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Wednesday, June 14, 2006


   Foocha.
Current Mood: Psychological
Current Song: Children by Dir en Grey


Yesterday and today I've thought so much about Kyo... I thought about his scars and his pain. I was watching a video from the "It Withers And Withers Tour" and backstage saw him cleaning a cut that streached across his chest reading "NO FUTURE." Tears welled up in my eyes. I just want Kyo to stop hurting himself... I'm so afraid that he might commit suicide. I know he just doesn't do it on stage, he probably does the majority of it off stage. It just kills me to know that he's hurting himself and I can do absolutely nothing about it... if I were to know every single word in the Japanese vocabulary for just one day, I would spend it with Kyo trying to tell him how he's changed my life and why he should stop hurting himself... I would never be able to tell him how much he means to me, but I could at least try. I don't fucking know him, but I would trade almost anything to get him to be a happy person. Whenever I say that I don't love him, my heart doesn't believe it. I DO LOVE HIM. I don't know him, but he means the world to me. I just want him to stop hurting himself before it's too late to save him. Maybe I can make 1,000 paper cranes and send them to him with a note saying "You mean the world to me." Although he probably wouldn't see it, it would be worth something, at least.



Gah... I love summer break, but it's so effing boring... -_- All I do is lay around the house, get on the computer, watch TV, study some Japanese, play DDR, eat, bathe, and sleep... >_< I need some fucking variety!!! Gah... I'm like a crackhead going sober. XD

I'm bored, so... how about a survey! This one will be on my three favorite DIRU PVs, "OBSCURE", "[KR] Cube", and "Childprey." :D

OBSCURE
1. Who has to work the most complicated musical part?
2. Who has the coolest outfit?
3. Who has the coolest mutation/transformation?
4. Who has the weirdest mutation/transformation?
5. What do you love about it?

[KR] Cube
1. Who has the coolest outfit?
2. Who was the hottest?
3. Who looked the best with a weapon?
4. Who was the sluttiest?
5. What was your favorite part of the PV?

Childprey
1. Who has the coolest outfit?
2. What the hell do you think DIRU was on when they created this PV?
3. Who's spaceship would you want to take a peak in? (^.~)
4. What was your favorite part of the PV?
5. If you could change any part of this PV, what would it be?



MY ANSWERS
1. Shinya... he has to keep on drumming throughout that whole thing, poor guy!
2. Kyo! The gauze on his face is da shiznit. :3
3. Either Toshiya or Die... I can't decide between vampires and heart eating!!! >_<
4. Kaoru-bald Kao-chans are baaad... o_O
5. All of it! ^-^

1. Die! Nothing can beat Agent Andou! :D
2. Kyo or Die... they're both so drool-worthy.
3. Once again, DIE!!! He kicks ASS in this PV!!! ^o^
4. Toshiya... we love him for it. <3
5. Whenever Die put the gun to Kyo's head and he just looked at him like "What, foocha??? Shoot me!!!"

1. Kyo-what can I say? The boy can rock some outfits, now!!!
2. I don't know, but I want some. XD
3. Kyo's... XDDD
4. Whenever their heads exploded. Yay!!!
5. DIRU WITH NO CLOTHES ON!!! YEAH!!! X3

I'm watching "Unleashed" again... it's os effing cute. XD Later, foochas!
+Momo+

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