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Thursday, May 11, 2006
I Will Make You Hurt...
Current Mood: Angry
Current Song: OBSCURE by Dir en Grey
I give up. Everything I do... is meaningless. It just ends up reversing itself and coming back to kick me in the ass. I let people take advantage of me... I let them break me down. Even the people I thought cared about me. You see, the boy I like is also the boy that Zakuro likes. But I haven't said anything and I been quiet so she could have him even though she kissed the guy I was practically infatuated with. I let that go even though it still hurts and I pushed my feelings aside for her. So, I did what she asked me to do... to ask if he liked her. Also, one of my supposed "friends" told her that I showed him a note that talked about him that she wrote WHICH I DIDN'T. Now she's believing that bitch instead of me... someone who's gotten fucked in the ass by her but still stuck around. Zakuro even threatened to kill me and gut me like a pig... yeah, some friend she is. I'm tired of it. I told her that I'm not gonna do anymore favors for her and she can forget about asking me about it. I'm so tired of trusting people and just getting hurt in return. I want to help people, but why does having to do good have to hurt so much?! God, I wish everything would just turn out alright and I wouldn't have to deal with all this crap that I get all the time... and Zakuro, if you're reading this, I'm NOT taking any of this back. If you were my friend, you wouldn't have put me through all this shit. Go ahead. Have Aaron. I don't give a fuck anymore.
Mushi by Dir en Grey (Translated by Centigrade-J
I can't confide in anyone,
I can't trust any of them,
don't you see, you can't see it all
without the light shining upon me,
even now, I'm wilting.
what I can't reveal
is my weakness, my past
there's something to gain but
No doubt, the kindness I hold fast to
will go away.
the simple answer is to live,
go back to the drawing board,
and try again in the next life.
the heart shuts itself
still now falling apart.
days I laughed
holding back the tears.
the heart showed me there was no reason to believe.
the hypocrite who killed me.
the heart shuts itself
still now crumbling apart
days I screamed,
holding back the tears
the heart left me the strength to believe there's a reason
it was my very own heart that killed me.
Yeah, so that's my day. Real fun...
+Momo+
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