Tuesday, August 15, 2006

   Nakinai....
Current Mood: Agitated
Current Song: Embryo by Dir en Grey

-_- I think DIRU's goal in life is to make me cry. I'm serious. Yesterday they maybe me cry 4 times and tear up once. Those bastards. XDDD You see, I read a Kyo interview yesterday that had some fairly emotional things in it... the thing that sent me over is whenever Kyo talked about a girl he had met and was dating her for a long time... and he was considering putting music behind him and getting married to her. But all of a sudden, she vanished. Kyo looked all over for her, but couldn't find her... he talked to one of his friends about it and his friend helped him. But it turned out his friend was dating the girl. Whenever I heard that tears just started streaming down my face... how could she do such a thing? (Dammit, I'm getting all teary now. -_-) It scarred him forever. I wish I could show her his scars and tell her that she was one of the reasons for all of his pain. Stupid bitch. Hope she gets run over by a car. Then I watched the PV for "Embryo" and that song always tears me apart... especially whenever Kyo has the bandana over his mouth and nose, then pulls it down and takes a breath. He looks so sad!!! After that I watched "OBSCURE", my favorite DIRU PV, to cheer me up. ^^ It's kinda sad that my favorite PV (and music video of all time) freaks out people out, makes them sick, repulses people, and gives them nightmares. I'm serious. One girl on YouTube said it gave her nightmares for two months. XDDD After that I watched the PV for "Akuro No Oka" and sang along with it... which was quite stupid of me, since I cry everytime I watch it. -_- Later that night whenever I went to sleep I also cried because I thought of everything Kyo and DIRU has done for me... if I had one wish, I would want to thank Kyo for everything he's given me. I'm such a tacky little bitch. -_- After crying my little eyes out I went on a walk at the YMCA while listening to WTD... I started tearing up listening to "The Final." *sighs* Dammit. Anyhow, I felt really good about myself after I walked but was REAAAAALLY tired. You see, after I walked about 1 1/2 miles, my ankle started hurting (cause retarted old me wore flip-flops) and I had to limp for the next mile, I felt sick because of dehydration, and when I finished a total of 2 1/2 miles I felt dizzy. I guess that's what I get for walking that much in weather this hot... and wearing my normal clothes (which consist of a short-sleeved t-shirt and pants, usually jeans XD). I'm an idiot. I then ate dinner, then was forced to play "DragonBall Z: Budokai Tenkaichi" with my brother again. XD Don't get me wrong, it's fun, but sometimes I'm doing stuff whenever he asks me. -_- Anyhow, he had gotten a whole lot of new characters and I also shit myself when I saw that he had gotten Perfect Cell-Perfect Cell's my boy!!! X3 I also played as Android #19... for someone, he creeps me out... of course DIRU's "OBSCURE" doesn't creep me out at the least, but an android in an anime does. XD Afterwards I practiced my Japanese and marked everything I don't know in "Making Out In Japanese." That way I can skip everything that doesn't have a star next to it. ^^ Then I watched "America's Funniest Home Videos" and "MXC" before going to bed. Ah, always fun. XD


Kyo-sama... why do you like making me cry? ;_; Why???

YAY!!! "CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY IS ON"!!!!!!! I love that fucking movie (it's one of my favorites), almost everything Tim Burton does I will dry hump. XD That man's a genius. Well, I'm gonna stop babbling about DIRU and watch my Willy Wonka. ^^ Atode, minna-san~!
+Momo+
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