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Thursday, August 16, 2007


   Koe ga Kareru Made, Saigo no....
Current Mood: Happy
Current Song: AMBER by Dir en grey
Currently Watching: Spongebob Squarepants


Hm, yesterday I didn't really do anything all that exciting. I stared reading some manga (if I'm gonna read so much Naruto, I need to read some Nana and Chobits too :O) and decided I was going to put my cold hands on my brother (I can get the coldest hands you've ever felt-I have dead people hands o_O), but we smashed heads together. OW. My brother has the hardest head out of anyone I know, and I hit it on a knot in his head (hehe... [a knot]. Get it? [a knot]? Eh, whatever). It felt like someone smashed a rock against my forehead and my eyes were watering. ;o; My head hurt for like an hour after that and I still have the lump. -_- I guess that's what I get for being mean to my brother, though. :/ I went to the gym again and I'm tired... I should've at least done some sit-ups whenever I was sick so I wouldn't fall out of the routine. -_- The rest of the night, I wrote, read (some of my book for school, manga, and KakaIru fics), and played video games. I decided to post my KakaIru fic onto a Livejournal community and I was very nervous. :X Whenever I went to bed, I looked up at my wall of worship and started thinking about Kyo. The performance of "AMBER" from "The Code of VULGAR[ism]" began playing in my head and I just searched my feelings and started crying. It wasn't a sad cry, but it wasn't really happy cry either. Sometimes I just feel overwhelmed by my feelings (they're not always bad feelings) and start bawling like a baby. I do that a lot whenever I think about Kyo. The way I feel is so hard to explain... whenever I see him, it's like my heart explodes. He's so incredibly gorgeous, and the voice he emits makes me forget about everything else. It's like all of the world's beauty bleeds through him. I want to say it's love, but I don't know if that's true. Dammit, I'm got teary again. @_@


God... it's like the whole fucking world melts around him.

Today I woke up at 11:45 and immediately checked what the people had to say about the story. XD; I was so nervous that my tummy started to hurt, but I was so happy to hear that everyone had only good things to say about it. One person even added the story to their memories, and another said that I was better than some older members of the community. *shiny eyes* I was so afraid that everyone was gonna scream at me that I sucked. @_@; I ate a quesodilla while blankly watching The Price is Right (I have a conspiracy that Bob Barker is a vampire, and will never die o_O). I took a shower and then posted "Winter", my short Kyo story that I posted up here a while ago on LJ and now I'm here.

I really should start sewing on my onigiri pillow that I already have cut out. @_@ See ya later~!
+Momo+

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