myOtaku.com: PeachesXCream

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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-10-26
Gender
• Female
Location
• In the US of A. :B
Member Since
• 2006-02-27
Occupation
• Obssesor, fangirl, idiot, menace to society, etc.
Real Name
• *shifty eyes* Momo...

Personal

Achievements
• I know a little Japanese. :D
Anime Fan Since
• Before I was an embryo. o_O
Favorite Anime
• DEATH NOTE (:D), Chobits, Trigun, Hana Kimi, Naruto, any shoujo, yaoi, or yuri.
Goals
• To meet Dir en grey, start a band, move to Japan, and become a Japanese translator.
Hobbies
• Listening to music, reading, studying Japanese, writing, watching movies, obsessing, smelling things, etc.
Talents
• I'm okay at learning different languages and am pretty open minded...

myOtaku.com: PeachesXCream

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

She gets so sick of crying.
Current Mood: Upset
Current Song: Hurt by Nine Inch Nails

God, I feel so terrible. I've tried to be happy and feel good about how awesome my life is, but I can't bring myself to do it. I know that some people have friends that are dying, they are dying, are starving, and have a terrible life, but I can't stop feeling bad for myself and that makes me hate myself even more... today in the car rider line Zakuro told me that she's considering that she may go out with the guy I like since he asked her... I don't even think she really likes him, just wants someone to call her boyfriend, which is wrong. The reason I say this (no matter how malicious it sounds) is because whenever I used to talk about him she got annoyed and called him stupid and ugly and stuff and now she's thinking of going out with him... whenever she told me this, I waited until she left, but then I ran off and started crying, I couldn't help it. I felt so embarassed because everyone was staring at me and asking what was wrong with me and I felt so ashamed for crying... I just felt so overwhelmed with sorrow that I couldn't help it. She doesn't know how much this hurts me, I feel like dying just thinking about them together. But if she wants to go out with him, and it's because she truly likes him, she should go out with him. One of my other friends dated him when she knew how much I like him, so why shouldn't Zakuro stab me in the back too? It's not like anyone cares that I like him...

I feel so tired... my head hurts, my eyes hurts, my nose is stuffy, I'm starting to cough, I keep on coughing up tons of phlem, and I just want to go to sleep and wake up whenever everything is alright. I'm just tired of getting trampled on by the people who I trust most... I'm trying to be happy about my life, I really am, but I still feel sucky. I'm not PMSing or anything, I just feel terrible. It sucks and I feel ungrateful and like one of those little emo fags.

I didn't get to go outside last night... I know it sounds childish and ridiculous, but having one more thing that I wasn't able to do almost made me cry... I didn't, though. Thank God.

I'm too tired to put up pictures. I know, I'm a lazy S.O.B.
+Momo, your little emo faggot+
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