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Monday, March 13, 2006


   Cross my heart & hope to die but the needle's already in my eye...
Current Mood: Angry
Current Song: Dreams in Digital by Orgy


God, I am so pissed right now.. that retard I like likes Zakuro now, even after kissing her. I think Zakuro is starting to like him and even might go out with him, which makes me even ANGRIER because I had to suffer through one friend dating him, I don't want another to do the same. I'm so tired of trying to do something nice and just get stabbed in the back in return, like everything I do turns to complete and total shit. I feel like just laying beneath the stars and forget about everything and everyone I know... to start anew and forget about all these foolish feelings I harbor.



I decided to let myself be sad and angry just this one day and ONLY this one day. Then I'll get back on my feet and turn to my normal self, because I didn't get here to just get pushed back down by some dumbass guy. I've been trampled on too many times to let this one thing get to me. I'm stronger than that, and I know it. The fire still burns in me even though it's harder to find now.



I've felt really connected to nature right now... it's finally starting to get warm now and it feels so good. Today at school the teacher opened the windows and an occasional breeze would blow through and it felt like I was at the beach with the sand between my toes and my hair sticky with salt water... I felt so at peace. All I seem to want to do now is walk down the street where a ghetto close by is and go to the park. There I'll swing on one of their crappy, rusty swings and feel the wind blowing on my face, completely carefree and forget all my troubles. Then I'll go to the local ice cream store and watch all the cars pass by, mezmerised how everything around me seems to be going in fast-forward motion and how I'm frozen in time. I think I'll do that when mom gets back...



Well, I gots to go. See you, my beloved darklings.
+Momo, your favorite Peach+

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