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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-10-26
Gender
• Female
Location
• In the US of A. :B
Member Since
• 2006-02-27
Occupation
• Obssesor, fangirl, idiot, menace to society, etc.
Real Name
• *shifty eyes* Momo...

Personal

Achievements
• I know a little Japanese. :D
Anime Fan Since
• Before I was an embryo. o_O
Favorite Anime
• DEATH NOTE (:D), Chobits, Trigun, Hana Kimi, Naruto, any shoujo, yaoi, or yuri.
Goals
• To meet Dir en grey, start a band, move to Japan, and become a Japanese translator.
Hobbies
• Listening to music, reading, studying Japanese, writing, watching movies, obsessing, smelling things, etc.
Talents
• I'm okay at learning different languages and am pretty open minded...

myOtaku.com: PeachesXCream

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

DIRU, Tests, Dreams, and Boredom...
Current Mood: Angry/Tired
Current Song: Schwein No Isu by Dir en Grey

Alright, now that all the tests are out of the way and everything is somewhat more calm, I can write a longer post despite how boring it may be. Okay, so yesterday I had to take the End of Grade Reading test and it was EASY and I got to study Japanese afterwards. ^-^ Today I had the End of Grade Math test... I suck at Math, I always get my B's in there where I get A's everywhere else. >_< Anyhow, the E.O.G. math test was HARD and I struggled through it to the end. I think I have a descent score, though, if all the idiots I know in my grade have passed. And Jesse got to sit next to me, so I was happy. ^^ We started writing notes on the scrap sheet of paper we received... I love her, she's so much fun and even though we're so different, our friendship is still strong. I'm gonna miss her and Oneechan over the summer... ;_; At least I still have my Areina-chan!!! ^O^ *dances*

I'm so tired of seeing and hearing Zakuro. Everytime I do, I feel like screaming and that she'd go away. Everytime I hear her laugh, I want to cry. Last night I had a dream that Zakuro tried to apologize to me... I don't remember if I forgave her or not, but it's not the first dream about it I've had. I just wish that I could have someone that I truly rely on. I mean, I have all my friends (who are awesome and I'd be lost without), but I've been hurt so much I can't help but wonder what happens whenever I'm away. Do they talk about me? Do they laugh at me behind my back? Do they really think I'm annoying? I can't even trust myself, much less people. People keep on mentioning her and I want to run away. Her friend (and my friend), Krystal, talked to me and she got me to talk about her and I ended up tearing up... a few tears slid down my cheek whenever she left, but I wiped them off and studied some Japanese to take my mind off of it. I always do that when I feel sad... I run away from it by occupying me with something else. I'm a coward of my own emotions, always torturing me because I box them all in. I'm so glad that she's going to a different school than I am next year so I won't have to deal with her... I want to die whenever she's around.

Children by Dir en Grey
Sever the logic circuits with a razor
it's your fault for not understanding anything
dreams are worn, love is trite
in my head no outlet.

I can't control my mind
Can't control

Neo (?)

My logic circuits continue to hope for that
Unbeknownst to me No outlet.

It can't come out in words, it won't become words
those words destroy my heart.
I, who wore the mask of an adult,
just me and the knife which leaves nothing behind.

I can't control my mind
can't control

It can't come out in words, it won't become words
those words destroy the heart.
I, who wore the mask of an adult,
just me and the knife which leaves nothing behind.

I'll destroy now the foolish words, "play nice with the other kids"
I, who wear the mask of the devil,
I don't want to hear about something I can never have.

Well, I'm done with all my whining... I love you guys and appreciate that you listen to me. ^^ Arigato to sayonara~!
+Momo+
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