Wednesday, July 5, 2006

   Wasuretai Desu...
Current Mood: Regretful
Current Song: All The Things She Said by tAtU

Konnichiwa, minna-san. How was everyone's 4th of July? Mine was descent enough, but not quite patriotic. All we did was do what we would normally do on a weekend. After we went to go see "Superman Returns" we came back home and ate some pizza while watching "Glory Road." It was a really good movie, but it made me really sad and really angry. Why, you ask? It's quite simple, my friends... it wasn't just about basketball-it was about racism. The basketball team had whites, blacks, and Hispanics on the team and people were angry about it. I don't understand how someone can hate people because of the color of their skin... I honestly can't understand how people can do that. No matter how many people try to explain it to me or how many times I try to play it over in my head, I just don't get it. I don't give a fuck if you're black, white, Hispanic, Asian, Indian, mixed, or whatever-I care about who you are. One day I hope that people won't notice skin color. I just want everyone to love each other, no matter what. I just want peace. I'm tired of all this shit... I'm tired of war, I'm tired of death, I'm tired of discrimination. I'm tired of tears.

After my parents went to bed and my brother fell asleep on the couch, I got on the computer and watched me some AX TV. :3 I watched DIRU's part 1, 2, and 4 of AX TV and I had to cover my mouth to stop myself from giggling. XD On AX TV Part 4 Shinya was the one who did most of the talking (yay!!! I love his voice! :D) and it was really cute because everyone else other than Toshiya wasn't really paying any attention. XD It was really cute because Shinya and Toshiya kept on making each other giggle, it was really sweet. ^//^ I just wanna give them a big ol' hug. And Kyo must have been smoking something before hand because he was staring off camera and suddenly stood up and yelled "oi!" but then sat back down and stared of into space. Oo Poor Kyo-san. And then Kaoru put his hand behind Kyo's head and started messing with him. XD I think Die was a little scared, he kept on staring at Kao-chan like "WTF ARE YOU DOING????" On AX TV Part 1 I kept on "awww"ing because they would have close ups of Kyo... he's so beautiful. >_< And then he did his stoner smile and made me laugh out loud, my brother woke up and glared at me then went back to sleep. XD Yeah, I suck. Then I watched the PV for "DRAIN AWAY"... for some reason, I love the fact that Die wrote that song. I think it might be because Shinya has a tiny little solo at the beginning, and that means that Die realizes how talented Shinya is and really values it. ^3^ They're all like a bunch of brothers, it's so sweet... I love DIRU. XD (I bet you guys didn't know that... X3333 yeah, right.)



Last night I had another dream about Zakuro. God, I wish I could forget. It hurts so much to remember, I just want to scratch out the past four years. It pains me so much that I can barely cry about it anymore. I hate the mirror everytime I think of it.

Like so many other days, nothing much has gone on really today. I tried to put up a Die layout, but it felt too weird... I had to find another Kyo one. XD Gomen nasai, Die-kun!!! I still love you!!! ToT Ah, I can't really think of anything to say and I need to get off pretty soon. I love you guys, and thanks for listening! <3

Um... here's a survey thing. ^^;

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name:	Momo... you stalker. >_<
Birthday:	10/26/91
Birthplace:	In A Hospital
Current Location:	In my house
Eye Color:	Hazel
Hair Color:	Brown
Height:	5'4'
Right Handed or Left Handed:	Right handed
Your Heritage:	European
The Shoes You Wore Today:	NONE! :3
Your Weakness:	Kyo. XD
Your Fears:	World War 3.
Your Perfect Pizza:	Cheese... need I say more?
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	Go see DIRU in concert. -_-
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	LMAO
Thoughts First Waking Up:	"I wanna go back to sleep..."
Your Best Physical Feature:	My eyes... they're my ONLY good feature.
Your Bedtime:	Whenever I feel like it!!! :D
Your Most Missed Memory:	Not having to worry about things.
Pepsi or Coke:	Coke, Pepsi's too sweet. >_<
MacDonalds or Burger King:	McDonalds, they have fruit salads. ^-^
Single or Group Dates:	Single, I don't like being around a lot of people.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	I hate iced tea. XP
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate. ^3^
Cappuccino or Coffee:	Cappuccino... coffee sucks. ><
Do you Smoke:	No
Do you Swear:	Fuck yes.
Do you Sing:	Yes
Do you Shower Daily:	Yes
Have you Been in Love:	Yes... unfotunately. -_-
Do you want to go to College:	Yes, I don't wanna grow up to be an idiot.
Do you want to get Married:	Not really.
Do you belive in yourself:	You're kidding, right?
Do you get Motion Sickness:	Sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive:	Bwahahaha!!! Yeah, when hell freezes over.
Are you a Health Freak:	Not really.
Do you get along with your Parents:	Most of the time.
Do you like Thunderstorms:	Yes.
Do you play an Instrument:	Yes, the viola although I want to play a few others.
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	No
In the past month have you Smoked:	No
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	No, I'm pretty anti-drug.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	No
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	No
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	No (although they are quite tasty :3)
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	No, I's a vegetarian.
In the past month have you been on Stage:	Nope.
In the past month have you been Dumped:	I've never been dumped.
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	No, I've never gone.
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	No.
Ever been Drunk:	No.
Ever been called a Tease:	Yeah... right.
Ever been Beaten up:	Nope, I've never been in a fight (in case you call me punching a guy a few times a fight)
Ever Shoplifted:	... yes. *hides*
How do you want to Die:	Happily.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	The first gaijin female J-rocker or a psychiatrist.
What country would you most like to Visit:	You're kidding, right... everyone knows that. JAPAN.
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color:	Blue or green.
Favourite Hair Color:	Black or brown.
Short or Long Hair:	Long hair, it's uber cute. ^o^
Height:	A little taller than me.
Weight:	That doesn't really matter.
Best Clothing Style:	Alternative, goth-ish.
Number of Drugs I have taken:	None... I don't plan on taking any.
Number of CDs I own:	More than 20. XD
Number of Piercings:	None, but I want "a few." 9_9
Number of Tattoos:	None, but, once again, I want a few. *bwahahahaha*
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	Too many to count... my sins are erasable.
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+Momo+
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