Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Pomegrante Color... (Gah, I can spell it better in Japanese -_-)
Current Mood: Agitated
Current Song: OBSCURE by Dir en Grey (I can't get it out of my head!!! XD)

Man, I can't get "OBSCURE" out of my head... the PV and song keep on playing over and over in my head. I know it's my favorite song and PV, but DAMN!!! I've had it in my head for five days straight so far. Yet I'm not tired of it... but Kyo is just so damn sexy, I can't help it!!! ;_; I've had little daydreams of me and him in Japan walking through parks and taking pictures in phone booths together and eating in fast food restaraunts together... so cute but I only wish it were true!!! ToT Even a handshake would suffice for me to be pleased... KYO, SHAKE MY HAND!!! TOT (Eh, sorry... chocolate and coke isn't something good to mix together... -_-) He's just so adorable without even trying and even the nastiest things he does is adorable to do. My brother thinks it's disgusting whenever he pukes but I'm like "aww... how adorable!! Get him some listerine!" or something. Gah, I'm so fangirl-ish. ;_;


Aw... too cute!!! T-T

Tommorow I'm going on a field trip and guess when I have to be at the school? 5:30 IN THE FREAKIN MORNING. I'm so not a morning person and I value my sleep... I'm thinking of just doing an all-nighter since I've stayed up later. -_- The ride is 3-4 hours WITH ALL THE IDIOTS IN MY CLASS. Luckily, Zakuro will be sitting either in front or behind me and I get two seats all to myself. ^^ Yays! I'm gonna take my DIRU CDs, my notebook (to write yaoi and songs XD), my Japanese book, and a camera. I'll probably listen to Kyo's sexy voice and sleep the entire way. It was really funny last field trip because I fell asleep while listening to my CD with maximum volume (I do that all the time) and it was during "Beautiful Dirt" and my friends couldn't see how I could fall asleep through all the screaming. LOL We get to visit gardens and chapels so I'll probably get inspired to write a song-yay!!! ^^


I hope they have sakura! :D

As Oneechan requested... I'm going to post up the song about Kyo. Remember, I was very emotional whenever I wrote this, had listened to some DIRU songs before, and DON'T LAUGH. Here it is-

Two Hearts, One Voice
Upon a sea, you stand alone
Do they hear your heart or screams?
Invisible tears and heartfelt cries
Do you remember all those nights you spent alone?
You wanted someone to hear you
You wanted them to love you
All those things you now have
But your heart still feels hollow

To them, all your feelings are just words
A simple excuse just to revolt
Whenever you're on that stage,
I see myself
Your sorrow is so beautiful
When I look in the mirror,
I see you.
Two hearts, one voice

Hiding behind your mask
You allow yourself to cry
You pour your soul out to the world
Solitude seems to be the only thing you understand
Love is pain
Through all the bloodstains
And when the lights have dimmed
You are the only one that remains

To them, all your feelings are just words
A simple excuse just to revolt
Whenever you're on that stage,
I see myself
Your sorrow is so beautiful
When I look in the mirror,
I see you.
Two hearts, one voice

Come with me and we'll sing together
Until everyone has left
And our pulse has stopped
We'll sing like one's listening
Like no one cares
The world is our stage
We have nothing to fear
Stitch our two hearts together
We'll sing with one voice.

I know it sucks, and that it's not my best song, but it means a lot to me and how close I feel to Kyo. Please don't make fun of my song. ;_; I gots to go... I love you guys!
+Momo+
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