Friday, December 15, 2006

   Mondai nai yo!!!
Current Mood: Relieved/Happy
Current Song:

Minna-san, genki? Last night was fun because I put conditioner in my hair and it felt so soft (I rarely ever put conditioner in my hair... usually like once a month), and I kept on stroking it and touching it. I felt like Shinya. XD

"Kakkoii desu. *kaminoke wo sawaru*" XD

I had the worst dream last night. I dreamt that Millie, my cousin's baby who was born about a month ago, died. It was so terrible, I started crying whenever I told my mom about it. Whenever I got at school I was so tired, I thought I was gonna pass out. Whenever I got back from my locker, I met up with Daniel and everyone else and I thought I was gonna fall asleep on him whenever he was holding me next to him. XDDD Eventually I layed down on the ground but he started fussing at me that I didn't know what was on the ground and that I needed to get up. I wouldn't so he yanked me up. ;~; I wanted to sleep. Whenever the bell rang and we went to our classes, he grabbed me and kissed me right in the hallway whenever people were trying to get past us. @_@ I accidentally said "love you" whenever I left (y'know, like whenever you leave your friends... it just slipped out), so I was freaking out. -_- I told Storm about it but she told me not to worry about it, that he would probably forget about it, and that it wasn't as serious because I said "love you" instead "I love you." In Orchestra we played a new piece that I really liked. ^-^ After we played, Storm kept on stomping on my ass whenever I was trying to sleep because she wanted to talk to me. XD So, I talked to her even though I thought I was gonna pass out from exaustion. @_@ In Algebra I wanted to take a nap but we took this super-hard test that I wanted to blow my head off from. In Gym we went to the weight room and I got back to crack a few times from doing abs exercises. @_@ Afterwards Chasity and I talked for a little while, especially about this commercial I saw that asked "would Jesus shop at Wall*Mart?" XDDD In Civics Thai made me laugh so hard because he was making jokes about "chinchin" since he asked how to say it. XD It was so funny, though, because he makes random things up and asks if they mean anything in Japanese... today he asked if "asoko" meant anything. XD I totally freaked out and started blushing and saying "asoko... is the female... bad part." @_@; It was really fun, though, because I got to talk to Thai and DaVario a whole lot. :3 Up at the tree I met up with Stacie, Daniel, Bobby, and Devon. Daniel immediatly kissed me and hugged me. X_X Eventually Syndey came up and was carrying this itty-bitty guitar and I started laughing hysterically at them, especially since I have a bass. We all started about talking about "Guitar Hero 2" and all this shit then. XD I'm so happy because my grandma is getting me "Guitar Hero 2" for Christmas. *dances* After Daniel hanging onto my waist for a little while, he pulled me close to him and french kissed me. X_X My hair and his hair was over our mouths so it got in our mouths (ewww!!!), but it was still nice. Whenever everyone left Daniel and I sat down at the trunk of the tree and started talking a little. I think it's nice that we can talk more openly with each other now, and I feel safe whenever he holds him close to me now. We kissed a few more times and we decided that we we're going out now. So, yay, I don't feel guilty and like a whore now, although I still kinda am. -_- Ahhh, I just listened to Evanescence's live performance of "Lithium" on "The Late Show with David Letterman." Amy's voice is soooo beatiful... I wanna listen to "The Open Door" again but "MACABRE" calls. @_@

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"Lithium" by Evanescence
ithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.
Oh, but God, I want to let it go.

Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.
Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.
Never wanted it to be so cold.
Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Don't want to let it lay me down this time.
Drown my will to fly.
Here in the darkness I know myself.
Can't break free until I let it go.
Let me go.

Darling, I forgive you after all.
Anything is better than to be alone.
And in the end I guess I had to fall.
Always find my place among the ashes.

I can't hold on to me,
Wonder what's wrong with me.

Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.
Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...
Lithium, ...stay in love with my sorrow.
I'm gonna let it go.

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Ahhh!!! Such a beautiful song! I love it! ^-^

By the way, happy early 16th birthday, Bou-chan!!! I'm sorry if I don't get to update tommorow to tell you that, but I want to give you naked Shinya in a box. XD


There you go, hun. X3

Meh, I better call Nicole back since I said I would. Ja ne~!
+Momo+
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