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Vitals

Birthday
• 1991-10-26
Gender
• Female
Location
• In the US of A. :B
Member Since
• 2006-02-27
Occupation
• Obssesor, fangirl, idiot, menace to society, etc.
Real Name
• *shifty eyes* Momo...

Personal

Achievements
• I know a little Japanese. :D
Anime Fan Since
• Before I was an embryo. o_O
Favorite Anime
• DEATH NOTE (:D), Chobits, Trigun, Hana Kimi, Naruto, any shoujo, yaoi, or yuri.
Goals
• To meet Dir en grey, start a band, move to Japan, and become a Japanese translator.
Hobbies
• Listening to music, reading, studying Japanese, writing, watching movies, obsessing, smelling things, etc.
Talents
• I'm okay at learning different languages and am pretty open minded...

myOtaku.com: PeachesXCream

Monday, July 3, 2006

Not-So-Short Update
Current Mood: Content
Current Song: Mr. Newsman by Dir en Grey

I took a nap and Daddy's back and everything is back to normal... y'know, except for my brother not being here. ;_; Don't tell anyone that I miss him, though. XD Dad had bought me and my brother a Naruto Konoha headband and I wore it for a while... Mom made fun of me for it and died laughing whenever I said "a ninja's gotta eat." X3 I'm such a dork. He also brought back a newspaper called "Janime" and has stuff on anime, Japanese culture, Japanese music, cosplay, all kinds of stuff. And guess who was featured in the music section? DIR EN GREY, BITCHES!!! ^O^ WhoooT!! *dances* They had a few pictures (most of them of Kyo, shirtless *drools*) from the concert in New York... they interviewed a few fans and security guards... I died laughing whenever one guard said "the lead singer is half my size but has about three times my energy. Make sure he hears that." XD I'm sure Kyo would really appreciate that comment. And one guy caught Shinya's drumstick... lucky fuck. I would love to have got it. ToT And they also had a little interview but they didn't really say much. -_- I'm still really sad that DIRU isn't coming to my state for the damn Family Values Tour... I feel like someone grabbed hold of my heart and ripped it out. *crawls up in a ball on the floor in her emo little world* Anyhow, I'm really happy that Dad's back and I got myself a Naruto headband and a DIRU article. ^-^

So hot.... >w<

I also got to watch the PV for "Jessica" (such a cute song ^-^) and I found pictures of Shinya with Miyu!!! I showed Mom a little bit of Shinya's part of AX TV and thought Miyu was adorable but suprised at how tiny he was... washing him in the sink. ^-^ Too cute!!! :3

Little Miyu...

...And Shinya. ^3^

For some reason I've felt kinda emo today... like whenever I was making some paper cranes (for the 1000 paper cranes for Kyo) I suddenly thought it was useless. And I felt slightly hypocritical. Who am I to tell Kyo what to do? And what will my opinion matter to him? I'm just another fangirl to him... he doesn't care. I felt alone right there. Because to me, Kyo is who I look up to the most and who I want to be... he's my everything. And to know that he doesn't care... it hurts. I don't know, it's stupid and fangirl-ish of me. When that hit me, I thought of how I'll never meet Kyo, or any celebrity I love, for that matter. I felt hollow. All I was able to do is sit back and let it seep in... it really hurt. It seems like everyone I care about is either too far away or/and has no feelings for me back. I just wanna dream in my own little world and forget about my troubles.

*sighs* Emo enough for you? Iouno... maybe I'm just tired even though it's only 1 in the morning and I already took a nap. I think something's fucked in my head.
+Momo+
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