Thursday, May 24, 2007

   Wrist-Cut Show
Current Mood: Bouncy
Current Song: Machiavellism by Dir en grey
Currently Watching: America's Funniest Home Videos

For some reason today, I've been inexplicably hyper. o_O Anyway, before school today, I decided to do something totally stupid and experimented with makeup by trying to imitate Kyo's eyes in the "-saku-" PV. XD I had to rub off some of the red eyeshadow to make it look more faded, cake on the liquid eyeliner, and put some SERIOUS mascara on my lower eyelashes. @_@ Luckily, it worked out. ^_^ It probably would've looked more like his if I didn't have any eyebrows, too (but, my parents would kick my ass if I shaved off my eyebrows). Whenever I got to school Devon commented on my hyperness and I just laughed. Normally I'm a zombie in the mornings. During Orchestra, our teachers were a little bitchier than normal, but I'm not all that suprised since we're having a concert in a week. After playing, my friend Kimberly came up to me and told me Myra, one of my friends in orchetra, was in the mental hospital. I was wondering if Myra was alright or not since it had been a week since she was in school, and she had been carried out of the lunch room in a streacher. Her friend said that she wasn't eating all that much lately, so I thought it might be anorexia. Whenever I asked Kimberly why Myra was in the hospital, she said that she tried to kill herself. She overdosed on some pills, and that's why she passed out. I noticed that Myra wasn't as happy as she usually was, but she lost a scholorship at the beginning of the year because she didn't have a social security number and her family had had some financial trouble. I thought she was just upset, and wasn't depressed or anything. I guess some people's signs are more obvious than others. But I really want to talk to Myra, because in 7th grade I wanted to commit suicide so many times. My life is worse than it was in 7th grade, but I'm so much happier. I want to help her because it kills me to know that someone else hurt as much as I did. In Art we finally painted our clay masks that we made a while back and I laughed whenever I remembered how ugly mine was. XD So, I took out my picture of the noh mask I was modeling it afterwards and painted it with glaze. I was painting it and brushed some of my hair away with my knuckle and got some black paint on my eyebrow. XD Luckily, I have REALLY dark brown hair so no one could tell. After painting my mask, I worked more on my ink drawing and finished it!!!! ^o^ But whenever I showed it to Mrs. Parnell, she said she wanted me to do another one because we were going to work on it all next week and I had more than 10% of white on the picture. I don't wanna do it again.... T~T During lunch I kept on complaining about how much my ass hurt (I pulled a muscle... no idea how, though o_O) and backing up into Stacie saying "rub it. Rub it!" XD During Science people were presenting their projects and I was so bored, I thought I was going to fall asleep. I eventually studied some Japanese instead (my teacher was behind me, so he couldn't see me writing), so I wouldn't get a bad grade for not paying attention. After two people presented, we watched some of a DVD of "Planet Earth" and I read "Japanese for Dummies" to pass the time. There's some stuff I really need to learn, so I may make a list. In English all we did was have an EOC practice test and I got all 52 questions right except for one, so I feel like I'll do alright. Tommorow we have to take an online EOC and take another one that's paper and pencil the friday after next. -_- Greeeeeeeeeat. After school everyone laughed at my hyperness and Sydney was disturbed that I said Kyo vomiting (fake vomit, people, fake vomit!) was hot. XD

Ugh, I hate to take the EOC at 7:35 in the morning tommorow. -_- Shouganai (everytime I say that, I think about Kaoru in the making of "Myaku" video XD). ;~; I guess I should study some more Japanese. Love you guys~!
+Momo+
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