Sunday, August 27, 2006

   Okane wa Aku desu. -_-
Current Mood: Agitated
Current Song: Shokubeni by Dir en Grey

Gaaahh... yesterday was pretty melow. Yesterday my brother and I (Mom went out shopping with one of her friends) waited around the house until my dad came back from the gym, which ended up being around 2 in the afternoon. We finally got ourselves together and went to McDonalds to eat and I found out that a fruit and walnut salad (the only thing that I can eat at McDonalds... -_- I wish they'd serve fake beef and chicken too) is 310 calories. I think it's overall the yogurt and walnuts, but still. Damn. After eating, we went back home and I got on the computer and checked my mail and went to go watch some lives of DIRU. I love lives, but I don't particularly care for the more recent ones. In the most recent ones, Kyo sometimes skips some lines in the song and it doesn't sound too good... also, sometimes he runs out of breath and screams when he should sing at a normal tone to catch his breath. I still think DIRU's performances are amazing, but I wish Kyo would stick to the main picture.

Wow. I just kinda bashed Kyo. O_O I'm so sorry... T~T

Anyway, I watched the live for "Shokubeni" from "The Code of Vulgar[ism]", and it was amazing. ^^ If it was possible, the song sounded far more sinister and felt like someone was putting a powerdrill in your ear... it was AWESOME!!! ^o^ Also, Kyo had a solo where all the instruments were silent and he had his little moment, and it was gorgeous. It really showed you how well he can hold a note and force emotion into something. But at the end of the song, whenever the music stopped, I had a nasty little shock. Kyo was still headbanging after the music stopped and you could hear him panting terribly, and after after 15-20 seconds, he stopped and screamed at the top of his lungs and looked like he just wanted to die. I could feel my heart beat in my chest and I wanted to cry. I know Kyo is a happy person, it's just that on stage, he comes face to face with his pain and you can see how much it tears him apart on the inside. I just want to hug him and promise him that everything will be alright. After watching some DIRU, I watched "Memoirs of a Geisha" and was happy to watch it again, and I actually catched some Japanese that I didn't realize was there before. I did get kinda upset at myself because I couldn't remember the names of certain things, like "shamisen." That really pissed me off, because the shamisen is my favorite Japanese instrument (I also like the koto, fue, and taiko). -_- By then it was about 9, and we ordered pizza (YAY!!!) and watched "RV", which was suprisingly really funny. If you want to watch something that's good enough to enjoy but nice enough to watch with your family, get "RV." After that I added a few Japanese movies (suprisingly, most of them were dramas!!!) to my family's Blockbuster Online account, tips for studying Japanese (that I'm thinking of putting up on here for fellow Japanese students ^^), and a little bit of a story I'm writing of what DIRU would do if they celebrated Christmas together. At about 1:30 in the morning (I know... it's so early -_-) I went to bed cause I thought I was gonna pass out.


I'm so sorry, Kyo-sama... *sobs*

This morning I woke up at 10:30 in the morning (which is incredibly early for me) to see my mom watching "Memoirs of a Geisha", which she didn't like. I think it's because of how Arthur Golden portrayed geisha, as prostitutes (although I still love the book). After taking a shower and singing to "Shokubeni", my family went out to eat... and for some reason we went to a cafeteria (like, a buffet) where only really religious old people eat. XD And, I was wearing a shirt that said "DICK" across the chest, and I don't think a whole lot of senior citizens appreciated that. X3 There wasn't a whole lot of stuff to eat there for vegetarians, so I had to eat spaghetti (without any sauce because the only sauce they had was meat sauce), peaches, and macaroni and cheese. An odd combination, ne? XDDD Anyhow, after that, we went to Target where we bought some clothes for school, which made me feel terrible. I felt terrible because not only do things not fit me well (my hips are some of the biggest I've ever seen), but I hate spending money, and my dad's having some troubles with his job right now, so we're kinda short on money. Never the less, my parents made me get some stuff, so I got two t-shirts and a pair of jeans. I got a black Halloween shirt for $5 that says "Sweet & Sinister" on it with cobwebs and stuff, a creame-colored shirt with a skull and crossbones and flowers on it (that my mom wasn't too fond of) ($10), and a pair of Levis ($20) that I don't like the fit of too much, but my mom was convinced that I looked really good in them. -_- Whenever I got home I finished my Algebra homework while listening to DIRU and my family finished watching "RV" (while my dad was watching it, he sad that the girl Jojo played in it kinda looked and acted like me [if I were meaner]-I was upset that he was so mean to Jojo!!!). I don't really wanna go to school tommorow... it's so tiring and I've had to take a nap afterwards. ;_; Hopefully it'll get better. Well, I love you guys and I'll talk to you later. Ja ne~!
+Momo+
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