Saturday, June 9, 2007

   INSPIRATION!!!
Current Mood: Tired
Current Song: ROTTING ROOT by Dir en grey

Yaaaaaaaaaaaay~! The rest of Thursday was great! :D I talked to Alayna on AIM for about 1 1/2-2 hours (which I haven't done in forever.... I miss my Areina-chan D:), layed around, and watched Apocolypto. Damn. That movie was INTENSE. Okay. This is the only evidence you need to know that the movie was awesome and that you need to watch it.

A GUY GOT HIS FACE BIT OFF BY A FUCKING JAGUAR.

Yeah. You just can't get anymore hardcore than that. I listened to Marilyn Manson's Mechanical Animals and felt really inspired, so, I dug up some of my old lyric scraps (I write little lines a lot of the time) and put a love song called "Decomposition" together and edited some of my less-than-great songs. The next day I scrapped together 3 other songs-"Red Planet," "Neo," and "Maggots and Honey." You have no idea how happy that makes me, because I haven't written a full song in about 3 months. D:

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Decomposition
Sipping on your poison
You embedded yourself into my bones
Sanding away the skin isn't enough
Beneath the rot and decay,
Your face can't be peeled away

All these skinless faces breaking me down
You're the only white rabbit that remains
Scorched and dead in this cold atmosphere
I know I can keep you safe in my leather-hard heart

Give me your opal smile
Give me your shining abyss eyes and
Give me your kiss that breathes life into the dead

You're a lost blosson swimming in a sea of bile
The petals of the fading dream unfurl
The sweet smell of rotting air
Take my hand and we'll bury ourselves under the dead ocean

All these skinless faces breaking me down
You're the only white rabbit that remains
Scorched and dead in this cold atmosphere
I know I can keep you safe in my leather-hard heart

Give me your opal smile
Give me your shining abyss eyes and
Give me your kiss that breathes life into the dead

Dream like you'll live forever
Die like you have

Maggots & Honey
Sweet quivering taste driving me into the ground
Can you resist the crying virgin?
Your wine-stained hands do not lie
Poking my fingers through the screen, just like I did with mother's shouji
Milky sweet entrails

Strawberry fantasies stain my sheets
Too many nights of being alone
I wanna suck child from mother
Ravish the tender youth
Will I ignite you? Will I set you free?
Super Sadist MOTHERFUCKER

Ripping the last gasp from my lungs
A constant hunger for your insides
It's always over too quickly for your taste, right?
A want for another trip burning inside you again
You want a second time, don't you?
Vulgarity in swallowing yourself

Crawling between my parted legs and give birth to a new venom
Becomes a part of me
Lay your eggs inside my throat
Before the wings begin to spread

Strawberry fantasies stain my sheets
Too many nights of being alone
I wanna suck child from mother
Ravish the tender youth
Will I ignite you? Will I set you free?
Super Sadist MOTHERFUCKER

Pump your cum into my veins
As a cheap late-night porno rolls behind my eyes
Buried alive in a sea of sex

Neo
Gluttonous pigs
Ravaging the gin-soaked powder white flowers
Painted lips and smiling eyes;
An absence of life
My broken voice pales in comparison
Throwing cash into the empty chest cavity

Sticky sweet rush
Bliss trickling down my spine
Nerves on end, about to burst

Fuck my red mouth
Full of BDSM

Let the flowers of malice bloom freely
Swallow the dream
Losing sight of my true self
My morals blend into this vomit-soaked society
Grasping for something left while this false reality fades
Flying on devil's wings

Sing me your sins and I'll scream you your lies
The crusifix isn't healing now
I'm ruled by Saturn
Human skin and dead hair wrapped around my bleeding heart

Sticky sweet rush
Bliss trickling down my spine
Nerves on end, about to burst

Fuck my red mouth
Full of BDSM

Red Planet
I closed the door to all my hopes and dreams
A streetlight moon on a charcoal sky
As the static sakura falls to the earth
I know that tommorow will be dead
The cancer has spread to my head and
My worth vanishes in the cold eyes

Eating away at my throat and
Tightly grapsing my tender heart
The world is solid
Blood red sky screaming
My skin dissapears in your venom kiss

So fragile
Snap my head off like a weed
My eyes have rusted over
Thorns weaving across my heart,
Your voice has raked me numb
When everything melts into ash
I'll swallow the teeth and hair
With a black tar smile

Eating away at my throat and
Tightly grapsing my tender heart
The world is solid
Blood red sky screaming
My skin dissapears in your venom kiss

With lips bitten rotten
The wish dies away
The fangs are pressed into my subconsiousness
Amber horizons smears into black
Clinging to my pulse like a disease
I hide under his skin and
Peel away my fingernails just as fast as I can rip myself open

Blood red sky screams

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Please tell me what you think, but don't be too terribly harsh. I haven't written in a while and my period is coming up. D:

Today has been okay. I woke up at 12:30 and took a shower before watching some PVs off of my WTD DVD. :3 We left at 1:20 since my brother and I had our guitar/bass lessons half an hour earlier than usual. Colton (my teacher) made sure my tabs for "Tourniquet" and "Merciless Cult" were right, and he's going to tab out "Jesus Christ Rock n' Roll" and "Machiavellism" for me. \^o^/ Yay~!!! After our lessons we went to go eat at Ryan's (a buffet place) and ate probably wayyyyyy too much sugar. @_@ After stuffing ourselves until our skin was about to bust off of us, my family went to Blockbuster and we got Pan's Labrinth. *SQUEE* ^o^!!! I can't wait to watch it, I've wanted to for such a long time. ^_^ Once I got home, I read some of Cell before I got on the computer. I need to practice my bass sometime. -__-

Hm. I've run out of things to say, lucky for you guys. Mata ne~!
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