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Saturday, March 11, 2006

   It's the End of the World As We Know It & I Feel Fine....
Current Mood: Crappy
Current Song: Saku by Dir en Grey

God, life has been crappy lately. For about the past month or so, I've felt pretty depressed and out of place. I have no idea why, but I don't really care. Okay, I do knowt hat part of it has to deal with the guy I like and that I don't want to like. See, I've liked him since before last October and had to watch him date two girls (one of them a good friend) and then Zakuro did that retarted "Truth or Dare" thing. I hate that guy so much right now and want to push him out of my mind... I should probably practice the principals of Buddah right now and try to be without desire... it's not doing me any good, anyways. >_< I also broke up with my boyfriend about a month ago, but he still loves me, so I got that guilt on my shoulders. I don't know what do to... I think I'm just gonna perform a cleansing ritual and hope that everything will turn out okay. Please, God, don't let this be a repeat of last year.



It's harder to be happy than I thought it was. Last night I talked to Zakuro for about an hour and she finally got me to say what was on my mind... and I told her how hurt and betrayed I felt for what she did to me. She said she would feel the same way and screamed, "then why did you do it?!" She then retaliated by saying she was sorry and that she didn't know why she did it and I said "see? That's why I didn't want to tell you what is with me" and I hung up on her. It's my fault for raising my voice at her and being such a bitch. I called her but her dad picked up the phone, but I haven't been able to apologize... I don't feel like I should have to, though.



I gotta go work on schoolwork... great.
+Momo+
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