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myOtaku.com: PeachesXCream


Saturday, September 29, 2007

Ick.
Current Mood: Apathetic
Current Song: Stealing Society by System of a Down

You guys, I've been using LJ and MySpace (...I don't even like it. I don't know why I use it. @_@) a lot lately. I'll still be on here, but I haven't been as much and I don't want to sever my ties with you guys. I love all of you!!! D:

Add me as-

egnirysbust on LJ

and dead.angle.show on MySpace.

Anyway... that's all said and done. I've started taking my depression pills again and I have been for about a week. I started crying whenever I asked my mom, because I knew that my parents were so proud of me for getting off of them and I finally felt normal for once. I hate having to take those damn things... like I have to put something in my body to actually make me feel human. The good thing is, I've felt a little better since I've started taking them. It's helped ease my anxiety and depression, although I'm still pretty sensitive about stuff. My dad said that he wanted to die the other day (once again) and I started crying in front of him.

Drama's ensuing... another thing I don't need. I made friends with a guy named Elijah about three weeks ago, who's Gaia's twin brother. He's so awesome... he's funny, sweet, is a DIRU fan, and is into Japanese stuff (although not nearly as heavy as I am). I've started liking him and he said that he likes me. Pretty sweet, huh?

Nope.

Storm likes him. Finally whenever someone comes into my life that actually LIKES me and isn't a totally asshole or stalker, a block comes up. All my friends say that I should date him if he asks me out anyway, but I don't want to do that to her. Whenever Kala did that to me and whenever Melody tried to do that to me TWICE, I felt like nothing. And I never want to make anyone I care about feel like that. Stacie eventually told Storm and Storm said that I need to date him... and that if I don't, she'll be mad at me for it. It want to... I really want to, but I don't know if I will. I probably don't even need a boyfriend right now.

Ick. So that's my life right now. It's better than it was since I'm not wanting to break down crying every night. I love you guys. Hope to see some adds from ya... mata ne.
+Momo+
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