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Saturday, December 9, 2006

   Reality is cruel, isn't it?
Current Mood: Better than nothing
Current Song:

I'm better about what happened last night, but still not perfect. I've had friends who've tried to commit suicide, I used to try all the time, and I'm just used to the idea of people taking their own lives because they can't bear the decay of the innocent world they used to know. When we were children, everything was so beautiful and carefree. But as we grow older and closer to the inevitable fate that awaits us, we see the growing rot of this piss hole we disgusting excuses for humans live in. We critize each other. We make each other bleed. We laugh at other's pain. We kill each other. We tear each other apart. Everyday, I see someone eating another person's heart. Slowly devouring the soul that festers beneath the surface. The pain, the suffering, the HELL we put each other through is simply revolting. I want to throw up on all of humanity. See if it'll make it prettier. Maybe they'll just be happier if I feed them my blood. Fuel their hatred.



Today has been all right. I woke up around 10:30, worked on some Japanese and got dressed since I (worked out hard last night to try to kill away the pain and already) took a shower last night. I eventually fell asleep watching "Viva la Bam" and woke up around 2. I put on my shoes and went to go eat lunch at Arby's (bleh -_-) with my family. I had their deep-friend cheesesticks and felt like someone had tried to drown me in oil. I went to TJ Maxx to try to find some Urban Decay cosmetics but could only find two lipgloss tubes, but wasn't what I wanted. I saw some perfume that I wanted (mostly a rose perfume and "Curious" by *eye twitches* Britney Spears), but I don't want to spend my money because I'm saving it for my current eBay obsession. Once I saw that there was nothing there that I was going to buy, I went to Circuit City where my brother and Dad were and played a little "Loco Roco." That game made me WANT to buy a PSP... and that's saying alot considering how disgusted I am at the crap they call games they're putting out for it.

Mmmm... I don't think I'm gonna really do anything else today. I feel really crappy since my dad told me I was bad friend yesterday, my friend tried to kill herself yesterday, and I was once again reminded of the rot of the society I live in. Maybe DIRU will help. Hopefully.
+Momo+
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