their oil pastels, but I was already done, so I worked on my homework. We had to draw a picture from an ant's point of view, so I decided to draw a strawberry. It turned out to look like it was partially rotted (I did get a kick out of it, though, because of the line "kusatta ichigo asoko no naka" ["the rotten strawberry inside the pussy"] from "FILTH" X3) and beat it with an ugly stick, though, so I'll just use a free homework pass. :/ I don't feel like drawing it again. In Art whenever I was drawing the fugly (fuckin'-ugly) strawberry, I kept on wishing I had my angel Kyo picture with me so I could work on it. During lunch I kept on staring at Spencer and I feel like such a stalker. Whenever he would pass by, Stacie would say "okay, Becky, smile and act cute", but I could only blush and hide behind my jacket. @//@ He's so damn beautiful. At the beginning of science, I was telling Korki about my Kyo picture and Matt thought I said that I masturbated to a picture of Kyo. o///////////o Then Korki and Matt started going into detail and talking about Kyo's.... parts *twitches* and I all I could do was turn bright red and hide my head. -//- To tell the truth, I honestly can't think of Kyo naked. I just get way too embarassed and feel filthy. XD During the rest of Science, I didn't really pay attention, I just drew this picture I've had in my head for a while. I drew a picture of a weak, frail looking hand laying in a pool of blood. Instead of it being blood, though, it's the lyrics from "THE FINAL." I drew that because of the line "chi wo nagasu tabi ni, ikiteru wake miidasu kotoba ga azayaka de" ("every time I drain my blood, the meaning of my life becomes vibrant"... or something like that @_@) is very visual to me, and that's what I see. On my way to English class, I saw Spencer again and I realized why I like him so much-he reminds me of Shinya! He has this frail, feminine-looking body, shaggy hair, and a smile that cannot be described. And, he likes Dir en grey. X3 In English we went to the computer lab to take an EOC pre-test and worked on our essays for the human condition. After school I saw Spencer again and Nicole screamed at me for being so shy and looking over at him so girlishly. If I'm like this around just normal guys, imagine what I'll be like if I ever meet Kyo. I'll be staring at the ground the entire time, shaking, as red as a strawberry, sweating, and probably not even be able to speak. XD Yup.


*chokes on water* @//@

I want to work on the rest of my angel Kyo picture, but on the picture, part of his head is cut off because of the bucket. @_@ So I'll have to go through my photobucket (it's not as easy as it sounds.... that's about 880 pictures o_o) and find a substitute. I'll see you guys later. Daisuki~!!!
+Momo+
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