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Tuesday, October 30, 2007

I Want My Face to Melt Off
Current Mood: Crushed
Current Song: Violent Pornography by System of a Down

So... I'm around 80% sure that my father is cheating on my mom. He's always talking about Laura, she comes to our house at least once a week and he walks her out, he talks to her every day, Laura has an unstable relationship with her husband, my dad seems not to love my mother anymore, both my mom and brother think that he's cheating too, etc. I've learned to hate the words "I love you" in a very short amount of time. He keeps on telling me that he loves me and always will, over and over again, like you do before something big's about to go down. Last night I was saying good night to him and he was writing an e-mail to Laura. I say that he had written "I love you" at the bottom and erased it whenever he saw I was coming.

I'm not a child anymore. I'm not an idiot. I catch on fast.

I cried for around half an hour last night. My whole body aches because I feel so miserable just seeing him and thinking about him. The thought of them together makes me physically ill. I'm still trying to decide if I'm going to tell my mom about the e-mail thing.

My birthday party is this weekend and at Laura's house, and I don't want to have it... I didn't even want it in the first place. If she really is the cheating bitch that has pried herself into my life and torn apart my brain, picking out everything but paranoia, I want no part of her.

My dog's ribs really hurt today and my brother and I both said that we wondered if he kicked her. I don't recognize the man living in my house anymore. In my mind, my father died a month ago. All that's left is an empty shell.
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