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Thursday, September 21, 2006

   Baka wa...
Current Mood: Emo
Current Song: Embryo by Dir en Grey

I feel like such a fucking idiot. I'm crying over nothing.

This afternoon, I walked home with my friend Nicole since she lives near me. She decided that she wanted to stay at my house since she didn't want to walk all the way to her house. I was fine with that, and we called our moms to see if it was alright. It was, and I did a bit of my homework and helped her on the computer to help her with her e-mail, since she was checking it. I told her that she had to let me get on the computer more than she did last time (because I had to sit through more than an hour of agonizing MCR music and more (I'm sorry, but I REALLY don't like bands that are coming out now) where I only got to see a 4 minute clip of DIRU). She said she would, and I went on YouTube to watch a quick Kyo fanvid. She then decided to show me her MySpace. I agree, but told her that she could only show me her MySpace. She then decided to make me listen to a Jimmy Eat World song (ANOTHER band I hate) and visited her friend's page and tried to watch a video. I punched her and told her to get off, because I wanted to show her a really beautiful song, but she seemed to completely ignore me. I punched her again and she reluctantly got off the computer. She then sat down and started working on something in her notebook, completely ignoring the fact that I wanted to show her something. So I put on my headphones, listened to "Amber", and loaded the PV for "Embryo" while she called her mom to take her home. Obviously, all she seemed intrested in was getting on the computer and could really give a shit about what I wanted to show her. I patiently waited and sat through what she showed me, pretending to be interested. She could at least do the same for me. It really hurts to know that your closest (tangible... my REAL best friends are over the internet... how sad) friend has stolen from you before, and has no intrest in what you love whatsoever. I just started crying whenever she left, and wanted to be left alone. I thought about Melody. I thought about how lonely I feel sometimes. I just want to know that someone REALLY does care about me. I know that sounds ridiculous and emo, but I don't really give a fuck. It sucks getting upset over something so small.

I'm an idiot.

***

I just found Melody's MySpace while I was screwing around. I feel sick just seeing her. I feel like dying.

Yay.
+Momo+
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