Thursday, October 19, 2006

   Puratonikku Hajimemashou...
Current Mood: Cold
Current Song: Filth by Dir en Grey

I just found that I got a PM from Melody. Doesn't she know that it hurts just to hear her name?

Nothing really has happened lately. The most exciting news in the past two days is that I picked up Vivian (my bass-get used to me calling her that XD) and played her for the first time in a long time, and it felt WONDERFUL. Whenever a single note resonates from the string and rings in my ears, I feel a sense of accomplishment knowing that I did it with my own hands. I'm trying to play Vivian at least four times a day, for half an hour. I love the feeling of playing an instrument. ^^ Also, I decided to try to kick the habit of biting my nails and grow out my pointer and middle fingernails on my right hand so I can use my fingernails as picks (reason why: love playing with my fingers, but love the sound of playing with a pick). Yesterday I went to ceramics with my mom and started painted a box with a fairy sitting on top of it. It's suprisingly bright for me, but I still like it. I painted the box lilac, the fairy's dress turquoise, the flowers on her dress pink (yes, pink... O_O), her skin pale, and I plan on painting her hair a dirty blonde. It's alright looking, but I wish the colors were lighter. ;_; Also, yesterday I checked out the ex-J-rock band Kuroyume (because I wanted to hear what they sounded like and Kiyoharu {the ex-vocalist of Kuroyume, now vocalist of SADS} is Kyo's idol). I thought their music was a little on the light side and may be something I listen to like once a month. @_@ My favorite I listened to was "MIND BREAKER". I also checked out Buck Tick again because last time I listened tot hem, I didn't like them all that much. I mean, they're not bad, they're not good (no offense to any Buck Tick fans out there). I guess they're just not my type. Afterwards I just couldn't help myself and gorged myself on DIRU. X3

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"FILTH" by Dir en Grey
Sadistic sadistic sadistic awaken the sadist
Sadistic sadistic sadistic bury the sadist
Sadistic sadistic sadistic sever the masochist
Sadistic sadistic let's begin this platonically

The sallowed, greedy insects
Are my frustrated sympathisers
Rotten apples inside my gastric juices
Won't you try the soup of sexual desire?
The dripping, oozing pink maggots that
Soak in the formaline of sadistic desire
Rotten strawberries inside of that
A sour marinee prepared with blood

Filth Hi

Let's see a movie, holding hands like I promised you
Saying farewell in this evening before the apples and strawberries go rotten
The dream stretches forth, while we're kissing like I promised you
Saying farewell to you let's enjoy the Last Supper

Filth Hi

Sadistic sadistic sadistic drain the sadist dry
Sadistic sadistic sadistic sadistical, horror
The sadistic awakening comes forth
Come one, come all and see
Sadistic sadistic synchro prepared retro horror

The festival of carnal desires will begin
The festival of sexual desires will begin
The out of control sadistic festival
The rapid human flesh psycho horror
Orange juice with liver
Sweet curry mixed with kidney
Pescatore prepared with pancreas
The beloved, beloved psycho horror

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Today I have had "FILTH" stuck in my head all fucking day. @_@ I'm trying to memorize the chorus for it, so I've been singing it over and over and giggling at Kyo's costume in the PV. XD I'm sorry, I just think that it's hilarious... his big ass dreadlocks and everything. *snickers* I still love you Kyo-kun!!! *cuddles imaginary Kyo plushie* School was pretty boring and average, as usual. _-_ In Orchestra we arranged our playbill for Carnegie Hall trip some people are going on, played a litte, and then took our school picture for the yearbook. There were some guys that had a really nasty mouth behind me... and I know I may be hypocritical, but they were calling people milfs. O_O I don't do THAT. I got to talk to one of my friends from middle school, and that was fun. Talking about how Lucky Charms makes you hyper is always fun. X3 In Algebra I didn't really pay any attention to what we were doing because we were just basically going over things. The entire time I had daydreams about... stuff... (@_@) and drew an elephant on my palm like Naitomea did one time. XDDD I love Naitomea, they're such a bunch of effing crackheads. I drew one on Carley and Johnson's hands too and apparently I started an elephant-hand craze. Go me!!! ^o^ In gym I talked with Chasity while we walked on the track then went inside to play inside soccer. The entire time I sang "FILTH" to myself and didn't really pay any attention to anything. XD In Civics we went to the computer lab (I was gonna look at some Kyo pictures, but I didn't have time -_-) and took some notes on the Executive Branch. Boooooring... *snores* Thai becomes more and more sweet to me everyday. ^^ He sits right behind me now, and today Olivia and Korki stole my eraser and he got it back for me. ^^ I also taught him a little Japanese (because he asked me to) and he says things like "konnchiwa!" and "arigato!" in his cute little Hmong accent. ^//^ I don't think I'd want to date him, just cuddle him... y'know, how I feel like Kai and Shinya. There's no sex appeal, I just think that they're bone-crushingly cute. ^^; So, basically today was just a smear of grey with an explosion of "FILTH" and Thai's smile. Yay! :D


DO NOT tell me you don't love Kyo's "FILTH" outfit. XDDD

Gaaah... I'm hungry. I think I'm going to eat something, watch a few PVs, and play Vivian for a while. Mata ne~!
+Momo+
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